Fractures of Eternity

My eyes widened, bigger than I had ever opened them before, unable to believe what I had heard.

“L-Love?” I stumbled to say.

“Vivian, when I found out you were missing today, I felt my heart grow cold. Something in me was telling me I had to find you. It was so strong, I was scared to the point of losing my mind over you. Though I learned my lesson.” He announced, leaving me open. “I’m never leaving you with my big brother again. No, I’m never leaving your side, period.”

He grabbed onto my cheeks, trailing his thumbs on them.

“No… You can’t love me,” I mumbled.

Eli, who had been turning on the shower, came over to us and nudged my cheek. He was another one who wasn’t on me either, like he usually was. They were moving at my pace, ensuring nothing they did would push me over the edge I stood by.

“I love you, Vivian.” Loki professed, kissing my forehead lightly.

Eli pressed his head against my cheek. “More than anything.” The little snake chuckled.

Grabbing my hand, my vampire drew it towards his cheek before leaning on my palm.

“Look at what you do to me.” He whispered, closing his eyes.

“I—” I began, only to be met by his lips for another brief peck before he pulled away.

“Hey, can I replace him with me?” He asked, gazing at the two bruises Jin had left behind.

“I want you to,” I barely voiced, nodding my head slightly.

A soft smile rose on his lips, but he didn’t move toward me. “Okay… take the lead, my love. I don’t want to do anything you’re uncomfortable with.” He simpered, gazing at me lovingly.

“Are you giving me permission to do anything I want?” I asked, feeling a bit off.

I… I think this is a dream, or maybe I did fall to my death, and this is what the afterlife before reincarnation feels like. Ah… I don’t want to wake up from this.

“Yeah, Vivi. You can do anything you want to me.” Loki simpered.

I bit my lip.

Okay… If this is a dream, then I can do everything I want without consequences, right?

Slowly, I reached for his pants, as he patiently waited for me to undo them before kissing me on my forehead when I tugged out his heat. For a moment, I gazed at his semi-hardened member as this wasn’t the first time I had seen it, nor touched it, but something about it made me yearn for it.

“Don’t stare, I’m getting jumpy.” He breathed, as I clasped onto his length, prompting a soft sigh to leave his lips when I pumped it.

With each stroke, it was taking shape, becoming harder even though it felt soft in my grip.

“Your hand feels good, Vivi.” He released a soft chuckle, placing his hands on the wall behind me.

Leaning over to my ear, he moaned into it, as there was a clear liquid coming from the tip of his member, while the warmth radiating from it was alluring.

Ah… I want you always to be mine.

I retreated from his member, gazing up at his face, allowing me to see his eyes were full of desire. When it came from Jin, everything felt horrible, yet from my vampire, it was different.

“Let’s get in the shower,” I mumbled, barely able to keep my thoughts straight.

There’s no way my playful prince is this docile. Yes… I must’ve fallen asleep the moment I arrived in the room.

“Okay, lead the way, love.” He smiled, gazing over to the tub where Eli allowed the water to run until it was warm.

Taking off the remaining pieces of the rag that hung around my hips, I allowed them to hit the floor, stepping into the running water. The hot water washed away the blood I had on me as soft stings came from the scrapes I had, as everything that happened was draining down the tub’s pipe. Without touching me, my prince came close to my ear.

“Let me know what you want me to do,” Loki whispered from behind me, triggering shivers to run down my spine.

“Can I wash first?” I asked, turning to him slightly.

He nodded, kissing my cheek lightly.

“Of course.” He chuckled, leaning his back against the wall behind him.

I lathered myself up with soap, but before I could wash it off, I heard Loki sigh again. Turning to him, I saw him stroking himself to me, prompting my cheeks to burn.

“W-what a-are y-you doing!?” I yelped, unable to tear my sigh away from him.

My response caused him to smirk, enjoying the cute reaction I had to him.

“I said you can wash. Not that I would be patient.” He relished the moment he had caught me off guard.

“Oh… Show me more.” I simpered, wishing to memorize this sight.

Unlike any other man, I wanted him to desire me like that. His cheeks went rosy, too.

“Okay.” He breathed, as to answer my request, he pumped himself more.

Watching him from the running water, I couldn’t help but gawk at everything he was showing me. With each stroke, he drew closer to his peak, his hand moving steadily. The water washed my body as Loki’s caresses got faster.

“Fuck! Anymore and I’m going to—” he began as I stopped him, by grabbing onto his arm and tugging him into the water with me.

Eli was on the floor of the tub, staying close to me at all times, but not on me.

“No… not yet,” I whispered.

When Loki was underwater, I used the soap to touch his body gently.

“Okay,” he smirked, “Just know it’s a bit torturous to do that.”

