Chapter 83. Catherine Is Being The Naughty Elf By Unzipping My Pants!**
Despite her best efforts to remain a composed, reverent observer, Catherine felt her resolve crumbling like ancient parchment. Her gaze, betraying every ounce of her disciplined training, betrayed her once more.
Her eyes drifted downward, drawn by an almost gravitational pull toward the undeniable, massive bulge straining against the fabric of his sleep pants.
’Damn it, Catherine...! S-stop looking!’ she screamed at herself internally, but her body was already responding to the visual stimulus.
A low, involuntary whimper escaped her throat, a sound so soft that the quiet of the room almost swallowed it. "Ngh..."
The sight triggered something vivid and disorienting in her mind. Suddenly, she wasn’t kneeling on her living room carpet; she was back in that haze of wine and moonlight, her senses dulled by alcohol but her skin hypersensitive to his touch.
She remembered the way he had guided her hands, the way his voice had dropped to that commanding, gravelly register as he taught her not as a lover but as a mentor the art of pleasure.
"Control your breathing, Catherine," his memory voice whispered in her ear. "Don’t rush... Feel the rhythm before you even try to match it."
"If you want to master something, you must understand its nature first."
The memory of his hands on her hips, the way he had demonstrated with such clinical yet devastating precision, made her core ache with a sudden, sharp wetness. A flush that had nothing to do with embarrassment and everything to do with arousal spread across her chest.
’I was such a mess that night,’ she thought bitterly, her hips unconsciously rolling against the floor. ’Clumsy and even uncertain...’
’I could feel his disappointment not in me but in my lack of control...’
’I can’t let that happen again. Not when he’s awake, and... not when I’m looking him in the eye...’
A dangerous, practical thought took root in her mind, twisting her desire into a mission. ’If I practice now... while he’s asleep... I can perfect it.’
’I can learn the angles, the pressure, the way to use my tongue without hesitation...’
’When the time comes... when we finally c-cross that line together without having to get drunk...’
’I won’t be the stumbling student... I’ll be his equal, y-yes! I’ll give him something he’s never experienced!’
Her breathing became ragged, each inhale coming faster than the last.
"Haa... haaa..." The sound of her own labored respiration filled her ears, making her feel intoxicated.
"I need to know," she whispered aloud, her voice cracking. "I need to be ready for you."
Her hand wandered away from his face, sliding down her own body. Her fingers grazed the silk of her robe, finding the damp heat between her thighs.
The friction sent a jolt of lightning through her spine.
"Mmmgh..." A small, needy moan vibrated in her chest.
She leaned closer to his lap, the heat radiating from his crotch warming her face. The scent of him, that intoxicating mix of sandalwood and raw male musk, was overwhelming now.
Her pupils were blown wide, nearly swallowing the iris.
’Just a taste,’ she rationalized, her mind spiraling into a fever dream of practice and passion. ’Just to see if I remember what he taught me... and just to prepare myself for the real thing.’
"Please," she whimpered, though whether she was asking God, her own body, or William to forgive her, she didn’t know. "Let me be good for you."
Her fingers reached for the waistband of his pants, her touch light as a feather but charged with enough electricity to power a city.
"Nnngh... ah..." The sound she made was half sob, half gasp as she felt the solid heat of him through the fabric.
Her heart was hammering so hard she feared it would wake him, but the terror only served to heighten the arousal, sending waves of pleasure crashing through her.
She lowered her head, her lips parting in anticipation, her breath hot against the fabric. The line between training and temptation had blurred completely, leaving her suspended in a state of desperate, aching need.
Catherine’s heart was a trapped bird fluttering wildly against her ribs. Every muscle in her body was coiled with tension as she reached for the waistband of his sleep pants.
The silence of the room felt heavy, almost pressurized, as if the slightest sound would shatter the fragile peace and expose her deepest, most shameful desires.
