Chapter 190
- KILLIAN -
I raise both my hands high above my head in a stretch, yawning. Tonight is the one night I admit that I am overly exhausted. I am keeping myself busy. It’s the best way to avoid all that’s going on temporarily and keep my mind from spiralling.
It’s also to avoid getting in contact with the lady alone with me in my home.
I am not harbouring any negative feelings towards her, no, it’s quite the contrary, I am keeping my distance because every single time I come near her, even as close to her that I see her across a room, doing absolutely nothing but studying, my libido seems to skyrocket. It’s insane how ardent my desire towards her is but each time, I’m reminded she actually needs to study and keep my distance.
I also remind myself that although I am drawn to her in every lustful way possible, it may not be her same for her after last night. I bring my hands lower, folding them across each other as I rest them on my desk. I’m in my home office.
I shut my eyes right before drifting them back open. Fuck work, I am horny. My fingers, of my left arm, massage my forehead, from my temples, narrowing to the center as a sigh leaves my lips. The day has been awfully long, why bore myself and prolong the night?
Maybe I should do something fun instead.
I save all my files and arrange each document in hidden folders before exiting them all as a thought fazes my mind.
I switch my laptop off, close it, then place it at the side end of my desk, withdrawing my glance from it to the curved, flat screen monitors before me. On it are the live recordings of every single part of this house through my newly installed surveillance cameras.