Infinity: Reborn

Chapter 50: Desperation



Lilith raised her hellblade, violet flames dancing along its edge as she spurred her mount forward. “For Nocturne!” she called, her voice carrying across the ranks as eight hundred demons surged behind her.

Voso rode at her left flank, his enchanted sword gleaming in the afternoon sun. The familiar weight of command settled over her shoulders as they thundered down the slope toward the defiant remnant clustered around their supply wagons.

She could have ended this with magic. A few well-placed spells would scatter the remaining attackers like leaves before a hurricane. She’d done exactly that countless times in Infinity—obliterating entire armies with cascading meteor strikes or walls of consuming flame that left nothing but ash and memory.

But this was different. Her troops needed this victory to be theirs, earned through steel and courage rather than dependent on her supernatural abilities. They had to believe in their own strength, not just hers.

There was something else driving her forward, something more personal and unsettling. She wanted to test herself, to understand what she’d become in ways that went beyond magical theory or political manoeuvring.

The killing hadn’t bothered her. That was the most disturbing realization of all.

When she’d cut down the slavers whom elves were hunting for, when she’d executed the Solarian Inquisitors who attacked Sera, when Gluchio had devoured Sseth in front of hundreds of witnesses—she’d felt nothing. No revulsion, no guilt, no hesitation. Just satisfaction at problems getting solved.

Was that Lilith’s demonic body influencing her thoughts? Or had Jacob always possessed that capacity for murder, never knowing because he’d never been tested? The question still gnawed at her. As Jacob, he’d never hurt anyone outside the game world. She had no frame of reference for what killing actually meant to her original self.

Perhaps a real battle would provide answers. Not execution of few bandits or self-defence, but honest combat between opposing forces where death came plenty from steel and magic alike.

The ground trembled beneath hundreds of hooves as her cavalry picked up speed. The enemy had formed a defensive circle around their wagons, spears bristling outward like a metallic hedgehog. Shields overlapped in practiced formations while archers nocked arrows behind the front rank.

“Break their line!” Voso shouted, his tactical mind already analysing weak points in the enemy formation. “Hit them hard and don’t give them time to regroup!”

Lilith leaned forward in her saddle, feeling her mount’s muscles bunch beneath her as they closed the final distance. The enemy spears grew larger, their points gleaming with deadly promise. She could see individual faces now—grim determination mixed with desperate resolve as former attackers prepared to sell their lives dearly.

Arrows whistled overhead, most falling short but some finding gaps in their formation. A demon to her right cried out as a shaft sprouted from his shoulder, but he kept riding, weapon raised and battle fury burning in his eyes.

The mathematical certainty of their victory didn’t diminish the respect she felt for their opponents. These demons had chosen death over submission, had looked at impossible odds and decided that honor mattered more than survival. There was something admirable about that kind of conviction, even when it opposed her goals.

“Ready!” she called, raising her blade as the distance collapsed to mere yards. The enemy formation braced, spear points lowering to meet their charge while shields locked together in seamless walls of steel and determination.

Time seemed to slow as her vision narrowed to the gap between two shields—her target, the point where she would test whether Empress Lilith was truly ready to lead through blood as well as words. Behind her, eight hundred voices rose in unified war cries that echoed off the surrounding hills.

The final yards disappeared in a thunder of hooves and clashing metal as her cavalry smashed into the defensive line. Spears shattered against charging mounts while swords sparked off hastily raised shields. Demons roared battle cries in languages that predated human civilization as the orderly formations dissolved into chaotic melee.

Lilith’s blade met the first defender’s spear shaft, violet fire consuming wood and steel as her mount carried her into the heart of the enemy formation.

* * *

Captain Gorath gripped his battle-axe tighter as the thunder of hooves grew closer. Eight hundred against four hundred. Those weren’t fighting odds—they were execution odds. But Lord Bael had never taught them to count enemies, only to count honour.

“Hold the line!” he roared, his voice cutting through the din of approaching cavalry. “For the Iron Tyrant! Let them break themselves against our steel!”

The defensive circle tightened around the supply wagons. Spears bristled outward while shields locked rim to rim, creating an iron wall that had weathered countless battles. These weren’t green recruits—every demon here had followed Bael for decades, earned their place through blood and unwavering loyalty.

