My Life (After Countless Reincarnations) in Mushoku Tensei

CHAPTER 69



Azra'il - POV

The physical world dissolved first.

The water's weight disappeared. The pressure against my skin ceased to exist. The cave crystals' glow became a distant point, then a memory, then nothing, with the delicacy of someone blowing out a candle they already knew, in advance, they'd need to light again soon.

For one brief, precious second, there was silence.

Then a mountain wreathed in flame tore through a vertical ocean of stars and collided head-on with a dragon made entirely of darkness, the impact echoing across a scale of existence no mortal ear would ever have survived to record.

〈Naturally.〉

I stood still, or the conceptual equivalent of still, since "standing" was far too generous a term for any posture within one's own mindscape, watching the panorama unfold before me with the calm of someone who's already seen that exact kind of mess repeat itself enough times to no longer be genuinely surprised, left with only a cordial, professional tiredness.

Mountains floated upside down, roots pointing at what should have been the sky, as if geology itself had decided to test a new existential philosophy without consulting anyone first. Entire seas of stars ran vertically, like rivers that had collectively decided, with no warning, that gravity was too outdated a suggestion to keep respecting.

Suns were born and died within seconds, each leaving behind a scar of light that faded before I could appreciate it with due respect. Shadow creatures devoured entire constellations with a hunger that looked more like adolescent sulking than any real nutritional need. Hellfire crossed cosmic fire somewhere on the impossible horizon, the two flames apparently arguing over which had priority to burn first. And one door, just one, enormous, bound by chains glowing an almost organic red, nearly breathing, opened and closed repeatedly, as if hesitating over its own existence, or perhaps just trying to decide whether it was worth joining in on that mess too.

The Spirit Core had stabilised my mindscape.

Unfortunately, stability wasn't synonymous with civilisation, and image clarity wasn't synonymous with good behaviour.

The place was sharper, vaster, and significantly easier to destroy, which, considering who lived there, was less a quality-of-life improvement and more a detailed, formal invitation to disaster in high definition, complete with unnecessary close-ups of every single violation of house rules.

〈Eos.〉

[Present, as always.]

〈How long?〉

[The current escalation began the equivalent of forty-three minutes ago in the outside world. A relatively modest record, given precedent.]

〈And the cause?〉

[Bill Cipher attempted to expand his own domain.]

〈Of course.〉

[Using hellfire belonging to Zarathos, with no prior authorisation whatsoever.]

〈Naturally.〉

[Kurama blamed The Darkness for the resulting territorial incursion, presumably without checking the facts first.]

〈Predictable. He never checks anything before destroying something.〉

[Aurelion Sol lost a constellation in the process.]

〈That part will be expensive. He spends light-years complaining about anything smaller than that, imagine an entire constellation.〉

[Sukuna had no direct involvement as of my last report.]

〈Did he?〉

[He found the situation boring.]

〈Then he does now, obviously. He never resists other people's boredom.〉

[A precise reading of his behavioural pattern.]

I wasn't horrified. I was tired, the kind of tired that only exists when you already know exactly how the story ends before it's even halfway through happening, the same exhaustion of a building manager receiving the tenth complaint of the week about the same dog in the same flat, knowing, with absolute and somewhat depressing certainty, that the next residents' meeting will be just as useless as all the previous ones, and that it still has to happen anyway, because the alternative is letting the building genuinely burn down.

I went first to Death's garden, because starting with the most sensible person in that cosmic asylum had always seemed, across all my lives, the most efficient strategy available, and I saw no reason to question a tradition that had never once let me down.

Her garden remained absurdly intact, low flowers, a simple stone bench, a calm sky painted just above, as if someone had deliberately decided, with considerable personal satisfaction, to ignore the apocalypse happening a few metres away. Death sat there, legs crossed, a bucket of popcorn in her lap, wearing something far too casual for the end of all things, perhaps even more casual than the occasion would warrant in any universe with a minimum of decorum.

She looked up when I approached.

Her smile was small, familiar, and too ancient to belong to any of my recent lives.

"Took you long enough, Azra'thoth."

I stopped for an instant.

It had been a while since anyone called me that.

Not Azra'il, the name that had crossed worlds with me, used so many times it had become almost inseparable from my own existence, almost comfortable to hear. Azra'thoth. The name buried beneath the incarnations. The name that belonged to no body, that existed before any of them had even been imagined.

