Beast Taming: My Beasts Grind, Die, and Respawn

Chapter 197: The Record Agrees



The review room had a table, four chairs on one side and one on the other, and no arena attached to it.

Jin had spent the walk over half-expecting a practical component. There was not one. There was a table, three panel members, Marr sitting to the side with nothing in front of him, and a chair.

He sat in the chair.

"Astor. I’m Coordinator Sennet, Third Class." The woman in the middle did not offer a hand and did not seem unfriendly about it. "To my left, Instructor Doyle, senior field. To my right, Specialist Ammar, beast care and contract."

"Instructor Marr is here as recommending instructor," Sennet added. "He will not be answering for you."

"Understood."

"Then we’ll begin with what isn’t in dispute." Sennet turned a page. "Your beast’s Bronze advancement has been scanned three times and officially confirmed. Your field record from the Tunnelmaw sector is supported by the available camera and tag data, route logs, and team statements. Your semester examination results are strong in every section with no deductions in beast care or contract stability. Your controlled combat benchmark passed. None of that is being questioned today."

"All right."

"What we’re here to establish is whether it holds." She folded her hands. "Every year we promote someone whose record covers an exceptional two months, and eight weeks later they’re failing three subjects and their beast has a stress injury. So. Can you sustain this?"

Doyle went first and went straight at the weakest point.

"Your beast completed a partial evolution recently and is twelve percent larger and considerably denser. Have you fully recalibrated him?"

"No."

Doyle looked up.

"His turns finish about a quarter-second late," Jin said. "His lateral steps still land slightly off where he expects. He’s improving, and he’s compensating on his own by starting rotations earlier, but I’d be lying if I told you I had mastery of that body. It hasn’t been long enough."

"You beat a Windclaw Lynx with it."

"I lost four minutes of that match giving him commands built for the body he had before. I only won because I stopped." Jin kept his voice level. "The tactical answer was correct. It wasn’t mastery. It was noticing I was wrong."

Doyle wrote something and moved on.

"Your own physique. The benchmark says displacement resistance off the Fourth Class scale, impact distribution roughly triple baseline, strength up eighteen percent."

"Yes."

"What does that make you?"

"Harder to kill by accident," said Jin. "It doesn’t make me a combatant. I can survive a collapse, stay upright when the ground goes, carry equipment, and work closer to danger than I could last month. A Rank-1 wild beast would still kill me in about four seconds, because absorbing the first hit doesn’t matter if I can’t answer the second one."

"Who told you that?"

"The benchmark instructor. She was right."

Ammar’s section was the longest and Jin had known it would be.

"You have two registered beasts. One is a Bronze partial-evolved anchor that requires retraining. The other is a neonatal Ashwing Sparrow on a supervised recovery plan with scheduled clinical supervision and active temperature management." She looked up. "Have you taken on more than you can carry?"

"That’s the right question."

"It’s the only one I have."

Jin thought about how to answer it honestly and decided the honest answer was the useful one.

"Flicker’s schedule is a hard operational limit," he said. "She feeds at three-hour intervals. Her supervised exercise begins at twenty-one hundred and lasts exactly as long as Verrick authorizes. She can’t travel, she can’t be left for long stretches, and she can’t regulate her own temperature indefinitely. That doesn’t bend around my timetable. If a Third-Class opportunity conflicts with her plan, the plan wins."

"Are you prepared to say that to a squad commander?"

"I’ve already said it to a field instructor," said Jin. "I’d rather decline an exercise than falsify a care log."

Ammar checked something on her slate, which Jin suspected was Verrick’s discharge file, and did not comment.

"Your contract readings are unusually stable for a two-beast Rank 1," she said. "Both of them. Explain that."

"I don’t have a technical explanation. They both sleep in my room. I’m with them more than most students are with one."

"That’s not a method."

"No," Jin agreed. "It’s a schedule."

Sennet came back at the end.

"Where are you weak?"

