Chapter 237: Opposite Sides {2}
EMILIA
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It felt like I had a rock to my body, pinning me down, but I knew it was nothing but the weight of my shoulder. The pain was something else and my body still shook from it but it was nothing I can’t bear.
"My shoulder" I mumbled as I felt it, it seemed like it healed, I had nothing to worry about now, the little issue I had right now was I can’t shift into my She-lion for a while because of the silver still in my bloodstream. Fuck! Silvers are the worst! I hate those damn things, they were a nuisance, I felt like a sick kid right now and it was something I wasn’t used to because I have never been sick in my life before.
Nevertheless, I forced my body to move, I’m a mess... I need to take a damn shower.
This was definitely what I needed right now... to wash off the filth. The cool water against my skin washed all the blood and pain away but that was all but physical for the pain I felt in my chest cannot be erased.
"Dace," I said softly, placing my hand on the wall tiles. What am I gonna do now? Because I saw it clearly with my eyes, Dace had given in to his beastly instinct, it was something that was solely driving him now.
I have to find a way to find him back, I have to... if I can reach his mind as I did and install something within it then maybe, just maybe he will come back.
This was certainly all my fault, if it wasn’t for my stupid suggestion that got him more hurt than he already was, he wouldn’t have left, and he wouldn’t have to face such... I have to redo my mistake, I have to bring him, I have to bring my brother back because I can’t lose him, not ever.
But I can’t search for him right now even if I wanted to... the silver was still messing with my head, it would take a few days or so but still I can’t shift, I will just have to blur my way through, I will figure out a way.
I turned off the shower the moment I was done, walked out, and strolled to a wardrobe. This cottage house was like a safe house for my family, whenever we shifted and went into the wild for a long period of time this acted like a safe point, where we get clothes if we lost them and other stuff.