Chapter 117: 117: THE QUESTION THAT SHOOK HIS DECISIONS
William stood completely alone in his quiet kitchen, slowly slicing some fresh green vegetables on an old wooden cutting board, because he was desperately trying to clear his heavy head after a very long and stressful day.
The soft bubbling sound of boiling water on the hot stove filled the empty apartment with a gentle, relaxing noise, and as he carefully prepared a simple, warm dinner for himself, he truly wanted to push all the confusing thoughts out of his tired mind.
He had spent the entire morning walking through the busy city and filling out complicated university applications to become a brilliant chemist, and now he just needed a peaceful moment of complete silence, but the extreme quietness of the house only made the loud questions inside his brain echo even more.
He wanted to focus entirely on the colorful food in front of him, chopping the orange carrots and green onions into perfect little pieces, because focusing on this simple, basic task helped him forget about the angry sports reporters and the unfair Chelsea academy for just a little while.
However, despite his best efforts to remain calm and completely peaceful, his active mind kept racing back and forth, wondering if he had truly made the right choice for his new future, and he sighed deeply as he scraped the chopped vegetables into the hot, boiling water with a wooden spoon.
He was trying his best not to give himself problem that he will regret, but this Chemist decision is looking as if he is going the wrong direction.
Suddenly, the sharp and loud ringing of his mobile phone cut right through the quiet air of the kitchen like a fast arrow, making him jump slightly in total surprise, and he quickly wiped his wet hands on a clean kitchen towel to check the bright, glowing screen.
When he looked down at the flashing digital display, he saw the familiar name "Fernandes" glowing brightly, and he knew instantly that the respected captain of the Blackpool football team was calling him to talk about the shocking news on the internet.
William immediately felt a strong, heavy urge to ignore the loud call entirely, because he was completely tired of constantly explaining his big life choices to various football players who just wanted him to come back to the grassy pitch.
He stared closely at the vibrating phone for several long seconds, and he seriously thought about pressing the red reject button to block out the annoying noise, but then a warm, friendly memory of the kind captain quickly flashed into his busy mind.
Due to the very respectful and supportive way Fernandes had always related with him during his difficult time at Blackpool, William felt a deep sense of honor and loyalty, so he realized that he really had no other choice but to politely pick up the call and listen to the older man.
William took a deep, nervous breath to steady his racing heart, swiped his thumb slowly across the smooth glass screen to answer, and lifted the phone cautiously to his ear, waiting patiently to hear what the older player had to say.
"Good evening, William, how are you doing today?" Fernandes asked in a very gentle, caring, and warm voice, and before William could even open his mouth to answer the simple question, the kind captain quickly added something deeply emotional.
"And I am so very sorry for the terrible loss of your loving father, please accept my deepest condolences during this very hard and painful time," Fernandes said softly, showing that he truly cared about William as a human being and not just as a talented footballer.
Hearing these sweet and deeply comforting words made a small, tight lump form quickly in William's throat, because Fernandes sounded incredibly sincere and truly sad for him, which was very different from the cold, selfish club officials he had dealt with recently.
William closed his eyes for a short second to hold back his sad emotions, and he softly replied,
"Thank you very much, Fernandes, I really appreciate your kind thoughts," while he stood perfectly still and stared blankly at the steaming pot on his kitchen stove.
There was a brief, slightly uncomfortable silence on the invisible phone line for a few quick seconds, as if both of them were trying to figure out exactly what to say next, and then Fernandes finally shifted the serious conversation to the main reason why he had actually called the young boy so late in the evening.
"William, I really have to ask you this important question, why did you want to quit football completely?" Fernandes asked with a very serious and slightly confused tone, making it clear that he did not understand the shocking news at all. The captain did not wait for William to answer right away, and he continued speaking quickly by saying,
"This sudden decision of yours is very quick, and honestly, this shows that you didn't give it a very good time to think about it properly." Fernandes sounded just like a caring older brother who was deeply worried that William was making a massive mistake out of pure sadness, and he wanted to make absolutely sure that the young boy was not throwing his entire bright future away just because he was grieving his dad.
William was not surprised by these tough, questioning words at all, because he fully expected to hear this exact argument from someone as dedicated to the game as Fernandes, and he had actually prepared his clever answer in his head while the captain was still talking.
He gripped the phone very tightly in his hand, took another long, calming breath, and made absolutely sure his young voice sounded very strong and perfectly calm before he started to speak his mind.
"I thought about it so deeply, Fernandes, and I truly felt that quitting football is simply the absolute best decision for my life right now," William replied firmly, wanting to show that he was not just acting like an emotional, confused child. He continued to explain his deep feelings clearly by adding,
"I just don't think I can handle the future problems and the tricky, unfair politics in the football world, so I want to choose a new career where I can face the hard challenges and actually solve them myself with my own brain." William wanted Fernandes to fully understand that he desired a safe, stable life in a science laboratory where his hard work would be judged fairly, instead of a football pitch where managers could ruin his life with one single bad choice.
Fernandes listened very quietly and patiently to William's strong and thoughtful explanation, but the highly experienced captain clearly did not agree with the young boy's logic at all, so he continued to encourage him heavily to reconsider his shocking choice before it was completely too late.
Fernandes started speaking again, using a very passionate and encouraging voice to remind William of his amazing speed and magical talent, strongly begging him not to walk away from a beautiful game that he was naturally born to play.
While talking so deeply about the bright future and the wonderful joy of scoring goals, Fernandes suddenly mentioned a very specific and highly emotional point that instantly caught William's full attention and made his beating heart skip a heavy step. The older captain's voice became very soft but incredibly powerful as he asked a heavy, painful question, saying,
"But William, because of your father, why don't you play football? He has supported you for a very long time since you were a little kid, so please think about it, William."
Before William could even open his mouth to defend his science choice or say a single word back to the captain, Fernandes suddenly cut the call from his end, leaving nothing but a totally blank and silent beep echoing loudly through the small phone speaker.
The sudden and abrupt end to the phone call completely shocked William, and he slowly lowered the glowing device away from his ear, his eyes wide open with complete surprise as the powerful words about his loving father started ringing loudly in his head all over again.
He remembered clearly how his father used to stand proudly on the sidelines of the grassy pitch, cheering for him louder than anyone else, and now Fernandes' heavy question was forcing him to wonder if quitting was actually a terrible insult to his dad's long years of hard support.
William was left standing completely frozen in the middle of his warm kitchen, completely ignoring the bubbling food on the hot stove, as he found himself trapped in a deep, dark web of confusion, thinking deeply about his entire future all over again.
The strong confidence he had felt earlier in the morning was suddenly gone, replaced by a heavy, growing suspense that made him wonder if he was making the biggest mistake of his entire life.
