Chapter 140: Taming Urges
DACE
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Whatever Emma did to me that night still had an effect on me, I felt like a beast possessed, and my blood still ran beyond the temperature I was born with. Memories of her still felt like yesterday, her innocent yet raw touch still kissed my skin, I never knew someone’s touch can be so delicate, silky, and raw with passion at the same time, not until I met Emma, my little human.
Every single minute I felt like a wild man possessed, I couldn’t get her picture out of my head and it seemed to get worse with each passing day, the upsurge, the indomitable bulge of longing just to see her face, her bright green eyes, her cute freckles, and her plump dark pink lips, I told her I would stay just for 5 days but it ended being a whole week and I was yet to calm myself, to calm my lion that kept craving for her touch again, mixed with my heat that was only meant to last for five days ended up still ongoing.
What the fuck did she do to me? I can’t explain it but it felt at that very moment she was in the same heat as me and desperate as how I was, was it because of her new witch blood? I can’t possibly make sense of it but at that moment it felt like we were bonded by the same want and I was yet to recover from it, seems like I will be staying out in the wild for some time, as much as I hated that and I promised myself I will never leave Emma’s side but I entrusted her with Emilia, I believe she will look after her until I came back.
Because if I go back home as it is and set my eyes on my perfect baby girl, I think my lion will lose its shits and I will end up doing something I will regret, something I knew my princess wasn’t ready for. I have never gone on a hunt before ever since I started my heat at a normal age, with Alpha blood my desire was thrices of that of a normal werelion so I sort relief by having the she-lions who were willing, trust me many were willing for a hot time with the Devereaux heir so it wasn’t hard to have anyone I wanted, it was like a routine for me, but the freaky thing about it was no matter how many I had it was certain I would never be satisfied, not until I found my female, that was how it worked when it came to taming our lust.
My dad met my mom at an early age so he didn’t have to undergo this torture like me, he found her at the right time, they were still kids though, grow up like twins and inseparable, like any possible siblings but as the time past and they hit maturity, the heat between them swirls and grow in love and affection taming their wants and desires at the same time and they were perfect, I have always craved what my parents have even though I didn’t say, to be bonded with a life partner and possessive by every fiber of her bone and not looking the other way, but not until I met Emma...
She became the very need I wanted to possess, care for, protect as well as have, I have never desired someone as much as I did Emma, I have had several flings but Emma was different, she wasn’t a fling, she wasn’t someone I just wanted to fuck and have my satisfaction, the truth is... when he came Emma she left me unsatiable and it amazes me up till on how I felt that way towards her. She was the bane to my desires, the very thing I wanted so badly and yet scared I might not have, for the very first time I was scared of losing, she awoke these parts of me I never knew I had and made me wild like a beast standing on flames ready to snap in any minute, I still pondered whether it was a good thing or a bad thing but when it comes to Emma everything just feels so damn good!
I was ready to go to any lengths to keep her by my side and if spending more days in the wild just to tame my urges so that I can be a normal human being at her side and thinking of nothing but adoring her, I will do just that.