Chapter 355; It isn’t like that honey!
She had seen the sudden change in his eyes, it wasn’t a hesitation but the fact that he didn’t want kids completely. She could see how he rejected the idea of having kids!
"Can’t we wait until you have completed your high school and then we can think of that? We still do have a lot of time ahead of us." He sat up gazing at his empty hands sighing... Letting go of her was like a part of him being ripped and torn to the side.
Was he ready for that? He knew he wasn’t ready but sometimes, it was the right thing to do.
"Huo Shen, the truth is you don’t want to have kids with me, everything else you are saying is just an excuse to delay it! They are just excuses!"
"You just waited for me to commit some mistakes so that you can dismiss me, right? You wanted to find a justifiable reason to get rid of me right?" She stumbled backward upon that realization.
"Wei Wei, you do know what wrong you did last night and they won’t be a reason enough to walk away from you, it’s your stubbornness, it’s not like I don’t have guards to complete that mission! You didn’t have to go there personally!" Huo Shen loudly sighed ruffling his hair.
Yes, she didn’t have to go there personally but how was she going to tell him that, that family wasn’t an easy one to deal with? How could she tell him that she had lived a whole life and that’s the reason she was able to get rid of them?
Actually, it wasn’t that difficult to assign their best special troop, but how many lives would have been lost in that carelessness? She couldn’t sit still and watch as those innocent lives get snatched away like that when she could have taken control of the situation!
These were things she wasn’t ready to say out loud, what if he thought she was a maniac and had lost her mind? No way! She wasn’t ready to talk about that.
That mistake was already committed and she had apologized! He just didn’t want to have kids with her maybe for some other reasons, "Ah Shen, do you think that I can’t be able to give birth to good-looking kids? Am I not beautiful enough?"
"Do you think I won’t be a good mother?" This has always been a knot deeply tied in her heart and one thing she ever wished for was to have a loving husband and beautiful kids if she ever had a second chance to live, here she was, but why?
Why was it like this? Wasn’t she worth it? Her eyes immediately turned golden brown and crying golden tears like melted lava as they formed round pearls falling onto the green grassland.