Chapter 124 124: Familiar
The rest of the morning passed quietly after Claire's warning.
Claire stayed longer than she originally intended, spreading paperwork across the dining table while muttering about school forms, insurance renewals, and "administrative warfare."
She'd started using Gael's house the same way she used cafés years ago:
a place to breathe away from family noise for an hour.
Except now she no longer treated herself like a guest there.
At one point she stood from the table and opened the fridge automatically before pausing halfway through.
"…I just realized I know where you keep everything."
Gael glanced up from his laptop.
"You are the one who mostly organised it."
"It feels alarming." Claire laughed softly under her breath while grabbing water. "A few months ago, I was skeptical about you." She closed the fridge and leaned lightly against the counter. "Now I'm mentally reorganizing your groceries."
The domestic familiarity settled strangely between them.
Because it wasn't flirtation.
It was comfort.
And comfort had become the catalyst for Claire's closeness.
Then her phone buzzed again.
She glanced down and sighed immediately.
"What happened?"
"Phil ordered industrial shelving online because he watched another renovation video." Claire rubbed lightly at her forehead. "I married a Labrador retriever with Wi-Fi."
That pulled a real laugh from him.
Claire looked up at the sound and smiled instinctively back.
Then she crossed back toward the dining table and stopped beside his chair instead of sitting immediately.
"Can I ask you something honestly?"
Gael looked up at her.
Claire hesitated for the first time in the conversation.
Because Claire usually organized thoughts before speaking them.
This felt more vulnerable.
"Do you ever feel guilty," she asked quietly, "for liking attention you shouldn't?"
There it was.
Not technically about them.
Still completely about them.
The room seemed to quiet around the question.
Claire looked down briefly before continuing.
"I know nothing actually happened." A faint humorless smile touched her mouth. "But sometimes emotional lines blur before physical ones do."
The honesty in her voice made the conversation feel incredibly adult suddenly.
Not fantasy.
Not sitcom tension.
Marriage.
Loneliness.
Emotional displacement.
Real things.
Gael leaned back slightly in the chair.
"You think that's what this is?"
Claire laughed softly once.
"I think pretending otherwise would make me an idiot."
Direct answer.
And for a second neither looked away.
Then Claire exhaled slowly and sat down across from him again.
"God, this is such a cliché." She shook her head faintly. "Neighborhood proximity. Attractive younger man. Emotional confusion." A small smile appeared. "If this turns into a book club affair, I'm leaving the state."
That finally softened the tension enough for both of them to breathe again.
But underneath the humor, the honesty remained.
Claire looked toward the backyard through the open doors.
"You know what the really unfair part is?" she asked quietly.
"What?"
"You fit too well into our lives."
