Chapter 55 (Unknown Note 4)
[Memories that still echo]
Why is it me?
It's not fair.
I never got to grow up.
I never got to make friends.
I never got to explore any hobbies, skills, or dreams.
It was always 'do this' or 'do that.'
Even when I succeeded, it was just a simple 'As expected.' or 'Good job, now do more.'
I hated it.
I hate my life.
I hate my family.
I hate everything about this.
If I knew that life would turn out this way.
If I knew that following what they told me to do would make me lose the one person I felt peace with...
...Maybe I should have left a long time ago.
It wasn't fair that she was the only one who left. If I'd known, I would have gone too.
...If there's another life.
I think I would rewrite everything.