Under Covers
I woke up in the middle of the Night. It was still dark, but Moonlight shone through the open window.
The first thing I noticed was that I wasn’t in my Room. I have never been in this Room or Bed and couldn’t remember how I got here.
I turn towards the window, and a gust of wind causes the curtains to gently flutter in the wind. A half-moon peaks through a cloudy sky.
What a weird Nightmare. It felt so real, or is it over? The Moon phase is at least correct, and I can still hear laughter coming from the Harvest Festival Outside.
And unlike in the dream, in the real world, I had a massive headache and a parched throat. I quickly fixed the Headache with Magic and then pulled the sheets away from me to get some water.
“Shit? Not again, the maids are gonna kill me.”
Beneath the sheets was my completely naked body. Which isn’t that weird. I actually prefer to sleep nude, but what made me call out in shock was the dried blood between my legs that had trickled down in my sleep. Forming a small red circle on the white sheets. Has my Menstruation cycle changed? No, that couldn’t be it. I just had my period two weeks ago, and even though I was sleepy and my lower body was sore, it didn’t really feel like my period.
I still couldn’t figure out how I was in this situation when I noticed a slight movement on the left side of the bed.
I got so scared that I almost jumped out of Bed. A few seconds of silence later, and after I gathered enough courage, I pulled the sheets back further until a face came into view.
Janus,
it was his Face.
He was sleeping next to me.
As I pulled down further, a musky smell came out from the bed sheets, and Janu’s bare body was uncovered.
We had Sex.
I couldn’t believe it. I tried to remember what happened last Night, and it shocked me. When I had just one beer and was still perfectly sober, I began to cling to Janus. Why did I do that? One beer usually isn’t enough to make me drunk, is it? But when he wanted to go to bed, I offered to escort him. He was way more drunk than I was, and the two of us barely reached his bedroom. No one paid us any mind. They were all just as drunk as Janus was. It was just the two of us.
When we reached his door, I clung to his arm instead of leaving…
and kissed his cheek.
I don’t know what had come over me. I have never done this before, and maybe for a good reason. It seems when I’m drunk, I lose all restraint and just do whatever I want. Even more shockingly, Janus responded by placing a kiss of his own on my Mouth.
After this, we lost all restraint.
We began to kiss and touch each other more and more. I started to explore his Mouth with my tongue, and he countered with his own. I unbuttoned his shirt, and he undid the straps of my dress and corset. Our clothes fell to the ground, revealing our bodies beneath.
Janus seemed to pause for a moment as if to take in sight, but I immediately reached for his groin, unbuckling his belt. I was too eager to stop. I wanted him. I sat him on the bed and began by pulling his boots off. Followed by his socks, pants, and undergarments.
His member was already red hot, pointing upwards against his flat stomach. It twitched, and a few strings of precum leaked down from the tip into a dense brown thicket. Something in my stirs inside of me at the sight of his member. It was almost as thick as my forearm and twenty centimeters long, and this didn’t appear to be the full extent of it judging by the foreskin.
Janus also couldn’t hold back and pulled me onto the bed on top of him. His hot rod was now pressed against my stomach into my belly button.
We began to kiss again. Janus greedily sucked on my lips before moving down to my already hard nipples, pinching them between his teeth and the fingers of his left hand while massaging my rear with his right.
I began to let out a few involuntary Moans while pressing Janus’s head into my bosom until I couldn’t take it any longer. I reached down, sliding my panties to the side, and put his pulsing red hot mace inside my already drenched pussy.
The Feeling was explosive. A stinging pain washed over me, but along with it came a pleasure I had never felt before. For a moment, there was nothing but white in front of me. When I came back to myself, Janus was beneath me, my nails digging into his broad, hairy chest.
Our lustful gazes met, and I began to slide up and down, grinding our loins against each other. The Room was filled with lewd, squelching noises as our fluids mixed and our bodies became one. My voice started to leak out more and more. Until I couldn’t hold it anymore, a moan incomparable to before and a pleasure I had never felt before washed over me. My entire body shook, and I let out a few short, raspy breaths.
Almost at the same time, I feel something hot shooting inside of me, filling my insides. The last thing I remember was the fleeting pleasure of Janus pulling out, leaving a trickle of white fluid behind.
**Ruby present**
I’m sitting in Janus’s Bed as straight as an arrow, my head filled with questions.
What now? How can I fix this?
I breathed in and out for three long breaths. And carried out my hastily made plan.
I made Janus go unconscious with a bit of death magic. Right afterward, I carefully removed the soiled bedding and exchanged it for a new one I found in his closet.
Some would love to see me accept the mistake and live with the consequences, but I’m a coward. I never liked confrontations and preferred to keep my head low.
Janus is not supposed to be with me. He is the heir of a noble house and is expected to marry a woman of status, not someone like me. Someone with no backing, no status, and no money. Someone with questionable origin and only a bare understanding of social norms and etiquette. I have made up my mind to keep what happened a secret. I hope he doesn’t remember.
The death magic worked wonders, and even when I flipped him over and cleaned his private parts with a wet towel, he didn’t wake up. I was just cleaning him, but…
I got distracted, put the dirty thoughts away, put my clothes back on, and threw his clothes all over the bedroom.
After dressing up, I pick up the soiled sheets and approach Janus, now peacefully sleeping in a freshly made bed. I put my hand on his head, slowly lifting the spell I had put him under, making sure he would have no side effects.
When I lift my hand again, I can’t help but marvel at the sight before me. He looks peaceful and calm, completely contrasting with how I feel. I couldn’t even put what I’m feeling right now into words except for one: Regret.
I don’t know how I will ever face him again, and I can only hope he doesn’t remember anything. If he does, I might lose a friend at best or need to disappear at worst. I feel like this is a turning point.
If I stay, I…
If I leave, I…
I turn around, unable to decide, and reach for the door.
I look back one last time to ensure that nothing is left. I feel like I have taken care of everything and put my hand on the doorknob, but then I hear a sound.
“Ruby,” it was but a whisper. I turned around as slowly as possible, only to see Janus’s still-sleeping Face. He was sleep-talking. I breathed a heavy but silent sigh of relief.
Again, I hesitate. Can I really leave him like this? By my own standards, I should own my mistakes and make up for them. But I couldn’t. He looked so defenseless. Then, it dawned on me what I had really done. I took advantage of him.
I raped him.
The revelation made me burst into tears. He was my first Friend in this new world. What have I done?
I pushed the door open.
Through my tears, I was able to sneak to my bedroom, which was just a few turns away and stored the bloodied sheets under my bed frame for now. I would need to dispose of them later.
I closed my eyes and lay on my bed, trying to sleep, trying to forget, but I couldn’t.