Chapter 18.3
Positioning myself for the best possible angle, legs parted facing the camera, leaning back on one arm, it popped in with zero resistance, eliciting a low moan as I gradually lowered myself. My own cock now bobbing free, twitching involuntarily as it went in inch by inch. As the silicone balls pressed against my taint I couldn’t hold back an earthy groan, my eyelids flickering just barely holding back an orgasm as it pressed magnificently against my prostate.
I could feel my whole body ripple, barely contained, pleasure peaking dangerously close the point of no return, I needed to control myself, steady my ragged breathing, compose my thoughts and calm down before I could open my eyes and reengage with the audience. With muscles twitching, spasms making me jolt, it took some time and eventually as I focused back on the phone I could see a message.
My phone buzzed, “You fucking made me cum already! Jesus Christ babe, it looked like you were about to explode, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen on cam” an obligatory picture popped up with a familiar pussy and a sizable wet patch on the bed beneath her. Imaging Ellie pouting as she’d already lost, I laughed, making my cock bob and flex still on a hair trigger.
Smirking confidently and addressing the main chat “Now if any of you naughty people have cum already, you’ve lost, and you have to pay a forfeit. The more you came the more you have to pay, and rest assured, if I was there in person you’d be paying big time”. My phone pinged “Oooh I like the sound of that, what would you make me do?”
My mind filled with all the positions I would put Ellie in, how I’d bend her, how I’d ravage her. I recalled the last time we slept together and she’d essentially fucked me with my own cock in the amazon position, I so wanted to revisit that, but in this context, I would be the one on top of her, legs bent to her chest, my cock buried to the absolute hilt. I was grateful I’d left the ring of the cage on, and that it was slightly tighter than usual, the added restriction was keeping me from going over the edge again.
Cooling myself slightly, I did my best to describe to the chat how I would have them on their back, legs bent and me buried as deep as they could be, getting onto my knees the dildo slipping out, I mimicked the motions, calling them all the names under the sun, staring right down the camera I hoped Ellie could feel my intent, trying my best to not slip up and call her name to spoil the illusion for everyone else.
For the first time in quite a few days I was brimming with real confidence again and it seemed a fair number of my chat very much liked the idea of me being dominant with them as well. It wasn’t something I’d explored before but it certainly had my heart racing, they’d clearly enjoyed it as I had a really good haul of tokens, not at the target but good enough for midweek.
I continued playing with myself but now I was the one giving instructions rather than taking them, the idea I was commanding an audience and they were all following was incredible. There were plenty of replies in the chat, but it was Ellie, having resumed, giving me a running commentary with photos that really got me.
Having brought myself back from that critical precipice earlier I sensed I would last some time, I got to play with more toys, stroke myself in every position and trying whatever I could to make my viewers cum before I did. Seeing their comments as I picked them off one by one.
This continued for maybe another half an hour, and I was building myself up to finish when my phone screen went from chat to incoming video call. Dabbing it with a very slippery finger I was presented with a shaky view of Ellie on her bed. The phone settled down and framed her nicely, she had a dildo just like the one I was using and she was matching my thrusts exactly.
Switching her call to mute so it wouldn’t interrupt my flow, I sat back but couldn’t help but bite my lip, so many times I’d watched her perform, but I was just in a sea of all the other viewers on her channel, now she was giving me a private show, just for me. Turned on even more, I reengaged with my audience, insisting they match me, that they had to wait to cum until I said so.
I could feel my body flush with heat, the idea of making people cum on command had my heart pounding, my own cock leaking with each slide of my hand, and my ass clamping on the silicone rod involuntarily. I wasn’t usually one for dirty talk but it just started flowing from me.
Telling them how much they want my cum, how they’re going to get filled and how I had so much they were going to overflow. I could see Ellies body start to shiver, that telltale sign she was building to a big one, and I knew mine was growing too. One hand thrusting the dildo in and out while the other stroked the entire length of my cock with matching motions.
There were the odd ping from the chat as tokens dropped when every now and again someone would say they couldn’t hold back and had cum already. I’d tease them, call them out for being weak, and all the while I could feel my balls starting to tighten and my impending orgasm start to rise at an increased rate.
“I’m almost there, you’re all going to cum with me aren’t you? Don’t you dare finish before me!” I growled, now fisting my dick harder and faster, Ellies hands now a blur as she kept up the pace. I grinned knowing she was right on the edge. And that was enough to bring my own orgasm right to the breaking point. “its going to be a big one, are you ready to take my cum?” I asked through gritted teeth.
My hand now beating my pole with abandon, I was done holding back, I just wanted to blast. “Are you ready to cum with me?” fuuuuck this was intense, I was right there but wanted to prolong the pleasure of being at the peak, it was taking everything to hold back. “I’m going to count down” out of breath and panting between words as the dildo smashed against my prostate…. “You can cum in 3…… 2……” my hands now franticly working, my mind willing my orgasm to crest “fucking cum with me now… 1!” I screamed.
The first jet erupted and a massive rope of cum blasted out, my ass clamped on the dildo hard with each spasm of my cock, I kept pumping and cumming, seven or eight sizable loads shooting from me. I could feel my balls tightening and squeezing every drop which still oozed from me. Glancing at the screen I could see Ellie was a mess, her thighs wet, her body still twitching, toes curled and hands grasping her toy with white knuckles.
