Chapter 49: Broken
Osmund walked into his own study expecting, at worst, a slightly rumpled young lord nursing a late night and a headache.
He found a war room.
Ink bottles stood empty in a ragged perimeter around the desk, several of them tipped, their contents soaked into a spreading map of dark stains across the wood. Crumpled parchment carpeted the floor in drifts, entire failed drafts balled up and abandoned mid-sentence. And in the center of it all sat Milo, hunched over a stack of sealed letters that had to number in the hundreds, eyes bloodshot, hair standing up at three separate angles that suggested he had, at some point in the night, tried to physically pull an idea directly out of his own skull.
"...Loof," Osmund said, very carefully, the way a man speaks to something that might startle. "What, precisely, am I looking at."
"Correspondence," Milo said, without looking up, sealing another envelope with a flourish that suggested this was, at this point, a purely muscular reflex rather than a decision he was still consciously making. "Strategic correspondence. I’ve been thinking. A great deal. All night, actually, I didn’t really stop—"
Osmund crossed the room and picked up the nearest stack, flipping through it with the growing, dawning horror of a man discovering that the numbers in his ledger did not, in fact, add up the way he’d assumed.
"This is addressed to the Ironhold garrison commander," he said, slowly. "This one’s for the Weeping Vale trading consortium. This one—" he stopped, frowning at the seal, then broke it open despite himself, and his face went very still as he read. "Loof. This is written on royal stationery."
"Is it convincing?" Milo asked, with real, exhausted pride. "I had to reconstruct the wax pattern from memory, it took me four tries to get the crest right—"
"It is addressed," Osmund said, voice climbing, "from the King, to the second most powerful fighter currently alive according to the Oracle’s ranking, calling him a — Loof, it calls him a jumped-up back-alley knife merchant with delusions of a throne he’ll die screaming for." He looked up, and for the first time in Milo’s admittedly limited experience of the man, Osmund appeared to be genuinely, completely lost for words. "You forged a declaration of personal insult from the King himself. To one of the most dangerous men on the continent."
"I got carried away," Milo admitted, with all the sheepish, manic honesty of a man 8 Hours past the point where sleep would have talked him out of it. "But listen — actually listen, Osmund, because the logic holds up even if the method got a little unhinged around letter two hundred. The King is hated. Genuinely, structurally hated, by everyone who’s ever had to watch him decide who gets to matter and who doesn’t. If we bait the strongest fighters in the realm into taking a personal grudge against him, they’ll come at him regardless of what we do — and even if none of them can actually kill a man ranked first by the Oracle, every single fight chips something away. Health. Resources. Attention. He can’t be perfectly guarded against seven directions at once, not forever, and the moment he’s worn down even slightly—"
"You absolute madman." Osmund set the letter down like it might detonate. "Are you trying to get us both executed? Or, failing that, killed by the second most powerful man alive, which frankly might be the kinder of the two options?"
"I’m trying to win," Milo said, and his voice cracked slightly on the word, the specific, fraying crack of a man who had spent an entire sleepless night convincing himself that exhaustion and clarity were the same thing.
Osmund studied him for a long moment — the bloodshot eyes, the ink-stained hands, the frantic, brittle energy still humming underneath every word — and set the stack of letters down, gently, on the least stained corner of the desk.
"You are dangerously sleep-deprived," he said, with the specific, patient firmness of a man who had clearly managed considerably more volatile business partners than this over the course of two decades. "And you need to cool your head before either of us decides to actually send a single one of these. Sit down. Drink something that isn’t ink. We’ll discuss the good ideas buried in this madness once you’ve slept, and we will burn — carefully, privately — every letter bearing a forged royal seal, because that particular idea, however clever its bones, is going to get us both killed faster than the King ever could on his own."
Milo opened his mouth to argue, found he genuinely didn’t have the strength left to, and let his shoulders drop instead.
"Fine," he mumbled. "Fine. Later. Not now."
"Not now," Osmund agreed, and reached into his coat with the specific, deliberate timing of a man who had been holding a distraction in reserve the entire time, waiting for exactly the right moment to deploy it. "In the meantime — before you start another war on paper — here."
He tossed a slim, unassuming book onto the desk, clearing a space for it among the ink stains with one careful sweep of his hand.
"The journey was, as I mentioned, something of a disaster," Osmund said, dry, "but there’s a bright side. Turns out Appraisal was compatible with my own class after all — I didn’t expect that, given everything I know about my own limitations — so I learned it myself, on the road, mostly out of boredom and spite toward the men who tried to rob me for it. Consider it my apology for taking longer than I promised."
