Chapter 63: Worried mom
"Don’t overthink it tonight, Fiona," he said softly, as if reading her mind. He reached up, tucking a stray lock of hair behind her ear, his touch lingering on her skin. "Just stay here. Just for a minute more."
She nodded, leaning back into him, letting the warmth of the embrace wash over her and drown out the shadows of the past.
Thank you for tonight."They walked to the car.
He opened the car door for her, still a little stunned but clearly happy.
The drive home was quiet, but comfortable.
Fiona opened the window slightly. Clean, fresh air brushed her cheeks, carrying the faint scent of the bay. She smiled, letting the breeze cool her flushed skin.
Caleb dropped her off at her building and walked her to the door.
Before saying goodnight, he leaned in and gave her a soft kiss on the forehead.
"I wish this night could last longer," he murmured against her skin. "I don’t want it to end."
Fiona closed her eyes for a second, savoring the warmth of his lips and the sincerity in his voice.
"Me neither," she whispered.
He pulled back, smiling gently.
"Anytime, Fi. Day or night. I’m here."
Fiona closed the door behind her, leaned against it, and let out a long, slow breath.
The house was quiet, but for once, the silence didn’t feel like it was closing in on her. Fiona didn’t immediately turn on the lights; she just leaned her back against the cool wood of the front door and let out a breath she felt like she’d been holding since high school. Her heart was still doing that strange, fluttery dance against her ribs—a frantic but happy rhythm that made her feel more alive than she had in months.
She raised her fingers to her lips, grazing the spot where his had been. The faint taste of tiramisu and the scent of his cedarwood cologne still clung to her, a vivid reminder that the last hour hadn’t been a dream.
She headed to shower .
She caught her reflection in the bathroom mirror and paused. Her cheeks were still flushed, her eyes bright with a spark she thought had been extinguished for good. She looked like someone who was starting to believe in safety again.
It wasn’t just that he had kissed her back; it was the way he had looked at her afterward—as if she were the miracle, and not the woman currently carrying the baggage of a broken life and another man’s child.
She kept thinking about what he said that he didn’t want the night to end. It was such a simple, honest admission, devoid of the games and power plays she had grown used to.
Her phone buzzed on the nightstand, the vibration echoing through the room. She reached for it, her heart skipping a beat when she saw his name.
**Caleb:** *Just walked through my door. The house feels too quiet. I’m still thinking about what you said about feeling safe. I hope you know that as long as I’m around, you never have to feel any other way.*
A tear, hot and sudden, traced a path down her temple and onto the pillow, but it wasn’t a tear of sadness. It was the relief of finally being reached.
**Fiona:** *I’m still thinking about it too. I think it’s the first time I’ve breathed properly in months. Thank you for being around.
She set the phone down, watching the screen dim until the room was bathed in shadows.
She knew there would still be hard days.
The morning light that had felt so hopeful just a few hours ago now felt clinical and exposing. Fiona stood in the center of her kitchen, the silence of the house amplified by the ticking of the wall clock. Fiona’s phone had buzzed early—a sharp, insistent vibration that could only be her mother. The conversation had been brief but heavy with that maternal tone that left no room for negotiation. Her mom was coming over, and she expected Fiona’s undivided attention.
Calling Maya to ask for an off day felt like a defeat.
"Maya, I need the day," Fiona had whispered into the phone, her voice thick with the remnants of last night’s emotions.
"Fiona? Is everything okay?
"My mother is coming over. I’m handling a family emergency. "
"Got it. Stay safe, Fi. And hey... don’t let her get in your head."
With the day off secured, the anxiety had nowhere to go but into her hands. She began to clean. It wasn’t just tidying; it was an exorcism.
Fiona spent the next two hours in a whirlwind of nervous energy. She scrubbed the countertops until they shone and rearranged the cushions on the sofa three times. It was a classic "nesting" instinct fueled by pure anxiety. She knew her mother meant well, but her mother also carried the weight of tradition and a sharp tongue that could dissect Fiona’s life choices in seconds.
Telling her about the pregnancy over the phone had been a tactical move—a way to provide a buffer against the immediate fallout. But now, the physical reality was arriving. There would be no screen or distance to hide behind.
She wanted the house to look impenetrable. If everything was in its place—if the pillows were chopped perfectly and the air smelled of lemon and salt—maybe her mother wouldn’t see the mess her life had actually become.
The sound of a car door slamming echoed from the driveway. Fiona froze for a second, her heart doing that familiar, frantic skip. She took one last look at her clean, quiet sanctuary before the storm walked through the door.
She heard the brisk footsteps on the porch, followed by a firm, rhythmic knock. It was a sound that demanded answers.
Fiona walked to the door, wiped her slightly damp palms on her jeans, and turned the lock. She wasn’t just a daughter today; she was a woman protecting the new life she carried and the new hope she had found in Caleb’s arms.
She opened the door.
"Mom," she said, her voice steadier than she expected. "Come in."
The older woman stood there, her eyes immediately dropping to Fiona’s midsection before snapping back up with a look of complex, overwhelming concern.
"We have a lot to talk about, Fiona. A lot."You look thin, Fiona," was the first thing her mom said, stepping past her daughter into the foyer. She didn’t wait for a greeting. She immediately began scanning the room, her eyes landing on the kitchen counter. "And the house smells like a hospital. How much bleach did you use?"
"I wanted it to be nice for you, Mom," Fiona said, closing the door and feeling the air in the room thicken instantly.
Evelyn set the groceries down on the island and turned around. Her expression softened, but only by a fraction. The sternness was still there, but beneath it was a well of terrifying, protective maternal grief.
"Let me look at you."
Fiona stood still as her mother approached. Elara reached out, her hands—older, calloused, but gentle—cupping Fiona’s face. She searched Fiona’s eyes for a long moment, looking for the girl she used to know before Martin and Voss and the high-stakes world of beauty had changed her.
"I didn’t sleep a wink after your call," Evelyn whispered. "A baby, Fiona?
"I know, Mom. I know everything you’re going to say." Fiona’s voice trembled. "I know it’s bad timing. I know he’s... he’s Martin. But this isn’t about him. It’s about me. And the baby."
Her mom dropped her hands and sighed, a sound that seemed to carry the weight of the world. She walked over to the stove and began taking things out of her grocery bag—fresh ginger, lemons, soup bones, and greens.
"Sit," she commanded. "You’re going to eat something that isn’t from a cardboard box, and then we are going to sit down and map this out. Because if you think for one second i am going to let you raise this child alone,you are sadly mistaken. We need a plan, Fiona. A real one."
Fiona sat at the stools, watching her mother move with practiced efficiency. The "rough one" she had anticipated had begun, but it wasn’t the screaming match she had feared. It was a cold, hard reckoning.
"He doesn’t know yet," Fiona admitted, her voice small.Her mom stopped mid-peel with the ginger. She looked up, her eyes sharp. "You’re working for him every day. You’re leading his creative team. How long do you think you can hide a life from a man who obsesses over images for a living?"
"I was going to tell him after the event," Fiona "Fiona, you are carrying a child. You are exhausted. You are stressed. And you’re spending ten hours a day making that man richer while he breaks your heart in installments."
Fiona looked down at her hands. The polished manicure.
"I have someone," Fiona said softly, the words catching her by surprise.
Her mom paused again. "Someone? You mean a lawyer?"
"No. I mean... someone who want to care for the child.....
