Chapter 443: Unpunctual
DACE
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Those emotions aren’t meant for you, Dace
A sharp pain shoots through my jaw and I think it’s cracked, a splatter of blood comes off and spreads across the already blood-stained floor.
"Fuck, Alpha!" Singe yelled coming towards me but I punched him square in the face and he stumbled backwards.
"This is the Ring, idiot" I snapped, fixing my jaw back with a groan. A snap followed.
Singe rose to his feet, splitting a mouthful of blood. "You’re lost in your head again, and you will keep getting beat up by me when I know it should be the opposite’’ he rasps.
"Well maybe I need the pain, now hit me with your best shot" I went on a fighting stance and circled him which he did too. I need to feel something harsh and unpleasant to get me to stop thinking about what she said. Each time I heard the words I felt like flipping to the darkest corner of my brain. I have no idea why it bothers me, it just does. And I can’t be a sucker for it. It will numb my ego.
"Is this about Emma?"
My teeth clenched and I suddenly remembered the look in her eyes when she told me those words, the hate, the anger. Why does it anger me more than I think? I am meant to drown in her hatred for me because that is only what gives me greater joy. I don’t know how to be soft around her or how to care... it just doesn’t work for me or anything else. I only know to be hard and cruel, nothing else fits in that category, and yet she dares to make me doubt myself.
Fuck! I am thinking about it again!