"You still use that name," I said, somewhat acidly. "I'm not sure I still like being called that."

"I like seeming more intimate than the others. It's a small vanity I allow myself."

"That doesn't mean you need to make it sound so dramatic every time."

She popped another piece of popcorn into her mouth, chewing with a nonchalance that clashed violently with the apocalyptic backdrop behind her. "You showed up in the middle of eight simultaneous apocalypses, metaphorically dressed with the exact face of someone called in to fix a dripping tap. The drama arrived with you, not with me."

"You could have stopped this," I said, crossing my arms.

Death took another piece of popcorn, in no hurry at all. "Could have."

"Then why didn't you?"

"You took a very long time to access your mindscape this cycle. Eight years in the physical world, but in here, without your regular access, time accumulates rather... generously."

"Betrayal."

"Entertainment," she corrected, with no perceptible remorse, as if the distinction were too obvious to deserve debate.

"You're well," she added, in a tone that was no longer a question, but a fond observation disguised as indifference.

"I'm alive."

"Noticed. You always make a point of making that temporarily complicated, every single cycle, without exception."

I let that go, because disagreeing would mean admitting she was right, and I preferred to save that admission for another occasion, ideally one where half my own subconscious wasn't on literal fire in the background.

It was at that moment the Phoenix crossed the impossible sky in a spiral of incandescent wings, cutting through a storm of cursed energy with the particular enthusiasm of someone who mistakes catastrophe for a surprise party thrown specially in her honour.

"Little Azra'il!" She landed near me with a wingbeat that scattered sparks hot enough to singe anything less resilient than the very concept of mortal existence. "You're back! Finally!"

She wrapped me under her wing, a genuine hug, too hot to be comfortable but welcome all the same, despite the rest of the world continuing to collapse around the two of us as if that were the most normal thing in the universe.

"Why is half the landscape on fire?" I asked, still inside the hug, my voice slightly muffled against her warm feathers.

"Technically, only thirty-eight per cent."

[Forty-two point six per cent,] Eos corrected, with that precision that never chose the most diplomatic moment to show itself.

"Eos, don't help."

[I'm merely being precise. Precision rarely chooses good moments, by definition.]

"Your precision wasn't requested in this context."

[Few things of mine are requested. I keep offering anyway, out of generosity.]

The Phoenix laughed, a warm sound that made the very air around her visibly shimmer, heat waves spiralling upward. "Glad to see you again, either way, even if I was the one who helped set half the neighbourhood on fire without meaning to all that much."

"That doesn't particularly reassure me, considering 'not meaning to all that much' still implies a worrying amount of partial intention."

"Details," she said, cheerfully, already drifting back towards her own decorative inferno.

I let the Phoenix carry on managing her own fire, with dubious success, since she seemed to be decorating the flames into aesthetically pleasing patterns more than actually putting anything out, and headed towards the nearest roar, where Kurama and The Darkness were waging what any mortal observer would correctly, and with justified terror, identify as a battle between primordial forces capable of reshaping the entire geography of any known plane of existence.

Kurama was gigantic, his nine tails tearing through entire mountains with every careless movement, each swing equivalent to a small regional cataclysm. The Darkness covered half the visible sky, forming mouths, tentacles, and shadow creatures that multiplied faster than any reasonable count could keep up with, an asexual reproduction of pure ill will.

"Kurama!"

"HE INVADED MY TERRITORY!" the fox roared, shaking the entire ground with the sheer weight of his own voice, a thunderclap with a personal opinion.

"One of his creatures merely crossed your forest, nothing more," I said, with the patience of someone who'd already mediated this exact kind of dispute countless times before and had long since lost any ability to be surprised by the repetition.

"NOTHING MORE MY ARSE! IT URINATED ON SEVERAL OF MY TREES!"

I paused, letting that sentence from Kurama settle with all the metaphysical weight it, surprisingly, carried.

"It did what?"

The Darkness answered from every corner at once, the voice echoing out of every visible shadow across the entire landscape, a chorus of reverberations with no single source. "IT HAS NO URINARY SYSTEM."

"Then what was that liquid?"

"I DON'T KNOW."

"Excellent. Simply wonderful. Now we have an unsolved sanitary mystery in the middle of the end of the world, which, I must say, is a level of commitment to chaos I didn't expect even from the two of you."

〈Eos, analysis of the substance in question, please.〉

[Composition identified: partially liquefied shadow matter, with no known biological function in any catalogue I have access to.]

