Chapter 476: Headspace
A/N: Song For The Background ~ Gravity By Matt Hansen
DACE
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I watch Emma sleep, it’s becoming the next most peaceful thing for me. Her serene features, the gentle rise and fall of her chest, the delicate arch of her eyebrow—all of it captivates me. I observe her slow, steady breaths, a silent reassurance that she’s still here, still alive.
The temptation lingers, threatening to pull me under its spell, tempting me to join her. Naked beneath the barely covering duvet, on her petite frame. Every inche of her was a beacon to every dark desire calling me to embrace her, to share in her peaceful sleep. But I can’t. I just can’t.
After my breakdown in the kitchen, we clung to each other, seeking comfort in the warmth of our embrace until exhaustion claimed her. Gently, I carried her back to the room, where I guided her under the soothing stream of the shower. The water cascaded over her, washing away the remnants of our intense moment together, leaving her refreshed.
I know leaving her all sweaty after our session was not a good idea. I knew she’d have an even more comfortable sleep freshened up. As much as I like the idea of her covered in my cum, a peaceful sleep was needed.
The clock reads 2 am, but sleep was lost to me. Images haunt my mind, tormenting me with visions of my girl, her fragile form marred by blood and flesh torn apart. The mere thought sends a rim of rage coursing through me, threatening to unleash a primal fury I may never recover from.
The chaos in my thoughts, a sinister whisper creeping in—a temptation to end it all, to rid my baby girl of the burden of my existence. But as quickly as it arises, a wave of guilt washes over me. The selfishness of such an act becomes painfully clear. I’m not sure she would be able to handle the gravity of it. So, any thought of it was completely erased. I realize now how selfish it would be to entertain the idea of my own death, imagining that she would join me. I understand that even in death, I would haunt her soul, dragging her down with me until the end.