Camming Down the Rabbit Hole

With Biggies dildo attached firmly, I applied a copious amount of lube to it all the way down to the base. My ass was already dripping from toying with it for the last four hours and it was now or never. Stepping into position I straddled the stool and gradually lowered myself down. I looked on screen as my reflection played out, my stockings and garter belt the only remaining items of clothing, my nipples impossibly erect and my own incredibly hard cock standing to attention at the anticipation of what was to come.

I felt the cool head nudge against my hole, its sheer size making its presence known. One hand opened my ass cheeks and the other held onto the shaft to guide it to the right spot. I applied some weight and felt it centre and gradually part my virgin rosebud. All my other toys felt like nothing compared to this and I had to take my time gradually dropping lower.

My hole opened up as half of the head made its way inside, as more pressure was applied I felt resistance and with each millimetre an incremental amount of pain. As it became too uncomfortable to continue I would pause and try to relax, as the discomfort eased I would carry on little buy little. It got the point where I thought I would never be able to fit it in, the pressure and pain was exhausting.

My legs began to tire and as my strength failed I was unable to hold myself up. The pain ramped up and I cried out loud, doing my best to hold the position and become accustomed to it. I bit my lip and whimpered, suddenly something gave and I felt a pop. My legs twitched and I slid down a full inch. I howled in agony, but as I regained my balance, and brought my ragged breathing under control, the pain rapidly faded. To be replaced by the most amazing sense of fullness.

I was swearing and cursing, I looked down over my sweaty torso to see my own cock as hard as ever, a river of precum flowing from its tip. And with each slight and gentle movement, the massive intruder nudged my insides in the most amazing way. I tried to talk to my fans but I couldn’t speak, just moans and whines escaped my mouth. The feelings of discomfort were being replaced by the most unimaginable pleasure. I tried to raise up and gradually pulled back until I could feel the flared head against my ring, I then eased down and my relaxing hole allowed me to sink further down its length emitting a satisfied growl as it nudged never before parts of my depths.

I gradually eased in and out, each time dropping further down its length. I could feel every single ridge and bump, stimulating me like nothing before. I focused on finding the perfect angle and sliding up and down taking more and more each time. Deep within me I could feel it exploring my inner depths, filling me like nothing else. My noises were incoherent, I tried to talk again but all I could do was swear. It felt so fucking good, ‘oh Biggie, your cock feels so good’ fell out of my mouth.

And it was true, in all the times I had played before, nothing had come close to this, I was forever spoilt. My mind flushed with images of him at home stroking himself, how this is what it might actually feel like to be fucked by a real dick. my body was in another place as my movement became more erratic and desperate. I wanted more, my body craved more and with each inch that slid in, it became easier and more pleasurable.

The speed of my thrusts increased, I found myself tilting and grinding my hips with each motion down, anything to get this massive cock to mash against my prostate. I could feel it with each repetition, that impending rise of ecstasy, but unlike my previous ones this centred from my very core. All my energy was focussed on chasing that feeling. I didn’t need to play with my own cock, or even squeeze my throbbing nipples, the sensations of this monumental silicone dick filling my ass was all I desired.

My throat, horse from being stuffed with the same toy not log ago, groaned with every thrust, my feminine pines echoing throughout my apartment, I chased the white light that was building from deep within me. Every fibre beckoning it to the surface, willing it to explode from my very being.

Sounds numbed as I slammed harder and deeper, every extra millimetre sending me closer to orgasmic relief. my senses becoming flooded my eyes glazed as I try to focus on the screen to read the chat but it is impossible. I glance at the monitor and the playback from the camera. The slim girl displayed riding an impossibly large fake dick, deep in her ass. Her sweat covered body clad in stocking rising up and down with gusto and her face the very picture of sexual enlightenment.

The only thing looking out of place is the soaking wet erection bobbing and slapping her taught stomach with every thrust but it is the very epitome of arousal. That vision of sexual perfection is me, but my body and mind appear detached. Overloaded with the impending climax which surges through my entire body. My cock suddenly spasming with a gigantic lurch, as cum exploded from the tip, jettisoning a stream up in the air, crashing down over my face and chest.

Unable to process what is happening each thrust is met by another splurge of jizz, firing out and covering my body. I lose count of the number of loads as my body runs on auto pilot slamming down the length of Biggies replica dick. eventually the waves begin to subside and the rushing sound of my own heartbeat fades from my ears to be replaced by the pings ringing out from the computer.

My bleary eyes struggle to focus as aftershocks continue to make my entire body twitch and shake. With ragged breathing and pounding heart I finally find my voice. ‘Holy fucking shit that was intense’ I gasp, still impaled on my fans imitation cock. The chat has gone wild, tokens constantly ping in, my viewer count is off the scale and I’m struggling to take it all in.

After some time I summon the energy to lift myself off, but as I slide up I unbelievably feel it stir my arousal. And as the bulbus head nudges my most sensitive spot inside I can sense my body recharging. I slide back down and there it is again, my mind flashes and I can’t help but want more.

After only a few strokes I can feel another orgasm starting to build, my now very limp and entirely spent dick is flapping about, and this one feels even more different. I mumble how good it feels, my senses seem more intact and I fixate on the playback on the screen. I can’t comprehend how much of Biggies cock is sliding in and out. And then I feel it. The spheres of silicone at the base making contact with my ass.

