Arc 3 Chapter 2: “My Body Split in Two!?”
"What on earth happened, and why is it like this?"
"Even though we are two in one."
Although we have separate minds and bodies in the 'World of Heart', there is naturally only one body in the real world. Only one of us could appear at any given time.
The male body is good at using Qi but has absolutely no Magic Power. Conversely, the female body is good at using Magic Power but has absolutely no Qi.
The two bodies complement each other.
Since there are many things only a woman can do, I often switched between the two bodies depending on the situation.
How I do it is by forcibly changing this body using my ability [God Vessel].
I can freely and instantly take things in and out of the 'World of Heart' to the real world. Well, it's like a warehouse, so to speak. And what can be taken in and out was no exception, even for my body or "Her" body.
So, when transforming from male to female, I put away the male body and take out the female body at the same time. The same applies when transforming from female to male. In this way, I could transform into both man and woman freely.
However, if I transform honestly as is when becoming a woman, my mind remains male. In this state, the sense of incongruity was strong, and I couldn't settle down.
I was called a tomboy (Ore-kko) before, and it was embarrassing...
Therefore, I always try to get "Her" cooperation when I am a woman. By fusing my mind with "Her" mind at the time of transformation, I had "Her" create a self that has no incongruity as a woman.
You might think, without doing such roundabout things, why not just leave it to "Her" to move when I am a woman? But that is basically impossible.
Even if I think we are equal, perhaps it's the difference between the master personality and the sub-personality. It seems that "She" manipulating the body alone is quite a burdensome act. If "She" overdoes it, "She" will faint.
"She" can move alone only when I temporarily lend the usage right of the body, when my best friend FabL Lenks supports us using the ability [Rebellion], or when I have fainted and have no resistance to appearing on the surface.
I explained at length, but in short, "She" was strictly a support role behind the scenes and rarely appeared directly on the surface. Until now.
However, now, both I and "She" have come out to the real world as we are.
This was an impossible abnormal situation.
"Did the abnormality of the Star Pulse affect us?"
"I don't know."
I can't help but feel that the abnormal fluctuation and heat were the cause, but I didn't understand at all.
Since this is the first time something like this has happened, I'm worried if "She" is really okay.
"Her" body was created by me when I was a child, and it is not something capable of vital activity alone. It moves by being supplied with life energy from me through the 'World of Heart'. Since our bodies are separated, I'm extremely anxious about whether "She" might suddenly become unable to move or disappear.
"Are you okay? Nothing strange in particular?"
"She" strokes her own body as if checking. Since she was stark naked, it was a sight where I didn't know where to look.
"For now. Thanks for worrying. Besides."
"She" smiled niko.
『Even in this state, it seems we are properly connected. See.』
『Ah, it's true.』
I'm relieved for now that telepathy worked. If we are connected in the 'World of Heart', energy is probably being supplied firmly too.
"She" stretched un and took a deep breath. Her exposed chest was emphasized gu, and my gaze stopped involuntarily.
Even though I should be used to seeing it in the 'World of Heart' or when I become a woman myself.
Seeing it here, there was something standing out. Beautiful breasts that any man would be glued to.
No, calm down. The opponent is "Me". Not Lilna.
Perhaps enjoying touching the outside world directly for the first time in a while, "She" is looking around with an excited face.
After a while, she looked at me and said.
"But, it's scary to stay like this. Hey, can we try sticking together a bit?"
"A, ah. That's right. Shall we try?"
Sticking together.
"She" often expressed fusion with me that way.
Since "She" walks up with a calm face, I was restless inside but tried to pretend to be calm.
At a distance where there is not even a step left, she stares at me with a blank look.
Wondering what it was,
"Come on. Take it off. We can't stick together with clothes on."
"Eh, yeah."
Wait, take it off!?
That's right. I nodded lightly with the flow, but isn't this quite bad?
In other words, in this world, I and "She" hug each other naked...
She urges me with staring cute eyes. With a face as if it's natural. Aren't you embarrassed?
...Well, nobody is watching, so there's no reason not to try.
If we can return to normal, nothing is better than that.
Making up my mind, I start taking off my black jacket. It's a favorite item I bought in the previous world recently.
Becoming naked as the day we were born, we hugged each other while standing.
"Huh. Strange."
"Not sticking."
Usually, it should melt and enter as if dissolving.
Nothing happens. Just hugging each other, not even a twitch.
"I wonder why."
She bumped her forehead against mine kotsun. At a distance closer than ever, our eyes meet.
I was fidgeting and couldn't help it anymore.
The sensation of raw flesh. Dangerous.
Usually, when we stick together in the 'World of Heart', it enters smoothly su-, and it feels warm and reassuring.
Because it stops at the skin, the fleshiness is amazing.
There is also a sweet scent that makes me dizzy. Were you such a woman?
Especially the things pressing munyun munyun. The volume. The softness.
Because she presses even harder guigui trying to stick, my heart jumped.
Even though it's my own body, what destructive power.
"Yu. What's wrong? Your face is red. And—"
"She" looks down and smiles bitterly.
"E, err."
While being flustered, I pulled "Her" away and managed to spin words.
"H-Hey! Anyway, let's put on clothes! Clothes!"
"...Well, I guess so. Since we can't stick together."
Perhaps because she is used to showing nakedness in front of me usually, "She" is indifferent.
Any more is bad. Poison for the eyes. Even if it's fine in the 'World of Heart', it's somehow not good here.
I immediately try to take out clothes from the 'World of Heart'.
Searching with the thought of 'clothes', a set of women's panties, bra, skirt, and shirt caught my consciousness. Things I bought and put away in the previous world.
Holding my palm and willing it to come out, clothes appeared pa from the empty space.
Good. It seems the ability can be used as is.
"Like that blue cat robot, right?"
"She" nods closely, saying anything comes out.
While agreeing with that,
"Come on, before anyone comes."
I urged her by thrusting the clothes.
It was good that this is a deserted forest. If seen in a place like this, it would surely be thought to be in the middle of a love affair.
I don't feel like doing such a thing with myself at all, but there is no way to convey that to others. I want to avoid embarrassing misunderstandings at least.
It was when I was thinking such a thing.
"You two—my—"
""Fueh!?""
Turning around, a young woman with flowing silver hair was covering her eyes with a feeling of "Wow".
Ah!? Why!? Why are you here!?
As expected, "She" also became embarrassed, her face turning bright red like an apple, and sending a gaze here awkwardly.
No matter how I think about it, there is no way to smooth it over.
Worst. Cursed world. I want to die.
"In this undeveloped forest... bold."
She, dressed exactly like an adventurer, is observing us somewhat hesitantly, somewhat impressed.
Awkward.
Why. Why couldn't I detect her approach?
...No reaction of Qi?
For some reason, I couldn't feel any Qi from her, which any living being should have.
Don't tell me, a robot again? Impossible.
While I was completely confused, the silver-haired woman frowned and said.
"Land will catch up soon. Put on clothes before that. You don't want a guy to see you naked, do you?"
It seemed there was another one.
Anyway, I decided to follow the advice obediently and put on clothes in a hurry.