The last few drops of cum dribbled from my now softening cock, my hand a mess covered in one of my largest loads. Sitting up I looked squarely down the lense and liked it clean, genuinely savouring the taste. I knew my fans enjoyed seeing me eat my own load, but I’d do it without them, especially after todays show I just felt so turned on.
Eventually my body tremors slowed, and my breathing relaxed, I’d made a mess all over the bedsheet and the floor and the room was filled with that unmistakable scent. Grabbing a towel I cleaned up a little before sitting back in the desk chair and chatting away with my fans. Its fair to say they had enjoyed it as much as me, and rewarded me for the show.
I grabbed my phone to see Ellie still lying in bed, seemingly not having moved, I would have been worried but I could still see her chest rising and falling as she breathed, occasionally a little twitch which I knew all too well would be aftershocks. Finishing up with the chat, I closed down the broadcast and turned off the cameras, just as she wearily lifted herself to sit and pick up the phone.
She looked entirely spent, hair matted on her forehead, cheeks rosy and flushed “are you alright there Ellie? I’m taking it you enjoyed that?” I said with as much pride in my voice as I could muster. She just gave me a look and nodded, taking a deep breath letting out a Woooo as she breathed out, followed by “I did not know you had that in you babe, that was something else, and hell yes I enjoyed it” she laughed weakly.
“Well I’m glad, you’ve done so much for me I feel like I’ve got to make it up to you” I said with a genuine smile. “Wait, that was for me? Damn that’s so hot”. “Ellie you have no idea. You texting me throughout the broadcast, but me having to perform to everyone while you gave me a private show on the side, it’s what got me so worked up. Although I am a bit annoyed I missed you cumming, I was a kinda distracted when that happened” I broke into a laugh.
“Well you missed a good one, I think I made more of a mess than you” she flipped the camera on her phone and pointed it to the edge of the bed and the floor, it was noticeably damp. “Holy crap did you squirt? Did I make you squirt? That’s crazy!” I was genuinely shocked and amazed that I could have this effect on someone, especially her.
“Uh-huh” she nodded, “I don’t do that very often, it takes being in the right mindset, but watching you today and you getting all domme did the trick, I’m still shaking” she held her hand in front of the camera, and I could see the tremors. I could feel my cheeks flush, I wasn’t used to this. I know that seems silly, obviously I wouldn’t have been successful with camming without turning people on. But with her it felt so much more intimate, I don’t think I’ve ever been a great lover to any of my previous girlfriends, maybe I was just too self-conscious as a guy.
We chatted for a bit, she was already planning what our spa day was going to entail and I was genuinely looking forward to it. After a short while it was pretty evident we both needed to clean up and go to bed. The after show adrenaline had worn off, and my skin was starting to get sticky, so we said good night and I took myself for a well deserved shower before slipping into bed and falling asleep easily.
There was something different about how I’d been waking up the last few days, my sleep seemed more restful, and getting out of bed feeling more positive. Last nights session had clearly taken it out of me while I did wake with my usual stiffy, it faded without demanding too much attention. Today after my usual yoga and workout, I was going to do a heavy session of voice training.
Of course I felt pretty stupid making weird sounds, trying to push air in different places and feel the resonance of my voice shift around. But with each technique I tried there were noticeable differences, sometimes I’d land it perfectly and I’d feel such a rush, and then go to try again and it’d be gone, persistence and repeating it over and over started to show results though.
By the end that comfortable mid tone I’d found before had shifted up a little, with some of the lower harshness tuned out. I couldn’t always repeat it, but now I knew what I was aiming for, and thankfully the cold of a few days ago had cleared to the point it wasn’t causing any issues.
My throat was a little strained from all the exercise though, I guess it’s not just ramming improbably objects down it that can have that effect, I laughed to myself. Making a light lunch and sitting on the sofa I checked the day plan I’d made and still wasn’t quite feeling up to doing another show. Truth be told I was hoping that Ellie would repeat last nights and wanted to save myself a bit.
Looking at the options I had, I remembered streaming while just gaming a while back and as much as I knew some fans would be disappointed, it did engage with another audience and it was important for me to make sure I pursued any avenue to get myself out there. Boring admin hat on, it was all about diversifying my product, immediately grimacing at how business minded it had already become.
I threw some posts out to ask my fans what they wanted to watch me play and a little while later I was sat at my computer in a cute but not too revealing outfit, grinding through Fortnite unsuccessfully. I really wasn’t that good at it, but the audience seemed to delight in all the various ways I could get myself eliminated only moments after I’d even began.
I could feel myself repeatedly pouting to the chat as they set me up to get wiped out time and time again, I knew they were being mean on purpose. But it wasn’t that different to being told to put a cage on and then edged for hours. With the exception of it ending with a glorious orgasm. No such reward as I finally made it through a team mission without being picked off. But it was fun non the less. After a few hours I wrapped it up, let them all know that I’d be doing a regular show later and hoped they would tune in.
With a few hours before that, I decided to go through all the footage from the day before. it was a sure fire way of getting me worked up, which always paid off when I had to perform. Having to sit and watch the video of me twitching and bucking as I resisted the urge to cum, it had me crossing my legs and grinding on the chair, Ellie was right, it was so intense to look at.