Chapter 45: Heat
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Making sure he no longer felt her presence, he let out a breath, readjusting his collar as it seemed too tight for him.
Below his eyes, black veins moved until it subsided, the burn in his throat becoming unbearable, his teeth clenched as he let out a low growl.
The air around grew chilly in mere seconds. He shouldn’t have done what he did, he shouldn’t have kissed Sylvia, he only just increased his hunger he had been desperately trying to endure whenever he was around her, his inner beast wanting to claw out, he always kept it at bay, he had control over it, something like this shouldn’t make him lose control, but when it came to Sylvia that was old news.
He could still taste her in his mouth, she had a wonderful flavor, he pondered how the rest of her body tasted, it took every bit of him to subdue himself from losing his mind. Her body, her words, her sweet enticing scent he knew only her had, her defiance and her blushes would be the death of him, he knew that now, she wasn’t only stirring the beast within him, he was making him feel things that he shouldn’t, things he never thought he could ever feel, he was meant to be a hollow, an empty shell without feelings.
But the moment he met Sylvia he felt those walls crack, why? He couldn’t explain all the strange things he felt when it came to her, the desire that struck him hard, he had never had such.
He stared at his hand, the movement of black veins within them, but they subsided, his beast was stirring, the hunger was becoming more of him, and being close to her wasn’t helping, he should give in and let this be over with and move on, but then his body flinch at the thought, he couldn’t, he doesn’t want to hurt her.
His fist clenched, the best solution for this was to stay clear of her.
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I turned for the 5th time against my bed, sighing deeply, my mind still lingering on what happened this afternoon, the kiss, oh his lips, his tongue, his dominance, I couldn’t get it out of my head as it would be the death of me.
And then I thought of how he dismissed me, I grew angry again and sat up on my bed.