"So it wasn't urine," I said, turning back to Kurama with the expression of someone who'd just solved a case with no real satisfaction involved.

The fox narrowed his eyes, utterly unmoved by the carefully delivered scientific correction. "It's still on my trees."

"The territorial complaint stands, then," I conceded, because justice remained justice even when the crime in question was metaphysically undefined and biologically impossible to categorise. "The Darkness, keep your creatures within your own territorial boundaries, with or without a functioning urinary system. Kurama, stop destroying mountains I later have to replace, or at least warn me beforehand, so I can prepare myself mentally."

Neither of them looked satisfied, which, honestly, was already the most realistic outcome I could expect from any mediation involving those two, a pair who disagreed even on the right time to disagree.

I moved on, to where Aurelion Sol hovered over what remained of his own sky, creating new stars at a frantic pace while complaining in a tone suggesting personal offence of truly cosmic proportions, the kind of indignation that only exists in beings capable of literally rewriting constellations out of vanity.

"A work I spent four million years perfecting was destroyed by a creature with no defined shape and, apparently, not the slightest artistic consideration," he declared, his voice resonating as though every word deserved its own echo and a duly impressed audience.

"You spent four million years?"

"Perfection demands patience, and I have plenty to spare."

[The constellation was created in twenty-three minutes, according to previous records from the shared memory itself,] Eos informed, projecting the data with no ceremony or diplomatic tact whatsoever.

The cosmic dragon slowly turned his head towards me, with all the wounded dignity a being of stellar scale could muster. "Time is relative."

"So is lying, apparently, in your case."

It was then I noticed the detail that probably explained Aurelion's disproportionate fury: somewhere among the stars displaced by the conflict, someone had drawn, with a patience deserving a much better cause, an obviously, unmistakably triangular smiling face.

Bill. Of course it was Bill. Who else would have the audacity and the free time to vandalise cosmic art in the middle of the very apocalypse he'd caused himself.

I found him shortly after, being chased by Zarathos through an adjacent dimension where hellfire and burning chains crossed the air in every conceivable direction, a three-dimensional labyrinth of pure flame and justified fury.

"IT WAS A VERBAL AGREEMENT!" Bill was shouting, splitting into three identical copies to dodge the chains closing in around each version of him.

"A VERBAL AGREEMENT IS STILL A CONTRACT!" Zarathos roared, the chains stretching behind each copy with impressive determination.

"NOT UNDER THE LAWS OF THE DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA!"

"WE AREN'T IN THE DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA!"

"THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT A COURT WITHOUT JURISDICTION WOULD SAY!"

"THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE LOGICAL SENSE, BILL!"

"LOGICAL SENSE IS AN OPPRESSIVE SOCIAL CONSTRUCT!"

I reached out and caught Bill between two fingers before he could complete the next escape dimension already visibly planned, the other two copies dissolving the instant the original was captured, as if they'd never been more than a bluff.

"Explain."

"'EXPLAIN' IS SUCH AN AUTHORITARIAN WORD, LOADED WITH UNFAIR PRESUMPTIONS. I'D PREFER 'CONTEXTUALISE MY ESSENTIAL INNOCENCE.'"

"You stole hellfire."

"I BORROWED IT, WITH ALL THE GOOD INTENTIONS IN THE WORLD."

"Without permission."

"PERMISSION IS AN ARBITRARY SOCIAL CONCEPT, INVENTED BY BEINGS AFRAID OF TRUE FREEDOM."

"And punishment is also a social concept, but I'm still going to apply one," I said, folding him with a simple flick of the wrist, like folding a particularly insolent, opinion-filled sheet of paper, depositing him inside a small cube conjured right there, the edges sealing with a satisfying click.

"HEY! THIS VIOLATES MY FUNDAMENTAL GEOMETRIC RIGHTS!"

"You have no geometric rights, Bill. You ARE the geometric problem. The distinction matters."

Zarathos stopped running, the flames lowering in intensity just a little, enough to suggest sincere satisfaction with the outcome. He said nothing, but he didn't need to: his silence carried the weight of someone finally watching justice done after chasing the same slippery target for far too long.

Sukuna was exactly where I expected to find him, seated on his own throne, watching the entire chaos unfold with the enthusiasm of someone watching a bloody sport with no real intention of stepping onto the field, merely savouring someone else's spectacle with a metaphorical glass of something strong.

