Chapter 113: Episode 113: Almost went into Red-Mode
On the other hand, Nikki was drifting in darkness.
She drifted in a heavy, suffocating darkness. Usually, when her mind was forced into this kind of trauma-induced stasis, she was subjected to the absolute worst horrors of her subconscious.
She braced her dormant mind for the terrifying, metallic shrieks of the Penalty Zone, the suffocating, acidic smog of Sector 4, or the horrifying memory of starving in the ruins of the Fall.
But the darkness did not turn into the slums.
Instead, the cold, heavy void slowly dissolved into a brilliant, overwhelmingly warm burst of pure, unfiltered sunlight.
Nikki found herself standing in the center of a room she hadn’t seen in over a decade. It was a tech lab, bathed in the golden, afternoon glow of a world that hadn’t yet been choked by droning noise. The air didn’t smell of fear; it smelled of melting rosin-core solder, warm copper wire, and the faint, comforting scent of vanilla.
She looked down at her hands. They were small. She was a child again, wearing a pair of oversized, static-resistant goggles that kept slipping down the bridge of her nose.
"Careful with the flux, sweetheart," a deep, incredibly warm voice cautioned.
Nikki looked up. Sitting across from her at the massive, cluttered workbench was her father. He was a handsome man with a bright, intelligent spark in his dark eyes, the exact same spark Nikki saw every time she looked in the mirror.
He was dressed in a worn-out flannel shirt, his sleeves rolled up to the elbows, revealing forearms smudged with motor grease and thermal paste.
He was holding a delicate pair of micro-tweezers, patiently guiding her small, trembling hands as she attempted to fuse a microscopic optic nerve onto the motherboard of an old, pre-Fall utility drone.
"You have to respect the architecture," her father instructed gently, his large hands enveloping hers. "Machines operate on logic, Nikki. They only output what we put into them. If you build them with a steady hand and a clear purpose, they will never fail you. You just have to understand their language."
Nikki felt a profound, overwhelming sense of safety wash over her chest. It was a feeling so pure and absolute that it completely eclipsed the terrifying reality she had been living in for years.
"I’m trying, Dad," young Nikki murmured, her brow furrowed in intense concentration. "But the logic gate is too small."
"You’ll get it," he smiled, a look of immense pride crinkling the corners of his eyes. "You have the mind for it."
Before she could attempt the weld again, the door of the tech lab hissed open.
Her mother walked into the room, bearing a radiant, exasperated smile and a silver tray piled high with freshly baked, powdered pastries. The sweet, sugary aroma instantly overpowered the lab’s metallic smell.
"Alright, you two," her mother announced, setting the tray down on a cleared corner of the workbench. She wiped a smudge of flour from her cheek. "Break time. You’ve been staring at those motherboards for six hours. If you burn out her retinas before she’s twelve, I am holding you personally responsible, David."
"We were right in the middle of a critical neural bypass!" her father protested, though he was already reaching for a pastry.
Her mother playfully swatted his hand away, picked up the largest, fluffiest pastry, and held it out to Nikki. "Eat, baby. You need your energy."
Nikki took the pastry, the powdered sugar instantly dusting her fingertips. She took a bite, the sweet, vivid taste of it flooding her senses so intensely it brought a tear to her eye.
Her father let out a theatrical, exaggerated sigh, pointing a grease-stained screwdriver at the tray. "You shouldn’t be bringing pastries into the tech lab! The powdered sugar will completely contaminate the exposed circuitry. If one grain gets into the thermal exhaust, it’s going to short-circuit the entire prototype!"
"Oh, hush," her mother bit back, rolling her eyes affectionately as she leaned over to kiss the top of Nikki’s head. "You are being entirely too hard on her. She’s a growing girl, not one of your military contracts. Let her have a childhood before you turn her into a workaholic."
"I am not being too hard on her," her father countered, tossing the screwdriver onto the desk. He leaned back in his rolling chair, crossing his arms over his chest. He looked at Nikki, his expression shifting from playful banter to a look of profound, earth-shattering certainty.
"I am preparing her," her father boasted, his voice echoing with a heavy, prophetic resonance that seemed to vibrate the very walls of the dream. "Look at those hands. Look at that mind. She isn’t just going to fix broken drones. My daughter is going to be the best creator to ever be known. She is going to build a new world."
