Chapter 121
Ohm
I dragged Sunoo along the sidewalk with my hand still clamped around his like some kind of lifeline I didn’t even want and the night air hit us both cold and sharp but I barely felt it because my head was still spinning from everything that just went down inside the club and outside with Ye Jun standing there looking like I’d punched him in the gut. Sunoo kept bumping my shoulder every few steps laughing under his breath like this was all some big joke we were in on together and I could feel his thumb rubbing circles on the back of my hand which should have been annoying but it wasn’t it was actually kind of nice in a way that made my stomach twist because I knew I shouldn’t be letting any of this feel good right now.
We finally reached my car parked crooked under the streetlight a few blocks away and I fumbled with the keys my fingers shaking a little from the leftover adrenaline and the alcohol still buzzing in my veins and Sunoo leaned against the passenger door watching me with that smug grin plastered on his face the one that said he knew exactly how messed up I was and he was here for every second of it. I got the door unlocked and slid into the driver’s seat and he dropped into the passenger side slamming the door hard enough to make the whole car rock and then there we were just sitting there in the dark with the dashboard lights glowing dim and my heart hammering like it wanted to crawl out of my chest.
I gripped the steering wheel tight trying so hard to keep my shit together because I kept telling myself over and over that I was done with all this drama and I wasn’t going to let Sunoo or anyone else drag me back into the same stupid cycle but then I glanced over at him and damn it he really was pretty in that effortless way with his hair all messy from the club and his lips still looking soft from when I’d kissed him earlier just to spite Ye Jun. I couldn’t lie to myself even if I wanted to he was tempting right there in my car smelling like that clean sharp alpha scent that wasn’t Ye Jun’s but it was close enough in the moment to make my body react anyway and I hated how my jeans felt tighter all of a sudden.
Sunoo turned toward me raising an eyebrow and said "So what now genius you gonna drive us somewhere or are we just gonna sit here while you stare at me like you’re deciding whether to kiss me again or kick me out" and I opened my mouth to snap something sarcastic back at him but instead I just leaned across the console grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him in for a kiss because my brain short-circuited and my body took over like the idiot it always was around pretty boys who offered to make me forget.
His mouth was hot and eager against mine right away and he made this little surprised noise that turned into a groan when I pushed my tongue in and yeah it felt good it felt really good for a second but then my mind betrayed me completely because all I could think about was Ye Jun’s face out there on the sidewalk and the way his voice cracked when he begged me to stay and before I even realized what I was doing I moaned low into Sunoo’s mouth "Ye Jun fuck Ye Jun" like his name was the only word my stupid brain knew how to say anymore.
Sunoo froze against me for half a second then jerked back so fast his head bumped the window and he shoved my chest hard enough that I fell back into my seat staring at him with my lips still tingling. "What the actual fuck Ohm" he snapped his voice all sharp and pissed off now the playful tone gone in a blink "you’re moaning his name while you’re kissing me are you serious right now I’m right here in your car ready to let you use me however you want and you can’t even pretend for five seconds that it’s me you’re thinking about" and he laughed but it came out bitter and sarcastic like he was mocking both of us at the same time.
I rubbed a hand over my face trying to catch my breath because my dick was still hard and my scent was going all sweet and needy from the kiss and I knew he could smell it too but I couldn’t stop the words from tumbling out in a rush. "I’m sorry okay I’m trying I swear I’m trying so hard not to think about him but he’s in my head like some kind of virus and you’re pretty as hell Sunoo you really are and your mouth feels good but my brain just short-circuits and spits out his stupid name I don’t know what’s wrong with me" and I laughed too because it was ridiculous the whole situation was ridiculous me sitting here half hard in my car after yelling at Ye Jun that I was done and now moaning his name into someone else’s mouth like a total mess.
Sunoo crossed his arms and glared at me but there was this flicker in his eyes like he was pissed but also kind of amused in that twisted way he always got when drama hit and he said "You’re unbelievable you know that you drag me out here after using me as your fake boyfriend prop in the club and now you’re using me as a Ye Jun substitute too what the hell is wrong with your Alpha ass that you can’t just enjoy a hot guy who actually wants you" and he poked my chest with one finger hard enough to make me wince but I could see the corner of his mouth twitching like he was fighting not to laugh at how pathetic I sounded.
I grabbed his wrist before he could poke me again and pulled him closer again because my body was still buzzing and I didn’t want to go home alone with all these feelings crashing around in me and I muttered "Shut up and kiss me again I’ll try not to say his name this time I promise just help me forget for a little while okay you said you were game for whatever I needed and right now I need this" and Sunoo rolled his eyes but he let me pull him in and we started kissing again deeper this time his hands sliding up under my shirt and mine tangling in his hair.
