Chapter 93: Love
In books, I read ’Love’ is a deep and tender feeling of affection or attachment or devotion to a person. It further explained it as the act of caring and giving to someone else. Having someone’s best interest and well-being as a priority in your life. ’To truly love is a very selfless act’
In all my life I have never experienced love or LOVED someone before, I was always hated but I cared for those who hate me even though they didn’t want my affection, my feelings have been dipped into mud maybe times, and yet I still carry a fraction of my heart out in hopes it would be accepted, but the world was cruel to it.
I have fallen in love.... With the very man who purchased me months ago for the highest price for a reason unknown to me, and then he took care of me in his own way and I slowly began to have affection towards him... a man who had nothing to show but speaks mostly with his actions in the most unorthodox way possible.
One would say I have grown an unhealthy attachment to him and what I feel is just me being grateful to him. Well, I’m grateful for everything he has done for me... and there’s a line between appreciation and love. I have grown to care for someone, be sad for someone, think about someone, and constantly crave the attention and little things that were enough to make my heart beat a mile faster.
The mere sight of him, I’m flushed and my body heat gets the better of me, the attraction I have for him is beyond me, it’s too strong in a way I cannot explain and I narrow it down to the love I have for him.
I have fallen in love with William Basker Darkmore.
I’m in love with William Basker Darkmore
I LOVE HIM!
I placed my hands on my cheeks, great, now I was getting hot again. After that day I made a mental breakthrough about my affection for William. I constantly ran serious body heat, it seems like my aura affects my emotions a lot. I can’t help it! My heartbeat is constantly beating a mile faster than I could bear and an enduring need to inhale every minute. And as always because I’m too stupid and flushed, I avoid eye contact with him.
I should be grateful he’s back to work in the library... but that doesn’t stop the dark thoughts that keep fueling my mind and giving me heartbreak.
What if William doesn’t love me?