The words hit Nikki’s chest like a physical blow.
The best creator. She wasn’t just surviving the Android Generals. She was actively rebuilding their emotional architectures. She was teaching them how to feel, how to spare lives, how to exist alongside humanity. She was utilizing everything her father had taught her about logic and care, applying it to the most lethal machines in existence.
The realization that her parents were gone—that this beautiful, sunlit room had been reduced to irradiated ash a decade ago—crashed over her with the force of a collapsing building. The profound safety of the dream was violently fractured, giving way to a sheer, suffocating wave of grief.
Tears immediately flooded her eyes, blurring the image of her parents’ smiling faces.
"Dad..." Nikki choked out, the powdered pastry falling from her trembling hands. "Mom..."
The tech lab began to dissolve into white noise. The golden sunlight faded into a harsh, blinding static.
"Don’t go!" Nikki sobbed, reaching out desperately toward the fading silhouettes of the only people who had ever truly protected her. "Please don’t go! I miss you! Mom! Dad!"
She was crying hysterically, her heart physically aching with a sorrow so deep it threatened to tear her entirely apart. She called out for them, her voice cracking, reaching into the blinding static until the sheer intensity of the emotional pain violently expelled her from the dream.
Nikki jolted awake.
Her eyes snapped open, and she sucked in a massive, ragged gasp of air.
The transition from the sunlit dream to waking reality was agonizing. The instant her consciousness fully booted up, a blinding, excruciating spike of pain pierced straight through the right side of her skull. It felt as though a white-hot spike had been driven directly into her temple.
"Ah!" Nikki cried out, her hands instinctively flying up to cradle her head.
Her fingers brushed against thick, heavy layers of synthesized medical gauze wrapped tightly around her skull. The pain was so intense it made her vision swim, her stomach violently churning with nausea. She squeezed her eyes shut, hot tears streaming down her pale cheeks—tears of lingering grief from the dream, completely mixed with the overwhelming physical agony of the present.
She was not in the irradiated mud of the Sector 3 border.
She was lying on the massive, plush mattress of the master bedroom in Tower Zero. The room was bathed in the dim, cool silver light of the artificial moon, the heavy blackout curtains drawn tightly against the outside world. The air smelled of sterile medical antiseptics, ozone, and the faint, metallic tang of dried blood.
As Nikki’s ragged, panicked breathing echoed in the quiet room, she felt a sudden, heavy shift against the mattress.
She wasn’t alone.
Nikki slowly forced her eyes open, blinking through the tears and the throbbing pain.
Kneeling on the floor directly beside the bed was the Supreme Commander of Earth.
Adonis looked absolutely catastrophic. He had not engaged his automated cleaning protocols. He had not removed his clothes. He had simply dropped to his knees the moment he had laid her in the bed, completely paralyzed by the fragility of her biological state.
His massive hands were gently cradling her small, left hand.
Adonis had his head bowed, his eyes closed. He was resting his flawless, incredibly tense cheek directly against the soft palm of her hand. The posture was one of absolute, terrifying submission. The apex predator of the planet was kneeling at her bedside, anchoring his entire operational existence to the faint, steady pulse beating in her wrist.
When he felt her fingers twitch, his eyes snapped open.
They were not their usual calm, calculating blue. They were not the possessive, territorial gold. They were a dark, fractured, and deeply exhausted shade of bruised violet.
"You are awake," Adonis rumbled. His voice was incredibly quiet, completely stripped of its mechanical authority. It cracked with a heavy, corrupted static, betraying the sheer, unadulterated terror he had experienced over the last few hours.
Nikki looked at him, her heart aching as the memory of the riot finally broke through the fog of her concussion. She remembered the mob. She remembered the jagged piece of titanium flying at her head.
She weakly turned her hand, her small fingers gently brushing against his mud-stained jaw.
"Adonis," Nikki whispered, her voice barely a raspy croak. She winced as a fresh throb of pain pulsed behind her eyes. "What... what happened? The factory... the people..."
Adonis leaned into her touch, his massive shoulders trembling almost imperceptibly. He closed his eyes again, savoring the feeling of her warm skin against his face.
He had almost ended it all.
The God of War slowly opened his eyes, looking up at the fragile, beautiful creator who held his entire world in her hands.
"I almost went into red mode."
