Chapter 123: 123: WILLIAM IS COMING BACK (1)
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The heavy, passionate words of Coach Lincoln echoed loudly and clearly in the quiet bedroom, and they completely broke down the very last strong wall of pride that William had been carefully building around his broken heart.
William finally gathered all of his remaining courage, and he talked slowly into the phone with a very heavy and emotional voice, saying,
"Sir, I had a very deep rethink about my entire life recently, and I truly felt in my soul that I have done a massive, terrible mistake by suddenly leaving my beautiful football dream behind."
He took a very deep, shaky breath to calm his racing heart, and because he could absolutely no longer hide the painful truth from the man who believed in him, he bravely confessed his secret academic failure to the older manager.
"I honestly did not understand anything my new university lecturers are saying at all, and whenever I sit in that giant, crowded chemistry class, absolutely everything looks like I am completely lost in a dark, confusing forest,"
William admitted sadly, letting all of his hidden frustrations pour out freely. He felt a hot, salty tear roll slowly down his warm cheek, but he quickly wiped it away with the back of his hand, because he still had some very deep, burning fears in his mind that he desperately needed to share with the wise coach.
"But I really don't want the cruel, judging people outside to loudly insult me and call me a failure that I quickly quitted my brand new science path, and I am very scared that the harsh media will laugh at me because I suddenly change my word so easily," he explained with a trembling, fearful voice.
He tightly gripped his glowing mobile phone, and he quickly added his biggest, heaviest worry by saying, "And most importantly, sir, I honestly don't know what the angry Chelsea directors will say or do to me if I suddenly come back crawling to them after I boldly told them I was leaving the sport forever."
Before William could even finish explaining all of his deep, dark worries, Coach Lincoln quickly cut him short with a very strong, commanding voice that instantly stopped the young boy's racing thoughts.
"Listen to me very carefully, William, it is completely normal to make mistakes in this life, because absolutely no human being on this earth is perfectly flawless," Lincoln stated firmly, making sure his comforting but strict words reached the very bottom of William's troubled heart.
The coach continued speaking smoothly and clearly, "You have definitely made a very big mistake by deciding to quickly quit the game you naturally love, but you are still a very young boy, and you have the powerful chance to turn this bad situation around."
Lincoln wanted William to feel a strong sense of urgency, so he clearly explained the next important step, loudly instructing the boy that he needed to act very fast.
"But you need to quickly and bravely correct this silly mistake before the new football season officially starts in the next months again, because time is rapidly running out and the busy football world will not wait for anyone," the coach reminded him sharply.
This specific reminder made William's tired eyes open very wide, because he suddenly realized that the bright, green pitch was still waiting for him, and if he allowed his temporary fear to hold him back, he would completely miss the wonderful chance to successfully join the upcoming tournament.
Coach Lincoln's confident voice carried a very heavy weight of authority, and he made it perfectly clear that crying over a bad decision was totally useless, but standing up and fighting to correct that exact mistake was the true mark of a legendary champion.
After directly addressing the big mistake of quitting, Coach Lincoln quickly moved on to tackle the young boy's heavy fear of public judgment, because he knew perfectly well that the loud noise of the fans could easily destroy a player's mind.
"Don't look at what the negative people will say about you, because whether you do good or you do bad, they will always come and they will always talk," Lincoln advised very wisely, strongly urging William to completely block out the annoying noise of the outside world.
The coach's voice grew even more passionate and highly encouraging as he gave William the ultimate secret to total victory, saying,
"Your only job in this world is to beautifully show them exactly what you have on the green pitch, and when they see your magical talent, they will definitely bow to you in total respect."
These powerful words painted a very vivid, glorious picture in William's mind, making him clearly imagine himself scoring a magnificent goal while all the people who previously mocked his name suddenly stood up to loudly applaud his undeniable greatness.
Then, the wise coach finally addressed the biggest, scariest elephant in the room, carefully guiding William on exactly how to handle his very complicated contract situation with his parent club.
"And about the difficult Chelsea situation, you must be very brave, so you need to go and see Mr. Stewart directly and make sure you hear him out first, then we can smartly start our plans from there," Lincoln instructed calmly. The coach completely understood that Mr. Stewart was the main manager handling William's messy affairs, and going back to politely speak with him was the absolute only professional way to slowly unlock the heavy, iron doors that were currently trapping the young boy's career.
As William sat very quietly on the edge of his soft bed and carefully listened to the older man speak, a very sudden, warm, and highly emotional feeling washed completely over his entire body.
He clearly realized that this Coach Lincoln's words looks exactly like his loving, dead father's own words, carrying the exact same deep, protective warmth and strict, guiding love that his dad used to always show him.
He vividly remembered how his hardworking father used to place a heavy hand on his tiny shoulder when he was just a little kid, constantly telling him to completely ignore the jealous haters and strictly focus on his football, and hearing those exact same lessons from Lincoln made fresh tears gather in his eyes.
Those powerful, familiar words of genuine encouragement quickly gave him a massive, undeniable nudge to proudly go back to his original dream, completely removing all the dark, heavy clouds of confusion that had been totally blocking his vision for the past few weeks.
William felt a burning, powerful fire ignite rapidly inside his chest, and he firmly promised his own soul that he would absolutely not try to deceive himself again by foolishly pretending to love a boring science career that he actually hated from the bottom of his heart.
The deep, paralyzing fear of failing his chemistry classes instantly vanished into thin air, because he was finally ready to deeply embrace his true, God-given destiny, loudly accepting the simple fact that he was naturally born to be a magical footballer and absolutely nothing else.
The strong spirit of his beloved father felt very close to him in that quiet room, silently pushing him to be very brave, and William knew perfectly well that returning to the pitch was the only real way to proudly honor the great Gill family name forever.
With his busy mind finally completely clear and his young heart filled heavily with total determination, William took one last, deep breath and spoke into the phone with a brand new, highly confident voice.
He deeply thanked Mr. Lincoln for his amazing, life-changing advice and his tough love, gratefully telling the wise coach that this specific phone call had miraculously saved his entire future from total destruction, and then the long, emotional call finally ended with a soft, quiet beep.
As soon as he slowly lowered the glowing mobile device away from his ear and placed it gently on his wooden desk, William suddenly felt incredibly active and totally alive again, exactly as if a giant, heavy mountain had just been lifted completely off his tired shoulders.
He instantly jumped up from the edge of his bed, totally ignoring the heavy school backpack full of blank chemistry notebooks lying on the floor, and he proudly prepared his mind and body to officially start his beautiful football journey again.
He stretched his strong legs and shadow-kicked an imaginary ball across the room, feeling the old, familiar thrill of the game rushing wildly through his warm veins, completely ready to face any hard challenge that dared to stand in his way.
However, even though his personal confidence was fully restored and he was totally ready to conquer the world, a very dark, serious shadow of worry still lingered quietly in the back of his mind as he thought about his upcoming meeting with his strict manager.
He was fully ready to play and dominate the pitch, but what will Chelsea actually say when he suddenly returns and asks for his old spot back, a heavy, terrifying question that needs a very quick answer before he can ever step onto the grass again.