Jin had spent the previous evening writing this list, and it was the only preparation he had done.

"Third-Class teammates," he said. "I’ve worked with two Fourth-Class squads and one First-Class training group. I’ve never had to function inside a team of people who are all individually stronger than me and all used to solving problems without asking. I don’t know how I’ll do there."

"Go on."

"I don’t have a combat Soul Talent. Data Appraisal doesn’t attack, defend, heal, or move me. Everything I contribute depends on positioning, information, equipment, Glitch, and teammates who can act. If those aren’t there, I’m a liability."

"And your strengths?"

"Defensive organization. Observation. Getting a confused group functioning again." He paused. "I’m bad at aggressive dueling and worse at pursuit. I’ve lost points on both this term and I’m not planning to fix them quickly, because the fix would be pretending Glitch can chase things and he can’t."

Sennet looked at him for a moment.

"You’ve made a fairly comprehensive case against your own promotion."

"I’ve made a list of what I’d need to manage," said Jin. "I know how I’d manage it. Complete logs, conservative training increases while Glitch is still settling into the new body, medical compliance on Flicker without exception, stated stopping conditions before I start anything, and tactics built around what Glitch can currently do rather than what I want him to do in three months."

"Those are the controls."

"Those are the controls."

Sennet turned to the side of the room.

"Instructor Marr. You spent a recommendation. You have very few. Why this student?"

Marr sat forward.

"Not the Bronze."

"No?"

"The Bronze is a beast achievement and it’s remarkable and I’d have written him a commendation for it either way." Marr’s voice was flat. "I spent the recommendation because of four separate occasions where he corrected a bad approach before it cost him something."

"Name them."

"Tunnelmaw sector. He worked out that his own generator was drawing the colony and shut it off, which required him to admit in front of four students that he’d caused the problem." Marr counted on his fingers. "Same operation, he took his beast’s sensory skill offline mid-emergency because it was failing, and told his leader exactly what capability she was losing before she asked."

"Third?"

"The Windclaw benchmark. Four minutes losing, and he identified that his own commands were the fault rather than the beast’s speed."

"Fourth?"

"His beast-care record." Marr sat back. "Four months of it. No missed feeds under severe financial pressure, reduced training loads at cost to his own conditioning marks, full compliance with two separate veterinary restrictions when nobody was checking."

"That’s not a leadership argument."

"It’s the same one," said Marr. "He does the correct boring thing when it costs him. Most students that talented can’t."

Marr sat back again.

They took eleven minutes.

Jin waited in the corridor and did not attempt to predict it, because he genuinely could not, and found that he minded that less than he expected.

Sennet called him back in.

"Approved," she said. "I’ll tell you why, because you’ll want to know."

"All right."

"Your self-assessment matches the evidence." She turned the slate toward him. "Every weakness you named is already visible in your file. Turning recalibration — it’s in the benchmark notes. Pursuit weakness — it’s in your combat scores. Dependence on teammates — it’s in the field report. You did not tell us anything we hadn’t found."

"That’s the standard?"

"That’s most of it. The rest is that the controls you described are the ones your logs show you actually using, which means you weren’t performing for us. Students who overstate their readiness fail in the eighth week, because the gap between what they claimed and what they can do arrives on a schedule."

Doyle added, "And you’ll be an unremarkable Third Class for a while. You’ll be middle of the group and some of it will be humiliating. That’s expected. Don’t try to fix it fast."

[MERIDIAN ACADEMY — EARLY CLASS ADVANCEMENT APPROVED]

[Student: Jin Astor]

[Fourth Class → Third Class]

[Effective: Immediate]

Jin read it twice.

Immediate.

Not from the start of next term. Not following induction. Not a fortnight of paperwork while he retrained a beast and worked out how a Third-Class timetable fitted around three-hour feeds.

They’ve removed the part where I get to pretend nothing’s changed.

"Induction’s tomorrow at oh-eight-hundred," said Sennet. "Congratulations."

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