I’m managing to get nearly the full length inside. Every single inch of it triggers the most delightful pulse of pleasure. My spare hands grasping and tweaking my nipples adding to the surge in desire. I can’t believe I’m going to cum again, but it is happening, my still soft penis flapping around.

With more consciousness, I flex and work my hips, extracting as much as I can from each thrust of the dildo, my body feels alive, every pore of my skin on fire with desire, each pinch or caress of my hand is like a thousand all over. I push harder, fucking myself deeper, driving manically up and down to reach my goal.

‘I need to cum again’ I cry out, desperate to get over the line, frantically thrusting, I grab my flaccid cock and pull it, grasping my balls and squeezing, anything to get me there. I’m grunting and groaning. Begging for release, speeding up and now slamming up and down, I can’t get hard but I don’t care. Everything feels amazing, my entire body is alive and all I want is to cum.

With each thrust, I can feel myself getting to the point of no return. I want nothing more, I can hear the pings in the distance, but there is something else. A buzz, or a vibration from something, had I left one of my toys on? I couldn’t remember, I didn’t care, I just wanted to cum, I needed to cum right now.

As the wave approached a light on my desk catching my eyes, my phone was flashing, the screen blinking as someone was calling me. The crescendo of sensation rapidly surging, the raw heat of climax swelling as it had moments before, my phone buzzed persistently but I could do nothing about it. Looking fully in its direction I realised in that moment that it was my boss. The important call than he had emailed about earlier in the week. My future employment!

But I was too far gone, my whole body creased and contorted. The biggest of full body spasms gripped me and I felt and orgasm rip through me. My cock stiffened slightly but failed to become hard as my climaxed tore me apart, a large ooze of cum leaking from it, merging with a second and third surge that seemed to flow in one constant river.

My earlier orgasm had been bursts of pleasure but this seemed to roll in one giant tsunami, crashing over me and my limp dick just carried on leaking cum as I sat impaled on Biggie’s dick. twitching, spasming and moaning through the most complete body climax I’d ever had. My mind blank but for the feeling of utter satisfaction.

I raised myself off the giant toy, and collapsed on the bed, soaked with cum and sweat. My hands covered with it, but I was unable to summon the energy to feed it to myself. I lay there for a good five minutes, gradually coming down from the most incredible high, I kept on laughing to myself as aftershocks continued to make my body twitch. The pings ringing out.

My god, I had done it. I’d take the entire thing, and it felt absolutely incredible. Suddenly it dawned on me, Biggie will have paid it final donation, holy shit how much did I have? I brought myself to the chair and strained my eyes to look on screen. I sat open mouthed and in disbelief, I had obliterated my previous bests, with Biggies tokens and everyone else’s it was almost double my previous best. Not to mention with the number of viewers I had, I’d made it to the top row on the Trans cams and almost onto the top 10 of regular cams. Holy Fucking Shit I’d done it!

And then suddenly panic. The call! The super important call from my boss, I needed to ring him back. This wasn’t good, this wasn’t good at all. I thanked everyone profusely, especially Biggie, for everything he had done, not just the money but the encouragement. I was absolutely buzzing from the results of the show, but now I had the rising dread of whatever was to come from the call.

I was a complete mess, strings of cum hung from my face, body and hands. I was shaking, and could barely hold the phone with my trembling fingers. Gingerly I keyed out my bosses’ number, my sticky painted fingernails leaving smears on the phone screen, nerves blasting my stomach with incredible tension.

I took a deep breath as I hit the green dial button and it started to ring. He answered and we exchanged pleasantries, as before he commented on my voice which I had failed to realise how out of breath I still sounded and decidedly coarse too. Passing it off that I’d just got back from a run which is why I didn’t answer straight away, be bought it and continued about what the company was doing with its re-structuring.

My heart was in my mouth, the thing which I had dreaded since the moment I had been put on furlough was about to come to a head. He spoke through their plans, about how several departments were being dissolved including mine. I barely spoke as he continued, this was it, I was out of a job, I’d be unemployed but for my income from camming. Suddenly his voice brought me back ‘do you understand what I’m saying’ he repeated, clearly having just repeated himself. ‘Sorry I’m not sure I do’ was my meek reply.

He went on to detail that while my department and others we’re going to be abandoned, they were going to form a new team with a select few, the idea being refocus the company. My position would change, but it would be a significant promotion and reflected in the salary. This time I had heard him perfectly, but was too stunned to speak.

‘Are you there?’ a now irritated boss demanded ‘I’m sorry, this is all just so much to take in’ I responded, ‘of course, and we wouldn’t expect your answer immediately, we understand this is quite the step up for you, but we hope that you will help take the company into the future. We will send an email with all the details of your new role, and a contract for you to sign should you wish to accept. We only ask that you give us an answer by the end of next week, is that OK?’ dumfounded I mumbled a reply. The line went dead and I sat there with the phone still held to my ear.

This wasn’t the outcome I expected at all. I put my phone down and looked at my cum covered hand, my perfectly manicured and painted nails. My stockings covered in white spatters, my body sweating after I just fucked myself to two monumental orgasms with a replica of someone’s actual cock. What had I done? How had I let it go this far? How far down the rabbit hole had I fallen? I looked at my hands again, a large drip of my cum hung from my little finger and without thinking I brought it to my mouth and licked it clean.

What the hell was I going to do?