Milo’s exhaustion evaporated, at least for the length of one full breath.
He pressed his palm flat against the cover before Osmund had even finished the sentence.
[SKILL LEARNED: APPRAISAL]
Effect: Reveals stats, hidden traits, threat levels, and structural details of any object, skill, or living target the caster focuses on.
"That’s fast, even for you," Osmund observed, watching Milo’s eyes go distant and then sharp again in the space of a few seconds.
"I’ve had practice," Milo said, and found, despite everything, a real grin trying to surface underneath the exhaustion. "You said there was something else. In your letter. A surprise."
Osmund’s own grin, in answer, had considerably more mischief in it than his tired expression from a moment ago had let on.
"Come upstairs," he said. "I’ll show you. Fair warning — I had to let two of my own guards thoroughly humiliate a rather unpleasant rogue to acquire it, and I don’t regret a single moment of that particular transaction."
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The item, when Osmund finally produced it from a velvet-lined case on the observatory table, turned out to be a pair of spectacles — plain, unremarkable frames, lenses that shimmered faintly gold when the light caught them at the wrong angle.
"X-Ray Glasses," Osmund said, with the specific relish of a man who had genuinely enjoyed the story attached to the acquisition. "Unique item. Rare enough that I’d never actually expected to see a working pair in my lifetime, let alone own one. Fitted properly over the telescope’s own lens, combined with a skill like Appraisal, and we can look at things considerably further away, and considerably more thoroughly, than any honest set of eyes was ever meant to manage."
"You want to look at the palace," Milo said, understanding arriving fast despite the fog of exhaustion still sitting heavy behind his own eyes.
"I want to know what we’re actually planning against," Osmund said, already turning the heavy brass telescope toward the window, angling it with the careful, practiced patience of a man who had clearly done this before, for smaller, safer targets. "Go read your new skill properly. Understand its edges before you rely on it. I’ll get the scope aligned, and we’ll take our first real look at the throne room together, once you’re ready."
Milo studied the Appraisal book at the desk for the better part of an hour — long enough for the worst of his sleepless fog to burn off, replaced by something clearer, steadier, cautiously excited — and climbed the narrow stairs to the observatory roof still turning the skill’s edges over in his mind, already half-composing the joke he intended to make about whatever Osmund had managed to catch a glimpse of.
He didn’t get the chance to make it.
Osmund was crouched at the telescope, one eye pressed to the fitted lens, utterly, unnaturally still — and the stillness itself was the first thing that made the joke die in Milo’s throat before he’d even opened his mouth.
"Osmund?"
No answer. Just that same terrible, motionless silence, the specific silence of a man who has stopped being able to process anything else in the world beyond whatever he’s currently looking at.
Then Osmund began to shake.
It started small — a tremor in his shoulders, barely visible at first, easy to mistake for a shiver — and built, fast, into something Milo had never once seen from him, not across a knife at his own throat, not across the retelling of his own wife and son’s murder, not even across the King’s private, casual cruelty described secondhand across a warm fire. His hands lost their grip on the telescope entirely. His knees buckled, all at once, dropping him hard onto the cold stone of the roof, and a sound tore out of him that wasn’t a word at all — raw, guttural, the specific sound of a body rejecting something its mind had no framework left to hold.
He was sick right there on the observatory floor, retching helplessly, one hand still clawing weakly at his own chest as though he could physically dig whatever he’d seen back out of himself.
Milo’s own half-formed joke curdled into ash somewhere behind his teeth. He dropped to his knees beside the older man, hands hovering, uncertain, useless, every scrap of his usual composure abandoning him at once in the face of something he had absolutely no framework for either.
"Osmund. Osmund, look at me — what did you see, what’s in there—"
Osmund’s eyes found his, wide and wet and utterly, completely wrong — the eyes of a man who had spent two decades staring down grief, and rage, and the specific patient cruelty of an absolute tyrant without once losing the steady core of himself underneath it, and had just, in the space of one careless glance through a telescope, lost that core entirely.
He didn’t answer. He couldn’t. His whole body simply kept shaking, cold sweat beading along his hairline, pupils blown wide and fixed on nothing, and Milo understood, with a dread that dropped through his stomach like a stone through still water, that whatever sat inside that palace wasn’t merely strong.
It was something a grown, hardened, twenty-years-hating man had looked directly at, and simply broken.