Gorath’s scarred hands found their familiar grip as memories flooded back. The siege of Korven’s Gate where they’d held against impossible odds. The Battle of Crimson Peaks where Bael himself had led the charge that shattered three enemy armies. Lord Bael had never asked them to die pointlessly, but he’d taught them that some things mattered more than survival.

“Remember your oaths!” Gorath shouted to the warriors around him. “We are not cattle to be herded by pretenders!”

The blue-skinned succubus leading the charge—this false Empress who dared claim Lilith’s name—had offered them mercy. Surrender, she’d said. Serve her instead of their rightful lord. The words still burned in Gorath’s throat like poison.

They’d seen what happened to those who yielded. Belial the Crimson Whisper, speaking honeyed words about “willing alliance.” Eligos the Warmaster, justifying betrayal as tactical necessity. Even some of Valac’s cutthroats had thrown down their weapons when faced with pretty speeches and false promises.

Traitors. All of them.

The ground shook as the cavalry closed the final yards. Gorath could see individual faces now—demons drunk on easy victories, following a pretender who’d scattered their former allies through trickery and magic tricks. Let them come. They’d learn what it meant to face warriors who knew the true meaning of loyalty.

“Loose!” the archer behind him called.

Arrows whistled overhead, most falling short but some finding targets. A few attackers cried out, but the charge never wavered. Eight hundred voices rose in unified war cries that echoed off the mountains like the howls of hunting wolves.

The impact shattered the mountain air.

Gorath’s spear met the first nightmare’s chest, punching through leather barding and into flesh. The beast screamed, stumbling forward as its rider pitched sideways. But three more took its place, and suddenly the careful formation dissolved into a chaos of clashing steel and dying screams.

A sword blade scraped against his helmet as Gorath swung his axe in a brutal arc, feeling it bite deep into someone’s ribs. Hot blood sprayed across his face, mixing with the dust and sweat already coating his skin. Around him, the defensive circle buckled and reformed, warriors dying but never breaking.

“Hold! Hold!” he screamed, parrying a spear thrust and driving his axe handle into an attacker’s jaw. Teeth scattered like broken stones as the demon collapsed.

But they were being pushed back. Step by bloody step, the circle contracted as bodies piled up in the mud. Sergeant Rex fell with a crossbow bolt through his throat, gurgling prayers to forgotten gods. Young demon—barely fifty years old and proud as a peacock about his first real campaign—disappeared under the hooves of a charging warhorse, his screams cut short by the wet crunch of breaking bones.

The pretender herself carved through their ranks like some demon from the old stories. Her violet-flamed sword cut through armour as if it were parchment, leaving trails of consuming fire that ate flesh and metal alike. Warriors who’d stood against dragons and siege demons fell before her like wheat before the scythe.

Impossible, Gorath thought as he watched her slice through three veterans in a single fluid motion. No mere succubus should possess such power.

But the evidence was unmistakable. Every stroke of her blade carried supernatural force, every movement flowed with inhuman grace. This wasn’t the manufactured confidence of a pretender supported by political allies—this was the terrible beauty of incarnate power.

The real Empress. The actual Lilith Nocturia, returned from whatever void had claimed her.

The realization hit him like a physical blow, more devastating than any weapon. They weren’t dying for honour against a false claimant. They were throwing their lives away in futile resistance against legitimate authority—the very Empress that Bael’s father, Lord Solomon had once served, before the Shattering scattered the old empire.

Around him, his warriors reached the same terrible understanding. Fear crept into eyes that had never shown it before. Weapons trembled in hands that had never wavered. The iron discipline that had carried them through a hundred battles began to crack under the weight of cosmic terror.

But they fought on anyway. Because surrender now would make their fallen comrades’ deaths meaningless. Because Lord Bael’s honour demanded it. Because they were his warriors, and his warriors didn’t kneel.

Gorath found himself face to face with a massive demon wielding twin axes, their blades dripping with the blood of his soldiers. He ducked under the first swing, felt the second bite into his shoulder guard, and drove his own weapon up under the attacker’s ribs. The demon’s eyes went wide with surprise before the light faded from them forever.

Pain lanced through Gorath’s left arm where the axe had found gaps in his armour. Blood ran freely down to his elbow, but he could still grip his weapon. Still fight. Still die with dignity intact.

