Chapter 105: Mixed Sentiments
My eyes were wide like circles and my brain shut down, my body unable to move or react. Owen had his eyes shut as he kissed me. I felt a cold chill against my body when his lips roved mine damp and frantic. What should I do? What should I do? That question replicated in my head numerous times and yet I remained still and confused, having no idea what step I should take. It felt like hours had gone by in this position but it has only been a second.
I finally got a hold of my body, placing my hand on his chest and lifting. Our gazes sealed and a hot blush flushed across my cheeks and my heart thrashed. I just stayed still like a fool, unable to look away. Seeing I wasn’t saying anything or protesting, he kissed me again and I squeeze my eyes shut and my grip on his shirt clenched tightly, I felt my body run up in shivers and my inside bobbling, I was unable to control the fast gait of my beating heart and my nerves were all over the place.
His lips felt good on mine, they were smooth against mine and wet, making me chill further. I moaned when he deepened the kiss and slid his tongue into the corners of my mouth and I found it harder to breathe.
My grip tightened on his chest further and I mustered up all the strength and I pulled him away, I felt weak and my head was fuzzy.
He leaned for another but I pushed him off harder than I expected, I moved away from the bed and watched him with wide eyes.
"I-I-I’m s-s-sorry" my gaze to the ground.
"No" he began and I shifted my gaze to him, he didn’t look quite happy and it got my heart hammering further. "I’m sorry... I shouldn’t have done that"
I opened my mouth to speak but he beat me to it.
"You still got a thing for the beast"
I frowned at his choice of words, I knew very well he was an emotional mess after what happened with his mom but this hurt me.
"Stop calling him that" my attempts to sound strong were a joke, my voice was still murky, I was still trying to recover from that kiss.