Chapter 1: Far From Home
A/N: Song For The Background ~ ’Cry No More’ By Vaults
I never understood love perfectly but after I met him I finally understood the meaning, what it means to protect it, cherish a bond like no other, and hold onto it no matter what. I understood the true meaning of devotion, care, and love. We both fought for what we wanted even though we couldn’t be together, even though fate brought us together it still wanted to set us apart.
It was a lost cause... and my most painful memory was watching the very beast I desired rip me apart all because of the mistake I made. I ruined what we made... I destroyed the last fragment of what we shared, all for it to crumble into pieces, and I watched as the very faint of humanity washed away from his eyes... the very eyes that gave me warmth became my worst nightmare.
Even in death it still haunts me.
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"I love you so much," my mom said, kissing me gently on my forehead like she wanted to imprint that very mark there and I welcomed it by closing my eyes. I desire just to be with her but soon this will all be a dream too... if only I didn’t have to leave.
"Do I really have to go?", the shaky voice that I could barely recognize came off me, I thought I would be strong for it, I guess I’m not.
"Come on we talked about this-this is how it’s gonna work, for both of us, okay?" she assured me with hands on my shoulder.
I nodded playing with the tip of my cardigan with my fingers I felt the need to cry but I fought the feeling, this didn’t feel right for me, it has always been me and her against the world as she always said to me and now I have to go off on my own. My mom was only what I got and leaving just made it harder than I expected.