Chapter 501 - 502 Consoling Song Xiaoru
Song Xiaodong finally found his pants, but Song Xiaoru snatched hers away and dressed inside the blanket, relieved to feel less embarrassed.
It was not embarrassing anymore, but only for a moment. As her thoughts settled, Song Xiaoru’s face grew even redder with the realization that she had almost done it with Dongzi. She felt it was just a little bit more, and Dongzi would have entered her body; then, it would have become an irreversible fact.
What troubled Song Xiaoru even more was how she had acted just now. She was mortified—how could she behave that way in front of Song Xiaodong? How was she supposed to continue being his sister and maintain her authority?
Song Xiaodong kept stealthily glancing at Song Xiaoru, watching her moods shift, feeling anxious himself. After holding it in for a while, he couldn’t take it anymore and softly said, "Sister, are you still mad at me?"
"I’m not mad at you... I’m mad at myself. How could I... I’m so ashamed," Song Xiaoru said, and tears involuntarily streamed down her face.
"Sister, don’t cry! Don’t cry!" Song Xiaodong was startled and quickly hugged Song Xiaoru. If there was anything in this world that was deadly, it was Song Xiaoru’s tears. He couldn’t bear to see Song Xiaoru upset, much less crying, and he hurriedly said, "It’s all my fault, I’m a bastard, I dared to desecrate my dearest and most respected sister, I’m simply a beast!"
The more Song Xiaodong spoke, the more agitated he got, and he raised his hand to slap his own face hard.
"What are you doing?" Song Xiaoru quickly grabbed Song Xiaodong’s hand, anxiously asking, "Why are you hitting yourself? Have you gone mad?"
Song Xiaodong said with a choked voice, "Sister, I really owe you an apology. How could I do such a thing to you, make you sad, make you troubled? I really wish I could just kill myself."
Song Xiaoru tightly embraced Song Xiaodong, not letting his arm lift again, and said in panic, "Dongzi, don’t be impulsive. I’m not blaming you, I really am not."