Chapter 344: You’re Crazy
OWEN
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After hearing everything I cannot believe my fucking ears, was she really saying this to my face? She can’t be for real, right? But seeing her glassy eyes on the verge of spilling tears I knew some fucked up shit is going down and I didn’t have the faintest idea. She knows and yet she kept this from me, her clan!
I wanted to explode at her face, the whole of Juneau is in fucking danger, everyone was hanging on a thin thread because of the Rogues here, the Rogues were in town, something way scarier than the werelion’s themselves, the twisted nature of that beast kind, are here in Juneau. I do not know what to make of this but I knew I was on the verge of going crazy.
Was she for real right now? She kept her mouth shut about this and for what? Because she knew that if shit goes down Dace will be left out, the guy technically waked into the face of Rogues like the crazy bastard he is... there is no chance he will survive. I still don’t get what she is thinking in that head of hers, does this have to do with that Female and Male bond? Because if it is, it’s definitely messing with her brain.
"Emma... do you realize what you’re doing?"
And there was that look again, her eyes were puny red and I knew she had been crying her eyes off and the bags under them, had she gotten any sleep? And what... for that beast? I can’t take it anymore! Here I’m worrying my ass off about her life and there she is ruining for a beast. Everything about her has changed ever since she decided to let that beast take her heart and for what? Danger, pain, panic? He can’t love her right, because they are two worlds apart, when she is going to see that?
How much more risk is she gonna take?
"I-I-I’m sorry, it’s selfish of me I know" she sobbed. Jesus, was she going to cry right now? I can’t handle that. Others can’t see it but I can... something is eating Emma up from the inside out, it’s slowly killing her and I know who is the benefactor of that pain. She doesn’t deserve any of this, this is some toxic shit!