Leave It To Me, Shin…
Author’s tip: Listen to this song while reading this chapter: ‘I’m Here Now’
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(Akane's PoV, before the kiss.)
The heavy wooden door clicked shut, the deadbolt sliding into place with a definitive, satisfying ringing sound that finally severed the house from the outside world.
'Checkmate, Kurone.' That's what I thought, feeling a pang of satisfaction deep in my soul.
As the plastic container Kurone had brought was sitting completely forgotten on the table, my chest was still heaving, with a fierce, protective adrenaline coursing through my veins.
Seeing her stand on our porch—looking like a broken, weeping mess while trying to offer a pathetic piece of caramel pastry as a calculated peace offering—had ignited a cold, calculated satisfaction inside me. The queen of the school had been thoroughly reduced to a shadow.
But as I turned around to walk back to Shin, the triumphant smirk vanished from my lips.
I saw him standing, completely frozen, in the dim hallway light, with his head slightly bowed, and his eyes fixed on the floorboards.
He probably didn't realize it, but his hands were pushed deep into his school uniform pockets, and I could see the subtle, rhythmic tension shaking his shoulders.
As an outsider, I saw every single detail, and I didn't want him to think about her name anymore.
The confrontation hadn't just broken Kurone; it had dredged up every single piece of the seven-year psychological prison he had barely escaped. The physical weight of her tears, her sudden appearance, and the lingering residue of Kenji's venomous words were visibly pulling him back down into the grey, apathetic fog.
I wasn't going to let him sink. Not tonight. Not after everything we had built in such a short time.
In that moment, Shin needed to be distracted, loved. He needed to feel how little Kurone mattered; that's why I pulled him into a deep, possessive kiss as soon as I walked back to him. I wanted to completely erase the earlier images. My nails were digging deep into his neck.
'Only think about me, Shin. I'm yours. I love you so much. Don't let that witch ruin our beautiful moments together. She has done nothing in seven years.' Those were my thoughts during those instants where our lips met.
I didn't want to admit it, but... his kisses were intoxicating. I could go for hours and hours, like a drug, making my desire for him even stronger than the instant before.
As I pulled away, my whole body started craving for his touch. Every single cell of my body was screaming, "Take me."
"Let's continue this properly..." I said, my hand tracing small circles on his thing, "...In your bed this time. What do you say, Ghost boy?"
And in that moment, Shin's eyes started to burn with desire. He wanted me just exactly how I wanted him.
"I say let's go." Those were his words.
Then, he lifted me up and carried me into his room, with my arms wrapped tightly around his neck.
His strong hands around me were enough to make me go crazy. 'Only you, Shin. I only want you, now and forever.' I kept repeating in my mind.
"I want you, Akane." That's what Shin said in the exact moment we stepped into his room, like he was reading my own thoughts.
A shiver ran down my spine. I was happy. So happy that the guy I loved for all this time wanted me.
I could cry at any moment, but my arousal was too much.
The moment we stepped inside his room, the silver moonlight was still filtering through the blinds, casting long, geometric shadows across the carpet.
He gently put me down on his bed, but as soon as he tried to get on top of me, I grabbed his hand and pulled him down, before exchanging positions and getting on top of him.
Before he could even process the sudden shift in gravity, I moved.
I crawled over his hips, straddling his waist, pinning him flat against the sheets.
Then, I reached down, my hands gripping the collar of his navy uniform blazer, forcing him to look straight up into the absolute determination burning deep within my golden eyes.
Something primal, something that I couldn't explain, took control over my body.
I felt the urge to make him completely mine and to 'dominate' him in a certain way. I wanted to print my name and face deep into his soul and body.
"Listen to me, ghost boy," I whispered, my voice dropping into a low, raspy, completely uncompromising purr that cut through the silence of the room. "From this exact moment onward, I am the one in absolute command here. You are completely finished dwelling on the garbage outside that door."
Shin blinked up at me through the shadows, his breathing shallow, a sudden spark of intense, vulnerable curiosity cutting through his apathetic expression.