"Haa... haaa..." Her breathing was shallow and uneven. "Easy, Catherine...."
"Slowly... Like you’re disarming a trap," she whispered to herself, though her own voice sounded foreign to her ears thick with hunger.
Her fingers found the metal tab of the zipper. With excruciating care, she began to pull it down.
Zzzzzzzip!
The sound felt like a thunderclap in her ears. She froze instantly, her eyes snapping upward to William’s face.
She stared at his closed eyelids and his peaceful expression, praying to every deity she knew that he hadn’t stirred. Her own pulse throbbed in her ears, a rhythmic thump-thump that seemed to mock her.
’Please don’t wake up, please don’t wake up, please don’t wake up,’ she pleaded silently, sweat beading at her hairline.
The zipper gave way with a soft click. She had the fabric loosened, the tension of the cloth finally released.
But in her hypervigilance, her desperate need to keep her eyes locked on William’s face to ensure he remained asleep, she lost track of the physics of what she was doing.
As the waistband slipped lower, the sheer force of the release combined with the way he was positioned caused his cock to spring free from the confines of the fabric. With a soft, wet thwack, the tip of his massive cock slapped directly against his own cheekbone.
"Mmmph! Nngh--ah!" Catherine let out a strangled, high-pitched moan that was half shock, half ecstasy.
The sound died in her throat as she immediately clamped both hands over her mouth, her eyes bulging as she stared at him.
’Oh gods...! Oh sweet stars...! I’m going to die!’ she thought, her face burning brighter than a forge. ’I’m going to wake him up...!’
’He’s going to see me kneeling here like a predator, and I’ll never be able to look at him again without dying of shame...!’
For several agonizing seconds, she remained frozen, waiting for his eyes to snap open. But William only let out a long, contented sigh in his sleep, shifting slightly but never waking.
Relief washed over her so violently she felt lightheaded.
"That was too close," she breathed into her palms, her chest heaving. "Way too... close."
Panicked that his position might cause another accidental contact, she reached out with unsteady hands. Very gently, she slid her fingers under his jaw, tilting his head just a few inches to the side, away from the dangerous trajectory of his own arousal.
She watched him closely, her own breath coming in quick, shaky gasps. "There... that’s better..."
"Sleep, my beautiful, dangerous man... Just sleep."
Once she was certain he wouldn’t wake from the adjustment, her attention and her hunger inevitably slid back down.
Now that the fabric was fully parted, she finally saw it.
All of it.
Catherine’s jaw literally dropped.
"Oh..." she whined softly, a sound of pure, unadulterated disbelief. "How is that even possible?"
In the dim light, the cock looked even more imposing than it had through the fabric. It was thick, corded with veins that stood out like twisted rope, and it looked impossibly long, stretching toward her face with an intimidating authority.
It looked less like a human part and more like something sculpted from marble and heat.
’I thought... I knew what to expect,’ she thought, her vision blurring as arousal flooded her system. ’I thought I had prepared myself... But this... this is something else entirely.’
’This is a weapon... A beautiful, devastating weapon.’
Her mouth went dry again, but this time it wasn’t from fear. A low, guttural sound rumbled in her throat, a moan that she couldn’t quite suppress.
"Nnngh... ahhh..."
Her eyes traced the length of it, from the swollen head down to where it disappeared into the shadows of his lap. The sheer scale of him made her feel small, vulnerable, and desperately, achingly needy.
Her inner elf recognized something primal here, a raw, untamed power that demanded submission.
’I need to master this,’ she thought, her pupils dilating until her eyes were almost entirely black. ’I need to feel every inch of this inside my mouth...’
’I need to prove to myself and to him that I can handle all of this.’
Her hands moved forward again, not to touch his face this time, but to hover just above the heated skin of his cock, feeling the waves of warmth rolling off him.
"Fuck," she whispered, the profanity feeling strange and delicious on her tongue. "William... you’re going to ruin me."
