Chapter 57: The Essence Of Time
’Time’ In the math books, time is known to be an ongoing and continuous sequence of events that occur in succession, from the past through the present, and to the future. Time is used to quantify, measure, or compare the duration of events or the intervals between them, and even, sequence events.
Physicists explained time as the progression of events from the past to the present into the future. Basically, if a system is unchanging, it is timeless. Time can be considered to be the fourth dimension of reality, used to describe events in three-dimensional space.
The books told me all this and more importantly, the universal essence of time is ’Time waits for no man’ . The passing of time is unstoppable, and it will march on regardless of what anyone says or does.
In all my life I have wanted time to stop for me... Time wasn’t favorable to me for the past 21 years of my life, it was vicious, painful, and most importantly lonely for me. In a better sense time paused for me without even realizing it, what I prayed for was already given to me on a silver platter, I was dead within me and lived my life to die more so that I could rid myself of the pain.
But time started once again for me... when a mysterious man uttered the words ’500 million’ for my worth and from that moment on time didn’t only start for me but I was able to get the emotions I thought I have lost back... the first was ’fear’ staring at a man that had a death aura to him and yet there was a warmth to it. The second emotion was ’Surprise’, he took my arm and plunged me into a world I never thought existed and brought to me a sight I thought I would only see in heaven, and then the rest came through.
Panic
Anxiety
Depression
Shame
Guilt
Sadness