Rolling my eyes, I used the soap to clean as I went. Meanwhile, he waited for me, and I watered our bodies to rinse them clean. A soft smile rose on my lips as I got on my knees soon after, causing the vampire’s eyes to widen as I did.

“Wait, Vivi,” Loki mumbled.

“You said for me to take the lead, right?” I breathed, prompting him to bite his lip and nod.

“But you don’t have to do anything like this.” He assured me.

Instead of answering, I brought his heat into my mouth. Hesitantly, he reached for my head, only to pull away. Not liking that, I clasped onto his limbs, leading them to my hair, where he hesitantly grabbed onto my curls. A whine left his lips as I took him deeper into my cavity, ignoring the gag that wished to consume me.

Urgh… Such an annoying reflex! I want to take you deeper!

Closing his eyes, he gave himself to the feeling while his grip on my hair tightened, too.

“Fuck! I want to… make love to you! Vivi! I’m going to cum.” He warned, eyes glowing, yet I didn’t stop.

Instead, I continued my pace before a loud whine left his lips, filling my mouth with his nectar, as his twitching member allured me in other ways. His seed dripped down my chin and onto my breast as I swallowed what I could, while the vampire before me only gazed at me with warmth.

Since this is a dream… a fantasy… I can be honest, right?

“You know… It was comforting for me to know. That there wasn’t a centimeter in my body where you haven’t been.” I confessed, licking my lips, and standing up to face him.

In response, the vampire clasped my cheeks before dragging me into a feverous kiss, as his taste on me didn’t matter to him. His tongue caressed every nook and cranny that was within my mouth before leaving me almost breathless when he tugged away from me. He hovered over my lips as I could barely form coherent thoughts anymore. The heat this boy gave me was drowning me.

“I love you.” He murmured.

My heart stung every time he said that, as I hesitated to respond.

Will I poison you if I do?

“Stop saying that.” My voice cracked.

He chuckled, shaking his head. “Nah, I won’t stop. Now tell me what you want me to do?”

I gazed at him, hopeful, yet wary of everything to come.

I can have this moment, right? I deserve this one after what I did, right?

“Kiss me again. Like you mean it.” I demanded.

A second later, my lips were stolen by him again, as his tongue played with mine until I was short of breath again before he tugged away again.

“What else?” He breathed, waiting for my following command.

I could barely re-oxygenate my brain, leaving everything fuzzy.

This… feeling is so intoxicating.

“Make my breast tender, like you did this morning,” I said, as he gestured for me to sit by the bathtub’s edge.

Once on it, he passed his hand on my bruises, making them disappear before leaning into me and sucking on my bosom as if he was trying to milk them. His fangs brushed against my skin, but he never penetrated it, leaving behind little new kiss marks on them. He was careful not to give too much attention to one before switching to the other one. My hands found their way into his curly hair, as my voice erupted through the bathroom, melting in his touch.

“Loki,” I mewled his name, tugging on his hair slightly.

Pulling away from my breast, he pecked my lips. “Hm…?” he hummed, focusing on me again.

The care in his eyes was melting me, as I couldn’t hold myself from kissing him. A second later, his tongue was playing with mine again.

This is nothing like Jin when he...

I coiled his curls on my fingertips, enjoying the affection before he drew away from my lips and pressed his against my ear.

“I love you.” He murmured.

Again, my heart stung as his words were so full of warmth that I couldn’t help but feel bliss. Especially when they were words, I never thought I would hear them. I tugged on his hair a bit again, causing him to draw away slightly and gaze at me.

“Lick me down there, too.” I requested, my cheeks feeling like they would fall off any moment.

A sly smile crossed his lips before he trailed kisses down my neck and chest. Everywhere he went, he healed any scrapes or bruises he found that weren’t made by him.

“Gladly.” He breathed, trailing down my navel and into my groin.

Separating my legs, he glanced at my sensitive area before kissing my inner thigh.

“Stop teasing me!” I huffed, triggering a slight chuckle to come from him.

“Hah… You’re adorable, especially when you’re being so docile.” He murmured, leaving my heart like it would blow at any minute as it fluttered out of control.

My heart felt like it was about to blow. It was fluttering out of control.

“Shut up! I want to be pleased correctly! That’s all!” I spat out.

A smirk formed on his lips. “There she is.”

His eyes drifted to my vulva before I felt his tongue lap my sensitive bean. Turning my head to the side, I noticed Eli by the showerhead as a soft gasp left me, prompting me to grab onto Loki’s hair with one hand, and with the other, I reached towards the lonely snake. Slowly, his head touched my hand, allowing me to trace his body while he coiled himself around it, only to notice the bruise in the form of a hand on my wrist. A hiss left him as I grabbed his head, pulling him towards my lips before softly kissing his skin.