The circle collapsed entirely as enemy cavalry poured through the gaps, turning organized resistance into desperate individual struggles. Gorath found himself back-to-back with Corporal Irath, both of them wielding broken weapons against enemies that seemed to multiply like summer flies.

A spear point sprouted from Irath’s chest, and suddenly Gorath stood alone in a sea of hostile faces. His axe felt impossibly heavy in his hands, his breath came in ragged gasps, and the world narrowed to the small circle of blood-soaked earth around his feet.

The violet-flamed sword appeared at the edge of his vision like a falling star.

Gorath raised his axe in a final, defiant gesture—not because he thought he could win, but because Lord Bael had taught him that how a warrior died mattered more than how long he lived.

The blade came down in a perfect arc, beautiful and terrible as divine judgment.

Darkness claimed him as he fell, carrying with it the bitter satisfaction that he’d never broken his oath.

* * *

Lilith stood amidst the carnage, violet flames still flickering along her hellblade’s edge as they consumed the last traces of blood. Bodies lay scattered across the churned earth—some still, others writhing weakly in the mud. The acrid smell of smoke and spilled blood filled the air, mixing with the metallic tang that always followed battle.

She felt nothing.

No revulsion at the slaughter. No sorrow for the fallen. Only the familiar rush of adrenaline and the cold satisfaction of a plan executed flawlessly. It was exactly like those moments in Infinity when she’d crushed an enemy guild’s forces, watching their carefully constructed strategies crumble before superior tactics and overwhelming power.

What does that make me? she wondered, studying her reflection in the sword’s polished surface. What kind of person feels nothing but satisfaction when surrounded by corpses?

A groan from nearby interrupted her introspection. One of Bael’s warriors—a young demon with a gaping wound in his thigh—tried to crawl toward his fallen captain. Blood left a dark trail in the dirt behind him.

“Voso!” Lilith called, her voice cutting through the post-battle noise. Her general appeared at her side within moments, his own armour splattered but intact. “See to the wounded. All of them—ours and theirs alike.”

Voso’s eyebrows rose slightly. “Even the enemy wounded, my lady?”

“Especially them.” Lilith sheathed her blade, the violet flames extinguishing with a soft hiss. “Those who survived showed courage worthy of respect. They’ll be treated with the same care as our own.”

She gestured toward the scattered survivors—perhaps thirty demons in various states of injury. “Take them all prisoner. Not as slaves, but as potential assets. Warriors who fight that desperately for a lost cause might fight just as hard for a winning one.”

“At once.” Voso began shouting orders, directing soldiers to establish a makeshift field hospital using supplies from the captured wagons. Mages skilled in healing arts moved among the wounded, their hands glowing with restorative magic.

Lilith turned her back on the clean-up, striding toward the path that led home to Umbra. The battle was won, the immediate threat eliminated, but this was just the beginning. Word of today’s victory would spread across the Wastelands like wildfire, bringing new challenges and opportunities in equal measure.

“A splendid performance, my Empress.”

The cultured voice made her pause. Belial materialized from the shadows beside her, his elegant form unmarked by the recent violence despite having fought in the thick of it. The Crimson Whisper moved with his characteristic grace, each step calculated for maximum dramatic effect.

“You handled that with precisely the right mixture of mercy and brutality,” he continued, falling into step beside her. “Enough blood to make the lesson memorable, enough clemency to encourage future surrenders. Most demons would have simply slaughtered them all.”

Lilith glanced at him sideways. “And you approve?”

“Immensely.” Belial’s smile revealed teeth just slightly too sharp. “Crude butchery has its place, but true artistry lies in knowing exactly how much force to apply. Too little, and you appear weak. Too much, and you waste valuable resources while terrifying potential allies.”

They walked in companionable silence for several minutes, the sounds of battle’s aftermath fading behind them. Umbra’s black walls grew larger ahead, a testament to ancient power reclaimed.

“Tell me,” Belial said eventually, “how does it feel to wield such authority? To hold life and death in your hands with absolute certainty?”

Lilith considered the question as they climbed the rocky path. How did it feel? Like coming home to something she’d never realized she’d lost. Like finally inhabiting a skin that fit properly after years of cramped discomfort.

“Natural,” she admitted. “Completely natural.”

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