Chapter 120: Black Pain
"He said I shouldn’t say anything but I can’t bear it anymore, he’s constantly forcing himself to love an agent, from the agency he swore to destroy after everything they did to his family and lover, did you really think Lorna, that Liam would love you?".
Lorna looks away wiping her tears.
"Don’t dream anymore Lorna, it’s time to wake up" she adds sternly.
Lorna’s fist clenched tightly, almost drawing blood.
"I will like to go home now" Lorna said with dull eyes, it was more of a whisper but Iris heard her, she smirks in response.
"Of course I will see you off".
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Lorna slowly unraveled the veil around her eyes, she was dropped off at the front of her apartment building, she stood immobile like a statue, the cold wind blowing around, the skies darkens as the rain poured and then she broke in uncontrollable tears squatting, not minding the rain pouring on her, she cried and cried holding her chest tightly like it would give out any second, she felt lost and abandoned.
Her mind recalled the things between her and the black ghoul that she now regrets, the feelings she felt, how many times she would have to lie about her encounter with the black ghoul. She cried loudly, the harsh rain hiding her loud cries, she felt broken and used, cause now she understands why he never said I love you back, it must have been too much to handle when he was just using her for his selfish gain, how could she be so stupid to believe his words, let him into her home, her heart, her soul and body.
She held her head screaming out in pain, the rain falling heavily, her body extremely wet but she didn’t care, she couldn’t think less than the pain she felt right now.
The rain dripping her head like a hammer to a nail but then it seized, she could only felt wetness but no constant pouring of water, she opened her eyes staring at the ground, seeing an umbrella shadow, someone standing in her front, her eyes shake as the person squats to the same height as her, her eyes drifting to the stranger, it was Chase, holding an umbrella covering her not minding if he got wet.