I Swear I’m Still the Hero!

Chapter 33 – A Darkling Recovery



This was it.

The moment Luna had been both quietly dreading and yet preparing herself for ever since the first transformation.

She stood at the edge of the rooftop, looking out across the city where distant flashes of light and smoke marked the ongoing conflict. The air felt heavy, like the world itself was holding its breath in anticipation of what would come next. Somewhere out there, the so-called knight and her radiant Angel were moving again, cutting through spawn and broodmothers alike. And now, apparently, they had the military standing beside them.

Luna closed her eyes for a brief second and steadied herself.

The villains had co-opted the army.

There was no other explanation that made sense to her. The government did not move this quickly without pressure, and the way soldiers had already begun coordinating with the armored knight made it obvious. Whether by intimidation, manipulation, or some display of overwhelming power, the Angel and the knight had forced the military into alignment.

That realization carried several consequences, each one heavier than the last.

First, it meant that Luna and her friends would have to fight the army.

The thought made her stomach twist, though she refused to let the hesitation linger. It was unfortunate, of course. Luna did not hate soldiers, mostly just what the army stood for. Most of them were probably decent people who believed they were protecting their country. But people were resistant to change. They clung to what they knew, even when something better was offered to them. If they insisted on standing in the way of progress, then conflict would be inevitable.

She told herself, not for the first time, that they would try to show restraint. They would disarm where possible. They would incapacitate instead of kill. Anyone who could be spared would be spared, and once the dust settled, those same people could be offered the gift and come to understand the truth.

But Luna was not naïve, there would be deaths. War always carried a cost, even when the cause was righteous. She swallowed hard and accepted that reality, forcing herself to frame it as tragic but necessary. History was full of painful transitions, this would be no different.

Second, it meant that the Angel and the Knight were even more powerful than she had initially believed.

In hindsight, it felt foolish not to have fully appreciated that. Even Umbra had spoken carefully about them, about how dangerous they were. If someone as strong as her had once been forced to retreat, then of course the pair chasing her would be formidable. The fact that they had seemingly convinced or compelled an entire military force to support them only reinforced that fact.

Still, Luna refused to let fear take root.

Between Umbra’s weeks of guidance and the strength of her growing circle of friends, they were no longer a handful of confused teenagers experimenting with new forms. They were evolving. Each transformation brought new abilities, new insights, new resilience. They were learning to coordinate, to fight as a unit rather than as individuals. And if Umbra continued creating broodmothers at the pace she had hinted at, their numbers would only increase.

They would have a chance. It might not be an easy fight, and it might not be a clean one, but they would not be helpless.

Finally, it meant that there would be no more pretending that this could be resolved quietly.

Up until now, Luna had clung to the faint hope that perhaps they could avoid direct confrontation. That maybe the Knight would focus solely on the monsters and eventually realize they were not the true enemy. That maybe there could be some kind of understanding.

But armies did not mobilize for misunderstandings. If the military was fully involved, then lines had been drawn whether Luna liked it or not. This was no longer a strange, secret war playing out in the shadows of Hamilton’s suburbs. It was becoming something open and undeniable, something that would shape the entire country.

Which meant Luna had to be ready to lead.

She opened her eyes again and looked back at her friends gathered behind her, each one altered, each one watching her for direction. Rachel looked nervous. Sarah looked eager. Harry came around and seemed almost exhilarated by the scale of what was unfolding.

Luna forced herself to stand a little straighter.

If this was the moment she had been preparing for, then she could not afford to falter now.

This was what she had been made for.

Or at least, that was what Luna kept telling herself as she stood there with the wind tugging at her altered hair and the strange new instincts in her body humming with anticipation. From the moment Umbra had chosen her first, had reshaped her into something more than she had been, Luna had felt as though she had stepped onto a path that had always been waiting beneath her feet. Every clash in the streets, every narrow escape from patrols, every hurried transformation of a willing friend had been training.

Preparation for the inevitable confrontation.

It was a shame about Samuel, though. The thought of him brought a brief crease to her brow. He had vanished earlier that week, slipping away when tensions had started to rise. Luna told herself that he was probably just hiding somewhere safe, overwhelmed by everything. He had never been much of a fighter, not before the gift and not really after it either. Some people were not meant for the front lines. That was fine. Not everyone had to swing claws or breathe fire to matter.

“I smell a soldier approaching,” rumbled Harry, their resident minotaur, his deep voice vibrating with barely contained excitement. His broad nostrils flared as he tilted his massive head slightly. “I’ve been waiting days for this.”

He rolled his shoulders, muscles shifting visibly beneath thick fur, as if he were warming up for a long-anticipated sporting event rather than a battle.

“Mmm, so have I,” Sarah murmured, her tone almost dreamy. Her elongated canines caught the light as she grinned. “I can’t wait to taste human blood for the first time since all this started.”

There was something disturbingly serene about the way she said it, as though she were commenting on finally sampling a long-delayed dessert.

“I’ll become a true dragon after this,” Rachel declared with absolute conviction, flexing her clawed hands and letting a thin wisp of smoke curl from between her lips. “A real one. Not just pretending.”

“I just wanna lounge around somewhere sunny,” Emily complained loudly, even as she bounced from foot to foot on her oversized paws, tail swishing with restless energy. “I’m tired of running.”

Despite her words, she looked anything but exhausted. There was a wild vitality in her movements, like a large predatory cat itching to pounce on her prey.

“This is getting tiresome,” Jason added with a dramatic sigh, brushing imaginary dust from his sleeve. “But after this, we’re throwing a wicked party. No excuses.”

“We’re not outnumbered yet,” Samantha pointed out more pragmatically, her eyes scanning the nearby streets. “We should link up with one of the swarm groups nearby before engaging properly. There’s one a few blocks over.”

