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The coffee machine beeped. Jordan poured two cups, one black, one with cream and sugar, and set the black one in front of Cassie without looking at her because looking at her while she made that face would crack something in his chest that he needed intact for the next eleven hours. The hum pulsed once, warm, sisterly, irritating, and he let it pulse and didn’t flinch from it.

"I hit bottom," he said. "Christmas. The parking lot. You know about the parking lot."

"Mom told me. She cried for forty minutes."

"I stood there for twenty." He drank. The coffee was too hot and it burned the roof of his mouth and he kept drinking because the burn gave him something to focus on that wasn’t the memory of Eliza’s blank face as she walked through a hotel door with someone else’s arm around her waist. "Drove home. Locked the door. Didn’t leave for two weeks. Didn’t shower. Didn’t eat. Slept on sheets I hadn’t washed in three months. The apartment smelled like a crime scene."

"And then."

"And then I decided to stop." He set the cup down. "Not gradually. Not through therapy or self-help books or whatever Mom’s book club recommended. I woke up on January tenth and looked at the ceiling and said out loud, in an empty apartment that smelled like Red Bull and despair, that I was done being this person. And I meant it. And I started doing things differently."

Cassie’s eyes moved across his face. She was reading him the way she read quarterly reports, scanning for the line that didn’t add up, the number that sat wrong in context, the footnote that changed the meaning of everything above it.

Jordan kept his expression flat and his jaw relaxed and his breathing even because Chloe had taught him what his tells looked like and he had spent three weeks practicing in a bathroom mirror.

"Cleaned the apartment. Fixed the hair. Called Dad. Started going to class. Started going to the gym. Started eating actual food instead of ordering DoorDash at two in the morning and crying into the delivery bag."

He listed the changes the way he’d listed them to his father on the phone six weeks ago, factual and sequential and stripped of the golden interface that had turned each task into a quest objective with a timer and a reward. "Met Chloe. Fell for Chloe. Brought Chloe to meet Mom and Dad. You know the rest."

"I know the highlights. I don’t know the mechanism." She picked up the croissant again and held it without eating it, which meant she was about to say something she’d been saving. "People don’t transform in six weeks, Jordan. Not like this. Not the body, not the face, not the confidence, not the apartment, not the girlfriend, not the grades. I’ve watched people try to rebuild after breakups. It takes months. Sometimes years. Sometimes they never get back. You went from crying in a parking lot to this in forty-two days and you expect me to believe it was a motivational speech you gave yourself in bed."

"It wasn’t a speech. It was a decision."

"Decisions don’t give you a jawline."

"Genetics gave me the jawline. The decision made me stop hiding it under forty pounds of pizza and self-pity."

Cassie’s mouth pressed thin. Not quite a smile. Not quite a frown. The expression she made when someone at the office pushed back on her analysis and she wasn’t sure yet whether they were wrong or whether she’d missed something, and either option was unacceptable.

Upstairs, a blow dryer started up. Chloe. Six minutes into her ten-minute window because Chloe Kim ran her life on efficiency metrics most people reserved for quarterly earnings reports. The sound filtered through the floorboards along with the faint hiss of a straightening iron. She was listening. Jordan knew she was listening. She’d timed this whole thing down to the second.

"I believe you hit bottom," Cassie said. "I believe the decision was real. What I don’t believe is that the decision is the whole story." She bit into the croissant. Chewed with perfect, measured rhythm. Took her time. "But that girl upstairs loves you. She’s smarter than both of us. And if I keep pushing on this in her house before her parents show up, she’ll walk down those stairs and dismantle me so thoroughly I’ll need therapy to remember my own name. So I’m going to table it."

"Table it."

"For now." She set the croissant on the napkin, brushed a single flake from her blazer, and locked eyes with him in the way that made CEOs confess to insider trading three questions into a casual lunch.

The blow dryer stopped.

Footsteps on the stairs. Lighter. Deliberate. Controlled pace. Shoes on, hair done, makeup minimal, outfit chosen in three and a half minutes because she’d been tracking the conversation tempo through the ceiling and knew exactly when to make her entrance. Jordan didn’t need to look at his watch. Chloe had run the numbers. She always ran the numbers.

She appeared around the landing in a cream ribbed knit top and dark wash jeans. The blue streak sat perfect against black hair she’d flat-ironed into submission. Brown contacts today instead of her natural dark eyes because contacts photographed better and her parents would take pictures and those pictures would end up on her mom’s Facebook within six hours. The bite mark was covered. Not with concealer—Chloe didn’t trust concealer for hickeys because concealer broke down under scrutiny—but with a thin gold choker that sat directly over the bruise and turned attention toward jewelry instead of skin. Classic misdirection. People saw what you told them to see.

"Nine minutes," Chloe said.

"I budgeted ten."

"Overperformance," Cassie said. "I respect it."

"You should."

The apartment went quiet. The coffee machine ticked once as it finished its cooling cycle. Through the wall, Kumiko’s music had stopped. Either she was sewing with complete focus or she had her ear pressed flat against the drywall and was transcribing every syllable for later analysis. Jordan put money on the second option.

Cassie looked at Jordan.

Jordan looked at Chloe.

Chloe looked at both of them, lifted her mug, and took another slow sip of coffee like she had all the time in the world and no particular opinion about whatever had just happened in her kitchen while she was upstairs.