Chapter 39 - 38: I only married him because you like married women!
After Yuki.returned to her room, Yukio and Roland quickly and stealthily slipped back to their own rooms.
The moment Yukio entered her room, she rushed into the bathroom and tore off her thick, sticky wet panties, which were so soaked they could be wrung out like a wet rag.
Staring at the utterly "filthy" wet undies before her, Yukio’s lips twitched with shame. If anyone saw these, they’d be shocked and wonder what on earth she’d been doing to make them like this.
But in reality, she and Roland hadn’t done anything particularly scandalous. If pressed, she’d admit to little more than an hour of full body massage. Surely that couldn’t be considered crossing the line?
The problem was Roland’s bafflingly effective massage technique. How could mere rubbing of her skin bring such intense pleasure—comparable to the satisfaction of "taking care of herself"? When his hands ventured to her inner thighs, the sensation even surpassed her own efforts.
That’s why Yukio had "melted" several times, ultimately collapsing weakly into Roland’s arms. If Yuki hadn’t suddenly returned at that critical moment, who knows if they wouldn’t have become one?
Yukio vividly remembered the moment Roland had started shamelessly undressing her slowly. Though she knew they were dangerously close to crossing a line, she had been too caught up in the moment to stop him. In fact, she had even pulled down his half of zipper herself...
They had come so close—so close—to committing an irreversible mistake.
A mix of regret and fear churned within Yukio stomach, the two emotions locked in an uneasy balance trying to poke out.
Her fear stemmed not only from breaking the so called verbal contract with her eldest daughter but also from the moral and ethical boundaries that forbade such an immoral relationship. After all, they were to be mother-in-law and son-in-law. No matter how intimate or affectionate they became, she couldn’t truly betray her daughter like that, could she?
Yet a part of her also felt a pang of regret. If they had actually gone through with it, and Haruno never found out, there would be no violation of any contract. And if she could abandon her conscience and dignity, moral constraints would no longer bind her.