Chapter 200: The Night That Didn’t End
"Faster! Yes! Just like that! Faster, Your Grace... Don’t stop!"
Cherion’s voice ripped through the night like a glitch in reality, breathless, chaotic, and immediately stolen by the screaming wind. Anyone within a mile of that mountain pass would have absolutely gotten the wrong idea. The desperate tone, the rhythmic pounding, the borderline scandalous enthusiasm? Yeah. It sounded exactly like the "breaking in" from that note had started way earlier than expected.
Except... not even close.
Because the reality?
Way more fun. And significantly more furry.
Cherion was currently gripping onto thick, midnight-black fur for dear life, white-knuckling it like his survival depended on it. Which, honestly, it kind of did. Beneath him was a wolf the size of a small carriage. A massive, muscle-packed, terrifyingly fast wolf. His legs were locked tight around it, his face buried in warm fur that smelled like pine, wild air, and something dangerously addictive.
They were not in a bed.
They were flying.
Every time Zarius’s massive paws hit the frozen ground, the impact shot straight up through Cherion’s body, sending heat spiraling right into his core. The buzzing in his blood, that relentless, annoying, oh-my-god-make-it-stop heat, was still there... but now?
Now it felt different.
Louder. Wilder. Less "fever," more "battle anthem."
He felt reckless. He felt powerful. He felt like the main character of a story that had finally decided to stop being a slow-burn tragedy and start being a goddamn adventure.
"Go on!" Cherion cheered, his voice muffled by the fur as he leaned forward, pressing his chest against the wolf’s spine. "Show me what a Northern Alpha can actually do! Don’t tell me you’re getting tired already!"
The world blurred. Trees turned into streaks of gray and silver, the ground vanished into motion, and the freezing wind slapped against Cherion’s skin hard enough to hurt, but weirdly? It felt amazing against the heat burning through him.
As they streaked toward the mountains, Cherion’s mind drifted back to the absolute chaos of twenty minutes ago.
He recalled the moment in his bedroom when Zarius had finally snapped. One second, the Duke had been a pillar of "honorable" restraint, and the next, his eyes had gone completely dark, the red replaced by a predatory hunger that made Cherion’s knees buckle. But even then, the man was a caretaker at heart.
Cherion remembered the way Zarius had suddenly lunged for the wardrobe. He had grabbed a heavy, fur-lined travel cloak.
The memory of those large, scarred hands fumbling with the cloak toggles made Cherion’s heart skip a beat even now. Zarius’s fingers had been shaking, not from the cold, but from the effort of not simply ripping Cherion’s clothes off right then and there. He had swaddled Cherion like a precious, fragile cargo, his touch lingering just a second too long on Cherion’s throat as he fastened the last clasp.
Then, the shift.
It wasn’t like the movies. There were no cracking bones or screams of agony. It was a fluid, heavy sound, the sound of a heavy sail catching the wind. One moment, a man stood before him. The next, the "Monster Duke" was gone, and a massive black wolf stood in his place. The wolf had nudged its massive, velvet-soft head against Cherion’s hip, a silent, urgent command to mount.
And then, the leap.
That weightless feeling was still sitting in his stomach. Zarius, of course, had decided stairs were optional. He had turned toward the open balcony and simply launched them into the snow. Cherion had screamed as they plummeted toward the snow-covered grounds below. The landing had been impossible, Zarius had hit the ground like a cat, the impact absorbed by those massive paws, and they were gone into the tree line before the guards could even draw their breath.
It was, Cherion decided, the coolest thing he had ever experienced in either of his lives. It was the kind of scene a reader dreams of, but living it? Living it was a religious experience.
The landscape began to change. The dense, suffocating forests of the lower slopes gave way to a hidden higher ground. The air here was thinner, sharper, and smelled of ancient stone.
And then...
A house.
Tucked into the mountain like it belonged there. Dark wood, solid stone, glowing faintly under moonlight
Zarius began to slow his pace, his heavy breathing coming in white puffs of steam. As he came to a halt in front of the door, Cherion found that he couldn’t quite move. His legs were trembling, his muscles locked in the shape of the wolf’s back.
With a low, patient grunt, Zarius tilted his body, allowing Cherion to slide off. He hit the ground and immediately stumbled, his boots crunching in the snow. He had to catch himself against a wooden pillar of the porch, his lungs burning with the cold air.
He looked around. It was silent. Painfully, beautifully silent.
"Wow," Cherion whispered, his voice sounding small in the vastness. "You really don’t do things halfway, do you?"
Zarius stepped onto the porch. He didn’t look at the scenery. He looked only at Cherion. He let out a low, vibrating huff and nudged the door open with his snout, then nudged Cherion’s shoulder, ushering him inside. The message was clear: Get inside.
Cherion stepped over the threshold into a room that smelled of cedar, dried herbs, and old wood. Warmth hit him instantly. Cedar, herbs, wood, firelight flickering across the room.
Then came the sound, a low crack, like something shifting out of place, followed by a rough exhale. A second later, the door shut, the bolt sliding in with a quiet, final click.
Cherion turned around, his breath hitching. The wolf was gone.
In its place stood Zarius. He was completely, unapologetically naked.
In the dim, orange glow of the fireplace, the Duke looked less like a noble and more like a primal force. Steam was literally rising from his broad shoulders and the hard planes of his chest, his body temperature still coming down from the frantic run.
His skin was flushed, his scars standing out in sharp relief against his pale skin. He stood there with his feet planted shoulder-width apart, his posture lacking any of the stiff, aristocratic shame he usually carried.
Cherion felt his own face heat up, a flush that had nothing to do with the fever. His eyes traveled, he couldn’t help it, down the line of Zarius’s throat, across the heavy muscle of his shoulders, and lower. The man was built like he had been carved out of the mountain itself.
"The ride..." Cherion started, his voice cracking. He cleared his throat, trying to regain some of his earlier "shameless" bravado. "The ride was... quite something, Your Grace. I might have to write a review."
Zarius didn’t laugh. He didn’t even crack a smile. He just watched Cherion, his blue eyes so dark they were almost black, his pupils blown wide. He was tracking the frantic pulse in the hollow of Cherion’s throat, the way a predator tracks the heartbeat of its prey.
The air in the lodge was suddenly ten degrees hotter. Zarius took a single, slow step forward. The wood groaned under his weight. He didn’t reach for a robe. He didn’t reach for a blanket. He reached for the fastenings of the cloak he’d wrapped around Cherion earlier, way more carefully than the situation probably deserved.
"The time for talking," Zarius rasped, his voice a low, dangerous rumble that vibrated in Cherion’s very bones, "is officially over, Cherion."
He reached out, his large, warm hand cupping Cherion’s jaw, forcing him to look up into that fierce, desperate gaze.
"I told you I was terrified of losing my mind," Zarius whispered, his thumb brushing over Cherion’s bottom lip. "Well. I’ve lost it. And now, there is no one left to save you."
Cherion didn’t pull away. He didn’t even blink. He leaned into the palm, a slow smirk finally spreading across his lips despite the tremble in his hands.
"Who said," Cherion breathed, his voice a challenge, "that I wanted to be saved?"
