Chapter 5
Even though I was head over heels for lily, I couldn't completely shake the ghost of jack every time we got intimate.
Word around Celestial University was that John had taken lily home to meet his parents, then promptly dumped her for a woman five years his senior, a single mom. Everyone knew.
I heard the gossip when I first got there. People said jack was nuts. And from what I gathered, he didn't end up with that woman either. She had a kid, and it was tough for her to leave her family. After that, jack graduated and moved to Boston, and that was the last anyone heard of him.
It wasn't a big deal that a gorgeous girl like lily had a boyfriend before me. But what bugged me was that a year before I showed up, she and jack lived together. Like most international students, lily rented a place off-campus. It was a two-story house by the park. The first floor had a big living room and a storage room, but no one stayed there. The second floor had a bathroom, kitchen, small living room, and two bedrooms. Lily lived there for a year. Now, she had a roommate named Jan, a single woman in her forties. But a year ago, John was her roommate.
It was hard to believe that two close lovers lived together for a year without anything happening, even if they didn't share a room. With just the two of them in the house, it didn't really matter if they shared a room or not. I had asked lily about her and jack many times. She always insisted nothing happened between them. Jack was gentle and kind, and at most, he just kissed her. Lily even got mad a few times, saying I was too hung up on it and didn't trust her.
I was a bit jealous, but also, imagining lily being with someone else kind of turned me on. But lily never gave me a straight answer, so I didn't push it.
Then, something surprising happened a month ago. Usually, when lily gave me a blowjob, she wouldn't let me finish in her mouth. But sometimes, while I was playing with her breasts and watching her with my cock in her mouth, it was too much, and I'd cum before I could stop myself. She'd get mad and ignore me for a bit.
But once, I pushed too deep, and my cum choked her. She coughed for a long time, tears streaming down her face. She got a bit angry and accidentally blurted out, "jack never cum in my mouth."
I was stunned. So, lily had given John a blowjob before. I had suspected it, I knew I wasn't her first, but hearing it out loud was different.
Jealousy and arousal warred inside me. The thought of her with another guy was infuriating. But the idea of her being... degraded... was strangely exciting.
After she said that, lily saw my surprised look and thought I was mad. She kept explaining that she didn't mean to upset me.
I wasn't sure if I should believe her or not, but I wasn't really mad. It was all in the past, and now this gorgeous girl, lily, was with me. Thinking about her past was kind of a turn-on, though I kept those twisted thoughts to myself.