It got messy fast because I was still half thinking about Ye Jun and Sunoo could tell so he bit my bottom lip hard enough to sting and growled against my mouth "You better not moan his name again or I’m walking home and leaving your horny ass here alone" and I nodded frantically because yeah I wanted this I wanted to feel something other than that gut-wrenching sadness that kept hitting me every time I pictured Ye Jun’s wrecked face. We made out like that for what felt like forever in the cramped car my hands roaming down to squeeze his ass and him grinding against my thigh until we were both breathing heavy and laughing breathlessly between kisses because it was awkward and hot and stupid all at once.
Sunoo pulled back just enough to gasp "Back seat now before we break your gear shift" and we scrambled over the console like idiots bumping elbows and knees and knocking the gear stick and I couldn’t stop the snort that escaped me because this was peak chaotic rebound sex and I knew it but I didn’t care anymore. We tumbled into the back seat with Sunoo on top first and he straddled my lap yanking my shirt up over my head and tossing it somewhere in the front and I did the same to him because his skin was warm and smooth under my palms and his scent was filling the car now thick and wanting.
I flipped us so I was on top and shoved his pants down his hips along with his underwear and he kicked them off laughing "Yeah yeah get on with it " and I shut him up by wrapping my hand around his cock and stroking him firm and slow until he arched up with a groan that sounded way too good. "Fuck Ohm" he panted his hips bucking into my fist and I kept going because hearing him like that made me feel powerful for a second like maybe I could actually lose myself in this and not think about Ye Jun but then Sunoo reached down and palmed me through my jeans and I groaned loud and it slipped out again "Ye Jun god yes" before I could stop it.
Sunoo shoved me off him so hard I almost fell onto the floor and he sat up glaring with his hair all messed up and his cock still hard and leaking against his stomach and he snapped "That’s it I’m done playing nice you say his name one more time while I’m trying to get you off and I swear I’ll bite your dick off Ohm I mean it" but there was this edge of laughter in his voice too because even pissed he couldn’t help finding the whole thing ridiculous and I sat there half naked breathing hard and said "I’m sorry I’m so fucking sorry it just happens he’s like stuck in my throat or something and you’re here looking all tempting and pretty and I want this I do but my brain is broken Sunoo please just" and I trailed off because I didn’t even know what I was begging for anymore.
He stared at me for a long second then sighed loud and dramatic and muttered "You’re lucky you’re hot when you’re pathetic fine we’re doing this but if you moan his name while I’m riding you I’m stopping mid-thrust and leaving you blue-balled" and before I could answer he pushed me back against the seat climbed over me again and yanked my jeans and boxers down in one rough motion. My cock sprang free hard and aching and Sunoo wrapped his hand around it giving it a couple strokes that made my eyes roll back because damn his grip was perfect.
I grabbed the lube I kept in the door pocket for emergencies like this because I was that kind of guy and Sunoo snatched it from me slicking up his fingers fast before reaching back to prep himself right there on my lap his eyes locked on mine the whole time like he was daring me to say the wrong name again. "Watch me" he said his voice low and rough "watch how good I’m gonna take you and maybe you’ll finally forget that -obsessed idiot for five minutes" and I nodded because I wanted to I really did and he sank two fingers into himself with a hiss that turned into a moan when he crooked them just right.
It was hot as hell watching him finger himself open on top of me his pretty face flushed and his free hand braced on my chest and I couldn’t stop touching him running my hands up his thighs and over his cock until he was rocking down onto his own fingers and cursing under his breath. "Enough" he finally growled pulling his fingers out and grabbing my cock to line it up with his hole and then he sank down slow and tight and wet around me in one long slide that made us both groan loud enough to fog up the windows.
"Fuck you feel good" I panted gripping his hips hard as he bottomed out and sat there for a second adjusting and Sunoo laughed breathlessly his head thrown back and said "Yeah no shit I told you I’d get fucked hard tonight thanks to your drama" and then he started moving rising up and slamming back down with these perfect rolls of his hips that had my toes curling because his riding skills were insane he knew exactly how to clench and grind and make it feel like he was milking me with every thrust.
I thrust up to meet him and we found a rhythm fast and messy the car rocking a little with every move and Sunoo kept talking the whole time because that’s how he was filthy and keeping me grounded. "That’s it Ohm fuck me like you mean it pretend I’m not just the rebound and maybe I’ll believe it" he gasped between bounces and I laughed even though it came out shaky because he was right and I was an idiot but it felt too good to stop.
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