"I get the feeling you didn't even try to help," I said, approaching.

"Define help."

"Made the situation worse?"

"Considerably, I'd say, with a certain professional pride."

"Then you helped, by your own personal definition of contribution."

He smiled, the sharp teeth gleaming in that apocalyptic backdrop light as if posing for a portrait. "Finally learning my native language."

"Twelve days to form that little pearl?" he added, looking with calculated disdain towards my chest, where the Spirit Core pulsed discreetly.

"You took entire centuries to develop a minimally bearable personality, and apparently haven't even finished that process yet."

His smile vanished the next instant, replaced by something more guarded.

"Sharp as ever," he murmured, in a mix of genuine irritation and something far closer to reluctant respect than he'd ever admit aloud, not even under the most creative torture the multiverse had to offer.

Our relationship had always been exactly that, hostile enough to feel authentic, old enough to have lost any real urgency for resolution, the kind of bond that exists between two former partners who refuse to admit, even under oath, that they still hold a mutual respect too stubborn to fully disappear, however much both of them publicly pretend otherwise.

Nyarlathotep appeared shortly after, in the form of an impeccably dressed man, a suit cut with a precision no mortal tailor would ever replicate, holding a clipboard that, on its own, should already be classified as a higher-tier threat than any monster visible on that entire horizon.

"I've prepared a diplomatic solution," he announced, in the professorial tone of someone who'd already rehearsed that sentence several times in the mirror.

"Involving what, exactly?"

"The temporary redistribution of three domains, two conceptual souls, and naming rights over a medium-sized moon."

"No."

"You haven't even read the whole proposal yet."

"Precisely why I still have the moon in question, and intend to keep having it."

He held out the document anyway, with the serene persistence of someone who'd already expected the refusal and planned carefully around it, as if the rejection were merely the first step of a longer negotiation. Bill, still inside his own geometric cube, immediately offered himself as a witness through the transparent wall, which only made my decision easier to justify.

I burned the document without even unfolding it, the flames consuming any fine print before I needed to worry about the actual content.

"That was important," said Nyarlathotep, with no real indignation in his voice, just a casual, almost bored observation.

"Then you shouldn't have handed it to me of all people, considering my well-documented history with that kind of proposal."

The Scarlet King's gate was visible from a distance, seven concentric barriers, each glowing in a different shade of deep red, trembling under regular impacts that shook the rest of the landscape with every blow, a metronome of contained fury that had been going for ages.

I arrived at the first barrier at the exact moment a miniature star, fired by Aurelion in some earlier fit of artistic rage, struck the gate dead on, the impact echoing through all seven layers of magical defence simultaneously.

"Stop knocking."

The next impact cracked seven nearby moons at once, a completely unnecessary stellar chain reaction.

"I told you to stop."

"OPEN THE GATES!"

"No."

"THE END WILL COME!"

"The end has already come about forty times today, just this morning. Take a number and wait your turn like everyone else in this dimensional building."

"I AM THE SCARLET KING!"

"And you still live in the isolated sector precisely because you don't know how to coexist in society, which, let's be honest, is a fairly direct correlation."

There was a brief silence from the other side of the barriers, the kind of pause that suggested real reflection rather than mere automatic sulking.

"THE STAR HIT MY GATE," he said, finally, in a tone carrying considerably more grounded indignation than before.

"It was an accident."

"I DEMAND IMMEDIATE REPARATION."

"I'll send Aurelion to fix the damage."

In the distance, the stellar dragon roared, having heard his own sentence being decreed remotely with no chance of appeal whatsoever. "I DON'T FIX GATES. IT ISN'T MY ARTISTIC SPECIALITY."

"You do now," I said, without turning to confirm compliance, because I already knew, with absolute certainty, that it would come either way.

The Entity of Life, for her part, created an entirely different problem, not of destruction, but of excess too generous to be practical or sustainable in the long run. Every mountain Kurama knocked down, she replaced with two, larger and more ornate. Every forest The Darkness swallowed, she replanted threefold, with increasingly exotic species. Every temple Sukuna cut in half out of pure recreational boredom, reappeared with a new wing absolutely no one had asked for or needed.

"Stop rebuilding for one minute, please," I said.

The white light pulsed in silent protest, almost offended by the suggestion.

"I know it's your fundamental purpose, your reason for existing, but we're running out of space for anything beyond redundant vegetation and needlessly duplicated architecture."

