Chapter 114: Thoughts of Arlen
Ravi rolled from one side of the bed to the other side and repeated the action more than 50 times when he woke up that morning. The events of yesterday replayed in his mind like a movie and he was like a captured audience who could not help but watch.
Where had he gotten the courage? He did not regret it though, voicing the secret that was deep in his heart.
He wanted everything about Arlen. Perhaps it was admiration first, he cherished it as a friend and adorned him as a person. Yesterday, he wanted to sink his fingers into his hair, that luscious beautiful blonde hair and pull him close.
Closer.
And brush his lips over his neck, his chin, his cheeks, press a kiss on those closed eyes, and then...
Ravi hurriedly stopped his thought at that moment. Cooling the heat that crawled through his veins like shattering glass. He rolled to his back and stared at the ceiling.
"I am completely doomed." Ravi said in his mind. His thoughts were whirring too much and It was still very early in the morning for some wine. Asher was still sleeping and he could not stay in this room, recalling and reliving all their moments together, all the times that they had shared together.
There was only one other way to get this out of his system. He rolled out of his bed, yawning as he entered the bathroom to wash his face and brush his teeth. Taking a clean apron from the wardrobe, it was blue, just like...
"Ravi."
It was like saying that he liked Arlen became a trigger for his thoughts, they came flooding at times he did not plan with an intensity that he did not want.
Tying the apron around his waist, he appeared in the studio workshop.