Eli slid his body against my chest, and a sharp mewl left my lips when Loki sucked on my bell. Thanks to the snake’s body, I couldn’t see what my vampire was doing anymore, but I could feel him trailing my slits with his soft, spongy muscle.

“Can I put fingers in you?” Loki asked.

“Yes,” I mumbled, feeling hot with everything this duo was doing.

The next moment, I felt two fingers come into me, as he thrust them into me, in such a way that I couldn’t keep my hips still. They buckled forward, searching for more of him, causing my vampire to smile. I could feel it form because his lips were on me, trying to please me every way he could, ensuring my voice was a mess because of it. I gripped Eli’s body and Loki’s hair as I reached my peak; instead of stopping to allow me to ride my high without overstimulation, he continued to lap my sensitive regions while thrusting his fingers into me.

My voice erupted out of me as if it wasn’t mine anymore, leaving my entire mind white, washing away every worry I had. Only when I melted in his grip did he pull away from me, licking his lips before admiring what he had done to me.

Pressing his body against me, he leaned over to my ear. “I love you, Vivian.” He murmured.

His seductive voice caused me to snap. I didn’t know what I was saying before I said it anymore. Loki and Eli were both drowning me in their affection.

“Kiss me!” I ordered, clasping my hands on his shoulders.

Instantly, he met with my lips, as I didn’t care if he didn’t care about my flavor lingering in him. The kiss was deep as our soft, spongy muscles tangoed with one another. It didn’t matter how Eli was between us, as he slid off beside us when his other half drew away from our moment, leaving a thin string of saliva connecting us. In response to it, I dragged myself to him, licking it away, triggering him to shiver as a soft smirk formed on his face.

“What else does my love want?” Loki whispered, tracing his thumb on my leg.

I reached towards him before trailing my fingertips down to his beauty mark by his bottom lip.

I’ll never confuse this warmth with someone else. You both…

“I want… You and Eli. I want all you both have to offer me!” Tears trailed down my cheeks, unable to hold back this doomed love.

This was the same as binding us together.

Eli… Elias is part of this boy. I…

The love between divines could never be undone, much like Valdios’s and Fenrir’s devotion for one another.

Even though we can never be, I want to bind us for all eternity. I never want to be apart from you!

Mortals and divines were different, yet there were stories of mortals finding one another even in other lives.

Tania said so when she thought I was going to kill her. I know this will bring us agony, yet I… I can’t stop this! I don’t want to!

“Don’t cry, I’m all yours. No, we’re all yours.” Loki simpered, crashing his lips against mine once again.

A throb came through our bodies, as a new link was being made between us—one that would last an eternity. There was no stopping this anymore. Loki’s eyes shimmered brightly as the divine part of him responded to the bond forming.

Drawing away from my lips, he caged me under him, “I… want this too.” He murmured, finding his way into me, triggering my body to radiate a gentle white hue.

Instead of fearing my true form, he kissed me before making love to me, as his wings erupted from his back when his rhythm became consistent. Unlike all the times before, he was gentle, focused on the emotional aspect of this act instead of the pleasure-inducing ecstasy that usually drowned us. The intimacy was becoming overwhelming for both of us, as all his movements were so slow and gentle that I felt in pure bliss, feeling him pump into me in such a way.

“Loki! Loki!” I cried.

In response to hearing his name, he kissed my cheek. “I’ll always love you. Forever. No matter what, Vivi.” He promised, thrusting his length deeper into me, prompting a sharp whine to leave me when his tip brushed against my womb.

There was no way I could stop this. Not in the state of mind I was in, and certainly not with the affection being thrown at me.

“I love you too. So much, Loki. I feel like I’m drowning!” I professed being honest for the first time.

My declaration triggered my beloved soul to shimmer the exact shade I did.

“I know, I’ll accept all of you.” Loki smiled, kissing me.

His movements didn’t stop, even as secondary, smaller wings sprouted from his back. Unlike the first time it happened, it was painless and bloodless. However, that wasn’t the only change happening as Eli’s body was also giving off a gentle hue as his scales shifted to a different appearance: the top of his body turned pure white, while the ones on his belly side turned golden, which reached up to his tail. His eyes turned like Loki’s, losing the pure blue they used to be.

The two were utterly unaware of what was happening as I was their only focus. Loki didn’t let me think much about it, as he kept me busy, ensuring my mouth was covered by his as saliva dripped down both our chins. With each push, the knot within me tightened to the point I couldn’t help but mewl when he erupted within me, allowing me to find another release. Even while he unloaded into me, he never stopped showing his affection, as my lips kept searching for him while my body trembled in his grip.

This is a dream… A moment of nirvana, right?

However, instead of allowing me to cool down, Loki kept making love to me, ensuring I wouldn’t find the trouble we were currently in, as there was no way to stop my love from poisoning them anymore.