[The mindscape's total area has increased by fifteen per cent since the start of the current conflict,] Eos informed, projecting the corresponding chart without anyone having asked.

"See? That isn't sustainable even for an infinite plane of existence."

The entity glowed even brighter, in a clear attempt at visual argument in her own defence.

"Don't use infinite growth as an argument in your favour. This isn't territorial conquest, it's a complete absence of urban zoning."

It was only when the space around me began folding in a way no mortal geometry should ever permit under any circumstances that I noticed Yog-Sothoth's presence manifesting fully.

Doors appeared where there'd been no walls a second earlier. Stars opened like eyes, blinking slowly, deliberately, as if deciding whether it was worth watching me back. The vertical ocean of constellations stopped flowing for an instant, suspended between two moments that seemed to be vehemently disagreeing over which should come first in temporal sequence.

Then Yog-Sothoth spoke.

{ꙮ̷⟁𒀭 𐍈𓂀ᚦ̸ ⫷ A̸Z̷R̶A̷'T̵H̶O̸T̷H̸ ⫸ 𐌇꩜𒁹𐍈}

The shapes weren't letters. They merely seemed to have adopted the approximate form of letters out of basic courtesy, in a fairly unsuccessful attempt not to fully shatter what remained of my mortal perception.

[Approximate translation: "She whose name existed before doors learned to open has returned to her own interior."]

〈Could he not simply say "welcome back," like any minimally socialised entity would?〉

[He could, presumably.]

〈Then why didn't he say it that way, more simply?〉

[Because he remains Yog-Sothoth, in every relevant sense of the definition.]

〈That isn't an answer, Eos. It's just restating the problem in different words.〉

[I fully agree. Even so, it remains the most accurate answer available.]

{𒀭ꙮ̷⟁ 𐍈ᚦ̸𓂀 ꩜}

[He states he did not participate directly in the current conflict.]

〈"Directly" is carrying a rather suspicious semantic weight in that sentence.〉

{ꙮ̷.}

[He agrees with your observation, without elaborating further.]

〈Of course he agrees. That's practically a confession disguised as technical honesty.〉

[Additional approximate translation, since you seem interested: the original statement simultaneously contained a formal greeting, the recollection of an event that hasn't yet occurred on the main timeline, and a rather pointed derogatory observation about Bill Cipher's geometry.]

From inside his own cube, Bill vibrated with visible indignation through the transparent walls. "MY GEOMETRY IS IMPECCABLE, YOU PURPOSELESS PILE OF EYES!"

{𒀭ꙮ̷.}

[He categorically disagrees, with considerable implicit disdain in the sentence's structure.]

"HE'S A PILE OF BUBBLES WITH A SUPERIORITY COMPLEX AND UNRESOLVED ISSUES ABOUT HIS OWN SHAPE!"

I decided not to mediate that particular argument. Some conflicts, however tempting it was to intervene purely for the pleasure of watching the spectacle, simply needed to resolve themselves, and I already had enough items on my own to-do list without adding interdimensional geometric arbitration.

Well, the time for the general assembly had finally come.

I summoned everyone to the central neutral territory, raising a circular platform wide enough to accommodate even Aurelion Sol, who complained, predictably and in an offended tone, about the reduced size his own colossal scale demanded to fit decently.

I sat at the head of it, with the posture of someone who'd already chaired worse meetings under even more absurd circumstances. Eos projected the day's list of infractions, a "day" that, within that mindscape, was as relative a concept as it was disastrous, measured more in cataclysms per hour than in any conventional solar unit.

[Infractions recorded and catalogued: improper appropriation of hellfire. Territorial boundary violation. Destruction of artistic constellation. Unauthorised proliferation of shadow creatures with no identifiable urinary system. Damage to internal containment barriers. Attempted contract with no proper oversight. Unlicensed dimensional expansion. Three cursed-energy attacks in a designated neutral area. Undeclared temporal manipulation on the appropriate form. Improper popcorn consumption during a collective apocalyptic-level emergency.]

Death raised her hand with all the solemnity of someone invoking a sacred procedural right. "I object to the last charge."

"Denied."

"That's pure, unadulterated authoritarianism."

"I'm the manager of this cosmic asylum, and my word, within this territory and under this self-appointed mandate, is absolute law."

I imposed the rules one by one, with the patience of someone who already knew, in advance and with resigned sadness, that at least half of them would be broken before the end of the next relative week, if "week" retained any useful meaning in that context at all.