"You're going to focus entirely on me," I continued, leaning down until my lips were ghosting over his jawline, my hair falling forward like a dark curtain to isolate us from the rest of the world. "And if you aren't completely capable of satisfying me tonight... if you let your mind wander to that sandbox for even a single second... I am absolutely never going to reveal the truth to you. I won't tell you a single word about why you have always been so incredibly special to me."
The challenge was a violent spark against dry kindling. I saw the exact moment his restraint snapped.
In that moment, his fingers were wrapping fiercely around my waist, pulling my body down against his chest with an intensity that completely stole the air from my lungs. The lingering hesitation from the hallway burned away into absolute ash.
I couldn't hold it anymore.
With a rapid movement, I rapidly removed his oversized hoodie, revealing all my bare upper body to him. I wasn't even wearing a bra.
Shin stared at me for some instants before his hands started to caress all my curves, up and down, from my hips to my chest.
I couldn't help but moan, also feeling his arousal through his pants.
Shin was... so damn big. Perfect for me.
"You're wearing too many clothes, Ishikawa. You're making me angry." I said, teasingly shoving his hands away.
"I guess you're right. So... why don't you help me remove these things?" He said, putting his hands above his head, to the corners of the bed.
My lips immediately curved into a mischievous smirk.
"Such a good boy," I said, caressing his cheek.
Then, in a matter of minutes, we were completely naked.
I removed my black lace panties right in front of him, and the desire I saw in his eyes was enough to make me go even crazier.
His gaze spoke more than a thousand words, and I could feel that he wanted to reach out, push me on the bed, and fuck me senseless. But during those moments, I was the one in control, so I just forced him to watch while he was completely... powerless. It felt so good.
Then, I crawled on top of him again, and I could feel his thing directly touching both my intimate parts.
"Oh, my... someone is really excited here, isn't he?" I teased, rubbing his thing with my butt, feeling his manhood directly on me.
I kept standing on top of him. His breathing grew heavier, and he started moving his hips.
"Way... too... much, Akane... so..." He said, his hand gently caressing my right cheek.
"So... what? Speak properly, Ghost Boy, or I won't do anything." I said, rubbing even more.
'Damn... I want him inside so fucking hard...' I said, biting my lip.
"Let's start... this teasing is killing me..." He said, moving his hips even more.
He wanted me that much, and the 'suffering' in his eyes was making me more and more aroused.
He was completely under my touch. I loved his expression, and I loved the fact that in that moment, he wanted me and no one else. But, at the same time, I wanted to be completely sure.
"Then... ask me properly. Beg." I said, gently shoving his hand away and pinning his hands on the corner of the bed, while slowly leaning down to leave a trail of kisses on his neck.
He moaned directly into my ear, and my lower part throbbed in response.
Then... after a few moments, he finally spoke.
"Please... Akane... please... I want you so much..." He finally said it.
In that moment, I snapped, stopped my kisses, and stood up with my torso.
Shin's thing was twitching against me. I could feel his honesty through that.
"Such an obedient, good boy, Shin..." I said, gently caressing his cheek, "...And obedient boys deserve a reward, right?" I added.
Shin didn't reply; he just stared at me with his lips slightly parted.
And then, without thinking twice, I got up by a little with my legs, and my hand reached for his thing, guiding it inside.
"You better satisfy me, Ghost boy," I said, before moving my body back and shoving his thing inside.
A deep, guttural moan escaped from my lips as soon as his monster got inside of me.
The sensation was overwhelming as I could feel him everywhere, deep into my body, soul, and bones.
"Ahh!" I moaned loudly, my body instinctively arching back, my head staring at the ceiling, and my hand standing on his thighs. I didn't even realize that my legs were shaking.
"Ah... Ah... Ah..." I panted.
I needed to take some air, because... I had probably came from just having him inside.
Then, Shin's hands rested on my waist with a gentle but firm grip.
"Akane... are you... okay?" He asked, clearly worried about me, his fingers gently rubbing my skin.
