Chapter 455: Sex And Sin
A/N: Song For The Background ~ Supernatural By Tribal Blood
EMMA
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Sometimes I wonder about my mom and my aunt. How it feels to live a life not knowing you once had memories of a loved one. So many memories worth a lifetime are taken away from you leaving you with no choice but to forget. A part of you erased. Do they feel hollow? Or do they feel like they are forgetting something? Do they feel cold at the loss of warmth due to that absence? I have lived with those questions for years and each time I think about it makes me feel more hollow than I am. The tears will threaten to fall as I think about what could have been if I had spent those five years with them.
I would be in college or graduate. Picking up my love for literature once again, and pursued my career to become an author. I remember my mom telling me how much she couldn’t wait for me to publish my book and become a best-selling author. All those things were taken away from me, leaving me with no choice with only one goal in mind... to survive.
But today I don’t feel hollow or cold, those were the least of my ramming thoughts right now. I feel bat shit nervous, like my world is spinning and I tried so hard not to meet his eyes right now. Whatever I felt right now was beyond me and I tried not to dwell on it at the moment because there was a much bigger fish to fry.
My body tensed when his big hand on my thighs squeezed. Hotness shot through my body and to my cunt. Fuck! Why do I feel so horny? I can’t think straight, everything an inch away from Dace was like a beacon to many sinful things. We both ignited each other in the most alarming way possible that seemed almost impossible to believe. We were both like a livewire.
I could feel his stare burning at the back of my head and I just kept my eyes glued to the passing lights of the streets. Hoping we don’t reach where we are going soon. The car came to a stop and my nerves spiked. Dace stepped out first and pulled his hand out for me. I took it and it clasped around mine tightly until I couldn’t breathe. He pulled me to his side and I glanced at the building.
"Scared?" he whispers to my ear.