Bill could no longer draw up contracts of any kind without full prior review by Eos. Zarathos couldn't accept absolutely anything coming from Bill, even if it superficially appeared, at first glance, not to be technically a formal contract. Kurama and The Darkness needed to respect their own established territorial boundaries, with no exceptions or creative interpretations. Shadow creatures would require constant, documented supervision. Aurelion Sol was formally banned from launching stars within designated common areas. Sukuna could no longer incite other people's conflicts purely for his own entertainment, however tempting it was for him. Nyarlathotep was strictly forbidden from offering "diplomatic solutions" of any kind, under any pretext. The Scarlet King would receive the promised repair to his gate, but would remain contained by the seven barriers, with no room for negotiation. The Entity of Life would wait for the declared end of any conflict before beginning any reconstruction. And Death would share the popcorn with anyone who asked politely.

The last rule was the only one approved by absolute unanimity, with no abstention or objection recorded.

It was only afterwards, with the chaos seemingly contained and the assembly formally concluded, that Eos brought up the part I'd been mentally putting off for a few minutes, feeling its weight approach like a bill we'd always known would arrive.

〈Eos, what exactly changed with the core's formation, in practical terms, for all this mess?〉

[The bond between body and soul strengthened substantially with the advancement. The mindscape's stability increased correspondingly. The access of the entities present also increased proportionally, as did their ability to manifest with greater frequency and greater perceptible clarity. Possibly, your connection to even older powers has also deepened as a side effect.]

〈That means, from now on, all of them will be able to talk to me more often than before.〉

[Correct, and the difference will be noticeable.]

I closed my eyes for an instant, processing the full implication of that with all the seriousness it deserved.

"Are you all seriously going to follow what I do in the physical world like it's some dubious-quality soap opera, complete with commentary during the breaks?"

Everyone answered at the same time, in a cacophony of overlapping voices I sincerely would have preferred not to hear with such newly acquired clarity.

I closed my eyes again, harder this time. "I want to go back fifteen minutes in time. Just that. I'm not asking for much."

Eos informed me, with that same relentless precision as always and no audible mercy in her tone, that I could partially control the permissions involved, silence certain entities when necessary, restrict unwanted manifestations, and allow direct communication selectively.

The strengthening of the spiritual bond would also make it easier to borrow small portions of their powers.

〈So I can access those energies with less difficulty.〉

[Correct. Provided you remember that many of them are incompatible with this world's natural laws and, especially, with your current body.]

〈My body just reached the Spirit Core.〉

[That makes it more resilient, not immune to exploding or frying from the inside.]

〈You always circle back to those two outcomes.〉

[Because you've already produced both. I recall the life in which you channelled cosmic energy into an unprepared human body and spent nine days glowing through the skin.]

〈I survived.〉

[Three organs did not share that luck.]

The observation was fair.

I could borrow part of those powers, but I'd need to do so in minimal quantities, gradually adapting this body to each energy before attempting any more ambitious use.

Some entities, Yog-Sothoth in particular, probably wouldn't fully respect the system either, for reasons beyond any mortal, immortal, or even minimally sensible framework of permissions.

And Bill, without a shadow of a doubt, would find loopholes before I even finished setting up my own safety rules.

The devastated scene began, little by little, to reorganise itself under the reluctant supervision of everyone involved. Aurelion Sol restored his own constellations with exaggerated artistic care, grumbling quietly about deadlines and lack of proper recognition. The Entity of Life recovered the destroyed forests, now under explicit, documented supervision so as not to generate four extra continents absolutely no one needed or had asked for.

The Phoenix put out the last unnecessary flames with a care that finally suggested real intent to help instead of simply decorating the scene with pretty fire. Kurama returned to his own territory still grumbling about violated borders and mysterious liquids. The Darkness gathered the shadow creatures one by one, in a process that looked genuinely laborious.

Zarathos dragged Bill, still inside the geometric cube, towards some punishment with no further detail given, which only made the scene more satisfying to watch. Sukuna returned to the throne as if he hadn't taken part in any of that entire mess, an impressive denial of responsibility even by his own standards.

For a few moments, the mindscape genuinely seemed calm, almost peaceful, almost worthy of the name "sanctuary" I insisted on using out of pure stubborn optimism.

It was then that Death approached again, her steps light over ground that, minutes earlier, had been a battlefield between forces capable of rewriting reality.

"You missed them," she said, with no preamble at all.