As soon as my eyes moved to him, I saw a look of genuine worry on his face.
'No... Shin... don't look at me with that face... I... It's... too... beautiful...' I thought.
My hand reached for his, silently reassuring him.
"Leave this to me, Shin... just be a good boy and satisfy me. The only thing I want to hear now are your moans." That was the only thing I had said to him.
"Okay..." he said, "Let me feel all of you, Akane."
And in that moment, my body reacted to his words.
My hand rested on his thigh again, my back arched, getting to the position of before.
Then, I started swaying against him, slowly and intoxicating at first.
My body was moving on its own. I couldn't get enough of him. The feeling of dominance, of making these things with the person you love the most in this world... was so beautiful.
Everything about him was so beautiful.
'I love you... I love you... I love you so much, Shin...' My mind kept repeating, while my body spoke.
I kept staring deep into his eyes during every single second of those movements.
His lips were slightly parted, and his hands were squeezing me tight, silently demanding more and more.
"Speak, Ghost Boy... What do you want me to do now?" I said, not stopping my movements.
"Akane... I... want... more... faster..." He said, his voice barely a whisper.
"I may grant your wish... but you—Ah~— have to answer this little question, Ghost Boy... Ah~" I said, "Who do you belong to, Shin?" I asked.
Without thinking twice, Shin spoke.
"I'm yours, Akane. Only yours. And you're mine." His voice was different this time.
Decisive and straight to the point, sending a wave of electricity deep into my bones, making me stop my movements for an instant.
That was the answer I wanted and needed.
"Correct," I said, a mischievous smirk forming on my face, but without realizing, my eyes watered. I was about to cry from happiness.
Then, I began to move again, but this time, I became a literal animal.
Instead of swaying, I started moving up and down, jumping on him.
Once again, I could feel Shin everywhere: even in my feet.
"Ah! Ahh... Mmmnh..! S-Shin...! H-How do you... l-like it..? Mhhh...! Haha..." I said, intensifying the speed.
I was completely exposed to him as he could see every single inch of my naked body, and that thing was making me even more aroused.
As soon as I spoke, his grip on my waist tightened, and I could feel him pushing even deeper, reaching spots inside of me that I would've never imagined existed.
"AHH! SHIN! THAT'S—AH!" I cried, feeling so much pleasure that I could faint at any moment.
"Yours... Akane! I'm yours!" He said, his movements now in sync with mine.
'He's too fucking good—Fuck! I'm about to—!' I thought, while my nails dug deep into his thighs.
We kept going for more minutes, until...
"Akane, I'm about to—" He said, his voice panting.
"Me too, Shin! Damn!! You're to *ah* fucking good! Fuck!" I exclaimed.
And then...
"Akane!!!" Shin cried.
"Shin!!!" I cried too, my hand instinctively searching for his.
And in that moment, I felt my mind going blank as the overwhelming sensation of the orgasm flowed through my body.
I could feel Shin's thing twitching inside of me as he released all of his load.
My eyes were half closed, and I couldn't think straight anymore. I came so f*cking much, and Shin too. I felt all of his hot stuff being sprayed inside, and it was such a beautiful sensation.
After our climax, Shin and I remained in that position for a few minutes, panting together, until I finally found the physical force to stop the silence.
"Ah... Ah... that was... so... amazing... I want to do it... again... later..." I couldn't form a proper sentence; my mind was still numb from all the amazing pleasure I had felt with him.
"Yeah... me too... but let me recover at least..." Shin replied, his hand gently caressing my butt.
Then, like a puppet having its strings cut, I fell to his right side, curling into him, with my head immediately resting on his chest and my hand searching for his once again.
I was fully satisfied with our passionate moment together...
Then, Shin's free arm wraps around my shoulders, bringing me closer.
A loud but beautiful silence filled his room, and in that moment... I felt so safe and loved that I wanted to stay like that forever... but I also knew I had to tell him about my past. I wanted Shin to know everything about me...
It was finally the moment.