Chapter 231: RUIN ME (2)
"Ruin me," Della said sternly. "I want you to ruin me. I want you." If she had to die for this, so be it. She was so desperate to get away from this hell-like life that she had been living for years. Not to mention the tradition, where the men could get whatever they wanted without any consequences. But when the women did the same, only dire fate awaited them.
Della wanted to do what Aeon did to her. It was a slap to his face whenever she was with Aderan, because the King thought he had her under his thumb.
She wanted to do it with multiple people, which would give her delight because it would humiliate Aeon, but then she couldn’t bring herself to do so since she had Aderan. The thought of betraying him was way more terrifying than the thought of betraying the King.
"Ruin me, Aderan. I want you not to hold back." There was a desperation in Della’s voice. She was not thinking straight. If she was sane enough, she would have insisted for him to leave this room immediately, but she didn’t want to be alone, she wanted him here.
The thought of Aeon having multiple women in his bed while forcing herself to watch him was very humiliating!
"Don’t say something like that," Aderan said, he narrowed his eyes, as he took the dress from the floor to cover her body, but Della slapped his hand away. Her eyes were ablaze with fury and it was her anger that demanded this insane request.
"You don’t want me?" Della felt her throat constrict at the thought. "Am I not desirable enough?"
Probably, what Aeon had done finally got under her skin, which destroyed her self esteem without her knowing it and now if her own mate didn’t want her, it would completely destroy her.
Aderan furrowed his brows and kissed her deeply, he caressed her neck gently, while muttering. "You don’t have any idea how much I want you, Della."