"I missed some of them."

"That wasn't a denial."

"It was a careful, thoughtfully considered selection."

She looked at the landscape being rebuilt around us, her same quiet smile still on her face. "You always build strange houses, Azra'il. Every single cycle, without fail."

"I didn't build this house, or rather, this zoo."

"You did, actually. Maybe not the walls themselves. But you opened the door to each one of them, at some point, for some reason that probably made perfect sense at the time you made the decision."

"Some of them were imprisoned," I said, in a weak attempt at a counter-argument I didn't fully believe myself.

"Even so, you could have destroyed them completely, if you'd really wanted to. You always could have, at any point over these countless past cycles."

"Not all of them were easy to destroy, technically speaking."

"Another thing that, definitely, without a shadow of a doubt, was not a denial of my original observation."

She touched my shoulder lightly, the gesture carrying the weight of countless lives of mutual understanding that no additional word needed to explain or justify.

"It's good to have you back around here."

"It's good to be back too," I replied, in a more restrained tone than I meant to let show. I watched the cube where Bill was being dragged away in the distance by a burning chain, still shouting indignant protests about entirely nonexistent geometric rights. "Partly, at least."

I said my goodbyes with a brief wave, crossed the border of my own consciousness back, and returned to the lake.

I opened my eyes.

For a few seconds, there was absolute, genuine peace. The water was calm. The Spirit Core pulsed with steady calm against my own ribs, a physical reminder of real accomplishment. The cave remained in total silence, exactly as I remembered leaving it before all that internal commotion.

I thought, for one naive and quickly punished instant, that perhaps Eos had exaggerated the severity report.

Then the voices began.

First Kurama, in a tone suggesting the argument had never truly ended: "The shadow creature is still formally forbidden from entering my forest, regardless of what anyone decides."

Then The Darkness, immediately: "IT DIDN'T ENTER. THE FOREST GREW OVER IT, WHICH IS TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT."

The Phoenix tried to mediate, with an audible sigh: "Honestly, you two are unbelievable, we literally just talked about this exact thing minutes ago."

Sukuna laughed, a low, satisfied sound echoing from some corner of my own soul, clearly entertained by the relapse.

Bill surfaced over all the others, his voice cutting through any attempt at collective silence: "SO, AZRA-THOTH, ABOUT THE RIGHT TO APPEAL MY RECENTLY APPLIED SENTENCE—"

I closed my eyes again, with all the willpower twelve days of flawless cultivation could provide me.

〈Eos.〉

[Activating internal silence protocol, with pleasure.]

The voices disappeared.

For real, this time. No delayed echo, no insistent triangle dodging around the very system he himself had helped make necessary.

Only comfortable, sacred silence.

I stayed there for a few moments, submerged, waiting for some voice to break through the block with an urgent complaint, a cosmic threat, or a creative interpretation of the new rules.

Nothing happened.

The silence held.

Not the tense silence of someone waiting for the next explosion, nor that treacherous gap between two arguments that just needed to catch their breath.

Real silence.

〈Eos, is the protocol working?〉

[Perfectly. No communication attempt will be transmitted without your prior authorisation.]

〈Including Bill?〉

[Especially Bill.]

I let out a slow sigh, opened my eyes, and watched the small bubbles rise to the lake's surface. For the first time since entering the mindscape, I managed to relax my shoulders.

The voices obviously still existed somewhere far off. Kurama was probably still grumbling about borders. The Darkness was probably drafting a technical defence about liquefied shadow matter. Aurelion must have been rebuilding his constellation with an offensive amount of theatrics. And Bill, if I knew him even a little, was probably already preparing a formal appeal against a sentence issued by an authority he refused to recognise.

But that was no longer my problem.

Not at that moment.

The Spirit Core pulsed within the dantian, stable and silver, while the lake's mana continued circulating around my body at a calm rhythm. A few more weeks of seclusion remained. Enough time to consolidate the advancement, test the new senses, and decide when to begin preparing the path towards the Golden Core.

For now, though, I didn't need to advance.

I didn't need to manage deities, demons, dragons, or entities who considered geometry a legal weapon.

I didn't need to do anything at all.

I closed my eyes once more.

After twelve days of cultivating and a few hours serving the thankless role of Ragnarök's building manager, I'd finally found what any cultivator would expect to achieve upon visiting their own mindscape.

Inner peace.

I'd just had to evict all its residents first.

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