Chapter 56: Excuse
’So this was why Alwin almost cried last time and lost his cool when I was talking about divorce.’
Now she understood why Alwin sounded so sure when he said Ferdinand was in love with her and would never agree to a divorce.
Alwin was so emotional when he said he merely didn’t want to see his lord get hurt and suffer because he had already witnessed it once.
’Should I apologize to him now for what I have done in the past?’ Arabella tilted her head in wonder.
’No. That would reveal I have memories of the past. Alwin doesn’t seem to know that I do. And they were partly at fault for not telling me anything.’
Arabella wondered if Ferdinand had memories of the past too. But he had slept in her room for a month without a single thought about the past, so she concluded he doesn’t.
’So only Alwin and I have memories about the past?’
She wondered if it was to ensure she doesn’t repeat her mistakes. Alwin was there to make sure she doesn’t stray.
"I see. Your Majesty has nothing to fear since I would be watching her. I’ll do some investigation later," Alwin responded regarding the matter about Renee.
"Thank you."
[Hmph. As if I would be happy with your gratitude. I know just how much of an ingrate you would be someday.]