Chapter 516 Saknu gets beaten up, 4th update (4)_1
He could only blame himself for being so strong that he could hurt someone with just a little carelessness. He had had many women, but they had all been wounded in their lives because of his excessive strength. It was not like the rumors suggested, that he was perverse, specialized in torturing women in bed!
Regarding these long-standing rumors, he had heard about them a long time ago but never paid attention to them, nor had he ever thought of clarifying them. What other people said did not matter to him.
However, ever since he met her, he suddenly started worrying. He feared that if she heard those rumors, she would suspect, despise, hate and fear him.
He wanted to treat her well, wanted to give her the best, wanted to stand with her hand in hand in Liaodan’s palace and receive the worship of Liaodan’s citizens.
But she always kept him at a great distance, avoided him like a venomous snake, regarded him as a beast of floods, always fearing that she might not avoid him in time. Her attitude made him feel frustrated and helpless, and he didn’t know what to do.
He thought about trying to please her, but every time they met, she was always harsh towards him. In the end, he thought of the simplest way: to conquer her with the most primitive method of a man conquering a woman. But, he found that she was so disgusted and resistant to him.
In the past, when he slept with women, he didn’t care about their emotions. It didn’t matter to him whether they were coquettish and submissive, deliberately trying to please him, or whether they resisted to death and vowed never to follow his suit. He treated them all the same. He regarded them as playthings, just doing what he wanted without caring about their expressions or performances.
However, now he found that he damnably cared about her emotions. He could feel her dislike for him, her hatred for him, her desperate desire to escape from him. These perceptions made him extremely uncomfortable, so stuffy that he almost went mad and wanted to kill, but he always couldn’t find a way to vent his anger.