Taming the Wild Beast of Alamina

Dean realized, with the kind of clarity that always arrived too late to be useful, that there was in fact a pattern to his life.

A humiliating one.

More specifically, Dean kept making choices that felt brilliant in the moment and then left him suffering under their consequences afterward, and an alarming number of those consequences had Arion’s face, Arion’s voice, or Arion’s hands somewhere in the architecture of the disaster.

It would have been easier to resent if he had not, on some deeply compromised level, kept participating.

Voluntarily.

Repeatedly.

Dean stood at last, which already felt like an achievement worthy of formal recognition, and reached for his clothes with the stubborn dignity of a man pretending he had not made several questionable choices in rapid succession. His body was still too aware, his skin too warm, his thoughts too disorganized for his liking, but vertical was vertical, and he intended to maintain that advantage.

His parents would be leaving for Palatine soon. He needed to see them before departure, preferably while still capable of coherent speech and without looking as though he had just survived a personal war waged entirely in silk sheets and bad judgment.

He got his trousers on. Then his shirt. Then the jacket, though he paused midway through fastening it, his reflection in the dark glass making him look more composed than he felt.

A lie, but an elegant one.

He ran a hand once through his hair, trying to impose order on at least one aspect of the situation.

Behind him, the room remained quiet but occupied in the specific way Arion occupied space, as if the air itself accepted his presence first and only later informed everyone else.

Dean adjusted a cuff and reached for the door.

"Dean."

He stopped.

That was his second mistake of the morning. The first had occurred much earlier and with significantly less clothing involved.

Slowly, Dean turned.

Arion was still seated at the edge of the bed, one forearm resting over his knee, his expression calmer now, though no less focused. There was nothing lazy in the way he looked at him.

Dean narrowed his eyes. "If this is another negotiation, I want the record to reflect that I am leaving."

"It’s not."

Arion stood.

Dean hated, in a distant and philosophical way, how much impact one simple movement could have when performed by the wrong man. Or perhaps the right one, undressed, tanned, and with a build gifted by gods fueled with spite.

Arion crossed the distance between them without hurry. He stopped close enough that Dean could feel the warmth of him, but not close enough to turn it into a trap.

Then he reached into the pocket of the jacket draped over the chair.

Dean’s attention sharpened at once.

Arion turned back, closing the distance, and opened a small box.

Inside sat a band of pale, frosted platinum, set with a central violet diamond that mimicked the exact, defiant shade of Dean’s eyes. It wasn’t the heavy, old seal of the Alaminian royal family. It was delicate, sharp, and refreshingly modern.

"You have to be kidding me," Dean said, his eyes fixated on the ring. "You really have no romance in your bones."

Arion looked at him with the kind of calm that suggested he had already anticipated the insult, sorted it, and filed it under acceptable collateral damage.

"I had a speech," he said.

Dean dragged his gaze from the ring to his face. "That is somehow worse."

"It was concise."

"That is not helping your case."

Arion let out a low chuckle. "Will you help my case?"

Dean groaned, but he extended his hand for Arion to put the ring on.

Arion’s eyes dropped at once to Dean’s outstretched hand.

For the first time since producing the ring, something in his expression changed in a way Dean had not been fully prepared for.

Something that looked dangerously like being affected.

Dean immediately regretted noticing.

"Do not," he said, "make a face about it."

Arion looked back up, the scarred brow raising in question. "What face?"

"That one."

"I’m not making one."

"You are absolutely making one. It’s subtle, which makes it worse."

A faint smile touched Arion’s mouth, but it did nothing to erase the weight that had settled into the moment. He took the ring from the box with deliberate care, as if he still refused to rush something that Dean had given him willingly.

Which, in Dean’s opinion, was deeply inconsiderate.

Because if Arion had been smug, Dean could have defended himself with irritation.

Instead, he was careful.

Dean watched his hand being taken.

Watched Arion turn it slightly in his own, thumb resting once against Dean’s knuckle, solid and warm and far too grounding for a man who had just ambushed him with a custom engagement ring worth probably millions.

"You are enjoying this too much," Dean said, because silence felt unsafe.

Arion’s fingers tightened just slightly around his hand. "I’m trying not to."

"That is somehow more offensive."

"It’s honest."

"There it is again," Dean muttered. "That cursed word."

Arion lowered his gaze once more and slid the ring onto Dean’s finger.

Perfect.

The pale platinum settled against his skin as if it had always belonged there, the violet diamond catching the light with one cold, precise flash that felt almost smug on Arion’s behalf.

Dean stared at it.

Then at Arion.

Then back at the ring.

He thought this was becoming a big problem in the order of his life.

Arion still had hold of his hand, just enough to keep it there between them while he looked at the ring now resting where it was clearly always meant to be.

Dean’s throat tightened with a feeling he had no intention of naming.

It was bad enough that Arion had remembered. Worse that he had chosen well. Catastrophic that he had put it on him like this, with that infernal quiet steadiness, as if the moment did not need witnesses or speeches to become real.

"Well," Dean said at last, because one of them had to protect the dignity of the situation and Arion had clearly resigned from that duty, "that seems medically unfortunate."

Arion looked up, the laugh already in his eyes. "Medically?"

"Yes. I appear to have developed an expensive problem."

Arion’s mouth curved. "I thought I was already your expensive problem."