Chapter 190: Same Feeling
Gabriella was confused but by how despondent Viviana sounded, she knew that this is hurting her so much.
"I didn’t tell you this before..." Viviana sniffed and tried to control her tears. "I’m infertile..."
"What?" Gabriella didn’t get her.
"I can’t carry a child. I can never give a family to anyone. So, tell me. Why would anyone want me? Why would he want me?"
Viviana rubbed her nose and blinked her eyes. She had controlled her tears. Gabriella was looking at her clearly sympathizing with her and maybe she was looking for words, she didn’t say anything.
"I don’t know why I cried... I’ve known this for far too long and yet... These days, this fact that I had accepted still hacks my heart. Tell me, Gabby. I must have gone crazy. Am I crying because I cannot carry the child of Leander Kastello? What happened to me?"
Viviana buried her head in her knees as tears rolled down her cheeks.
"I don’t know what to do... I was supposed to be dead. But I am here, crying one moment, and laughing with him another moment. When I look into his eyes... even thinking about him makes my heart go...I don’t know what’s wrong with me... I was supposed to be dead, Gabby. I wish I were dead rather than feeling this way...It hurts, Gabby..."
"Does he know?" Gabriella asked. "You’re in danger..." she mumbled.
"He knows, Gabby...I don’t know why, but... But he’s keeping it from his family... I don’t know why he’s... why is he protecting me? He must be planning something, right? How can he like someone like me? He must have some other..."