Chapter 19 - NINETEEN
- HAZEL -
A sad smile formed on my lips as I stared at the door knob leading to my room. I want to go in but at the same time, I don’t want to. I just want to sit outside for as long as I can and relax while enjoying the midnight breeze.
While trying to get my mind off everything and anything. Probably listening to music as well. A sigh escaped my lips. I really just want to be alone with my thoughts.
My fingers wrapped the door knob, well, here’s to hoping they’re all asleep.
I bent the knob but nothing happened. The door is locked. Shit. I forgot that I didn’t take my key along with me. Ugh! Now I have to wake someone up.
I knocked on the door gently so as not to disturb other people in other rooms, mainly those who are asleep. No one answered the door. Are they asleep or not in the room?
I don’t know why the thought made me feel weird and think about something else.
I’ve met a lot of people and gotten over them, some quicker than others but why then can’t I Get over Killian?
He’s not the first person I slept with and I don’t like to brag, but he’s not the third either, then why?
... Why does not getting to know someone I’m meant to be away from affect me this much? We knew for just one day.
One freaking day! And we barely had the long talk about one another, it went from alcohol to someone putting on my shoe then taking me to his car, then his house and I ended up on his bed. Fuck! Now that I think about it, it was just one night.