“Agreed,” Luna said, nodding firmly as she turned back to face them all. “We regroup, we overwhelm the bad guys, and then we find Samuel after this. And when it’s all done, we absolutely deserve a party.”

A cheer rose from the group, loud and enthusiastic, echoing off the rooftops around them. The energy was contagious, and Luna felt her own excitement bubbling up despite the seriousness of what lay ahead. This would be their first true engagement after weeks of skirting the army, dodging patrols, and striking only when they had overwhelming advantage.

No more running.

“There, ahead!” Emily suddenly called out, her ears twitching as she pointed a clawed finger toward a house several doors down from their current position.

Luna followed the direction of her gesture and narrowed her eyes. Sure enough, she spotted the faint outline of a soldier partially concealed behind the corner of a building, binoculars raised as he cautiously observed them. He must have thought he was hidden well.

“First come, first serve,” Sarah laughed, and without waiting for any formal plan, she launched herself off the rooftop in a fluid, predatory motion.

The rest followed almost instantly.

Luna leapt after them, the rush of air tearing past her as she dropped toward the street below. She landed lightly, knees bending to absorb the impact. Rachel hit the ground with surprising grace for someone of her size, wings flaring briefly for balance. Samantha touched down in a controlled crouch.

Emily bounded down like an oversized cat, barely seeming to notice the height.

Harry, however, landed with such force that the pavement cracked beneath his hooves, leaving deep imprints in the concrete and sending a small tremor through the road.

Ahead of them, the soldier froze, clearly realizing that he had been spotted.

And Luna felt her heart pound, not with fear, but with the electric thrill of finally stepping into the fight she had convinced herself was necessary.

Maybe they could group up with the swarm after this scuffle. As a treat. Her friends deserved that much.


Umbra sat slumped against the twisted trunk of her tree, its bark dark and veined with faintly pulsing light that matched the weak rhythm of her own breathing. The roots coiled around her like a throne that had grown specifically to cradle her failing body, though there was nothing regal about the state she was currently in.

She had made seventy-one broodmothers, a number that repeated in her mind with a mixture of pride and strain. Seventy-one seeds of her will planted across the city. Seventy-one wombs that would swell with her children and spread her influence into every street and alleyway of Hamilton.

Not all of them would survive long enough to mature fully, she was realistic about that. Some would be discovered too early and destroyed before they could produce anything meaningful. Others might form incorrectly due to the rushed nature of their creation. That was acceptable, loss was part of expansion and she did not need all seventy-one.

Twenty or thirty would be enough.

If even that many endured long enough to begin birthing her armies in earnest, the city would drown beneath an unstoppable tide of devotion.

The cost, however, had been steep.

She lifted one trembling hand and studied it. The fingers were thinner than they had been only hours ago, the skin stretched pale and almost translucent over fragile bones. Her limbs felt frail, as though they belonged to someone recovering from a long illness rather than the architect of an unfolding conquest. When she shifted slightly, she could feel how gaunt her face had become, her cheeks hollowed by the immense expenditure of power.

It did not frighten her. By nightfall, she would likely recover enough to move freely again. The city was saturated with her influence now. Fear, conflict, and transformation fed her in subtle ways. When darkness returned, she would rise properly and attack in full force, coordinating her spawn from every corner of this sprawling city.

Everyone would be touched by her love.

She closed her eyes and let her awareness slip outward, threading itself through the invisible connections she had woven into her creations. The world fractured into dozens of overlapping perspectives as she began looking through the eyes of her smart servants.

They were lovely. Each one carried a spark of her will, refined and strengthened. Unlike the mindless spawn that existed only to overwhelm, these were deliberate, thoughtful, and capable in equal measure. She adored them in the way a gardener adores rare flowers grown from carefully cultivated seed.

They were so eager to fight for her.

Their anticipation thrummed through the shared link. They believed in her completely, as good servants should. She had poured so much of herself into them—more than she had even invested in the broodmothers. Each smart servant represented a significant sacrifice of her own raw strength, carved away and given form.

And so they were powerful. Powerful enough, she hoped, to contend with that ungrateful knight and her insufferable angelic companion.

The thought soured her expression slightly.

With a faint motion of her weakened hand, she reached into her pocket dimension and retrieved the worn diary she had claimed from her previous self. The leather cover felt heavier than it should have, weighed down by memory and failure. She flipped through its pages slowly, scanning for any overlooked detail that might offer an advantage.

The angel was troublesome.

Her magic was particularly harmful to Umbra’s pretties, burning through her loving touch with an almost insulting purity. However, the creature was not especially fast. She could be danced around, distracted, forced to overextend. Still, the diary made clear that the angel possessed access to the most dangerous category of spells: palindromic magic. The kind that folded in on itself and amplified through symmetry. Those incantations were not to be taken lightly.

There was also a carefully noted list of spells that the previous Umbra had confirmed the angel knew. It was like reading a tactical breakdown of one’s own executioner.

Then there was the knight. The knight was monstrously powerful, far more durable than any mortal had a right to be. She was incredibly difficult to put down and even harder to ensure stayed down. Her shield could block nearly any direct assault, and her spear carried a curse that refused healing entirely. That was how the previous Umbra had died, bled out from a wound that would not close, no matter how much power she tried to pour into it.

The knight’s will, according to the diary, was effectively unbreakable.

Umbra’s lips thinned at that.

But wills were often tied to attachments.

If she could eliminate the angel first, if she could shatter that shining constant at the knight’s side, then perhaps cracks would begin to form. Even the strongest resolve could fracture under the right emotional strain.

She closed the diary slowly and rested it against her chest.

Night was coming.

And when it did, she would test just how unbreakable her enemies truly were.

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