I will be the perfect wife this time

Chapter 229: The Stagnant Soul



Olivia stood before the towering, gilded doors of the Emperor’s private study, her fingertips tracing the intricate filigree of the imperial crest. For a few long, breathless moments, she merely stared at the carved wood, quietly donning her armor of cold resolve. A guard stepped forward, offering a profound bow before slipping inside to announce her presence. A moment later, the heavy doors parted, and she stepped into the ambient warmth of the chamber.

​"Greetings, Your Majesty," she said, her voice steady and deliberate as she executed a flawlessly polite, measured curtsey.

​"Do not bow, Olivia," the Emperor interrupted, his voice uncharacteristically soft. He rose immediately from the sofa, gesturing toward it. "Come, sit beside me."

​Olivia hesitated, her gaze sweeping across the room. Rather than sitting behind the imposing, massive desk where he customarily dictated the decrees that shaped the fate of the empire, the Emperor had chosen the informal reception area.

The low table before him groaned under an opulent spread of delicate pastries, tarts, and fresh fruits—all arranged with meticulous precision. The very moment the guards had relayed word of her arrival at the palace gates, he had commanded every manner of sweet to be brought, clinging to the fragile hope that she might grant him even a fleeting moment of her time.

​"Sit, my dear," he urged, gesturing to the space beside him.

​After a heartbeat of hesitation, Olivia complied. Yet, she deliberately chose the furthest edge of the sofa, maintaining a cautious, calculated distance between them.

​Silence settled over the room, though it lacked the suffocating tension she had grown accustomed to. The Emperor began pushing the small plates of desserts closer to her, his movements bordering on anxious. "Please, eat. You must be utterly exhausted from the journey," he said.

​Olivia replied clippedly, "Thank you, Your Majesty."

​The title hung in the air like an invisible barrier, a sharp reminder of the chasm that still lay between them. The Emperor’s smile faltered for a fraction of a second, wounded by the rejection, but he chose not to press her on the formality.

​Instead, he cleared his throat gently and asked, "Are you feeling better?"

​"Yes, I am well, thanks to you."

​"I only did my duty," he replied. And despite the sharp, guarded nature of her demeanor, a spark of genuine warmth kindled in his eyes at the sound of her acknowledgment.

​Silence descended once more, heavier this time, settling like dust in the sunbeams. The Emperor watched her guarded posture, noting how deliberately her gaze averted his. "Are you still angry with me, Olivia?" he asked.

​Rather than offering an answer, Olivia simply turned her face away, fixing her eyes steadfastly upon the heavy draperies on the far side of the room.

​He let out a soft sigh. He did not weaponize his sovereign authority to command her attention; instead, he rose, orbited the table, and seated himself directly opposite her, solely to catch her fleeting glance. "My child, why do you deny me the sight of your face?" he asked.

​For a brief, unarmored moment, her stubborn cruelty faltered against the backdrop of his boundless gentleness, and an unfamiliar sensation washed over Olivia. She was no longer a desperate woman waging war against a ruthless world; she was merely a resentful, stubborn daughter testing the absolute limits of her father’s affection—a luxury she had never dared dream of possessing in her past life.

​"You deceived me," she muttered, her tone carrying the sharp, childish pout of a daughter who believed herself gravely wronged.

​Briefly, her father pleaded, leaning forward with his hands parted in a gesture of absolute surrender. "It was necessary, my dear. You know the treacherous state of the court at that time. Only speak the word, and it shall be done. I will do absolutely anything to earn your forgiveness."

​Olivia tilted her head back, her eyes narrowing as she pinned him with a sharp, piercing stare. "Anything?"

​This was the exact moment she had anticipated; she had known his guilt would make him say this.

​He answered without a shred of hesitation, "Yes, you have only to ask."

​A faint, dangerous smile curled the edge of her lips. "And what if I were to ask you to throw Matthias into the deepest dungeon of the Imperial Prison? Would you do it?"

​The Emperor blinked, his jaw dropping slightly as his mind struggled to process the words. "You... you are jesting with me, surely?"

​"No," Olivia said, her features hardening into absolute gravity. "I am entirely serious."

​"Did the two of you have a quarrel?"

​She shrugged, leaning back against the plush cushions. "Something of the sort. Tell me, Father, will you do it or not?"

​The Emperor swallowed hard, looking utterly defenseless in the face of this sudden crisis. It was an absurd, unprecedented request. "I... I shall look into it. But please, Olivia, give me a reason," he said.

​Olivia tilted her head, her eyes gleaming with a calculating brilliance. She wasn’t throwing a petulant tantrum; she was playing a high-stakes hand of chess. If her father locked Matthias in the imperial dungeons under a sovereign whim, Matthias would be physically barred from marching into Cedric Allister’s waiting trap. It would buy her the time she desperately needed to dismantle the Allister house herself, all while keeping her husband contained, breathing, and safe.

​"And since when does your daughter require political justification to have her whims fulfilled?" she challenged smoothly, relishing this newfound power.

​"No, it is not that, but—"

​"If you cannot grant such a simple, trivial request for me," Olivia interrupted, gripping the armrest as she began to rise, "then I suppose there is no further reason for me to remain here."

​"Wait, wait," the Emperor urged frantically, rising with her and placing a hand gently near her shoulder to guide her back to her seat. "I did not say I would not do it. I merely said I would consider the arrangements."

​Olivia arched an eyebrow, a mocking smile playing on her lips. "Is that not the exact same thing?"

​The Emperor laughed nervously, dabbing a bead of sweat from his brow. "Calm yourself, my child. We can discuss this matter rationally. What is the need for such haste?"

​Olivia sank back into the velvet cushions with a cold, calculated sigh. She had reined herself in. To expose the hereditary madness of the Lockron bloodline to the ruler of the empire was too ruinous a gamble. If the Crown perceived the Duke as an unstable threat, a simple dungeon wouldn’t suffice; they would seek his total eradication. She would save her husband her own way, using her father’s guilt as her ultimate shield.

​Yet, the moment she agreed to stay, the indulgent facade evaporated. The warm light in the Emperor’s eyes died instantly, replaced by a gaze so sharp and dissecting it felt like a cold blade pressing against her throat. He stared at her for a long time, as if exploring her very core.

​Olivia’s body went rigid, every defense mechanism she had spent her life honing snapping back into place. The sudden drop in temperature in the room wasn’t magical; it was the sheer force of his presence.

​"What is it, Father?" she asked, her voice dropping into a flat, guarded register. "Why do you look at me in such a manner?"

​The Emperor didn’t answer immediately. He rose slowly, the towering width of his frame blocking the ambient light of the study. He walked a few short, heavy steps away, stopping before the grand window that overlooked the capital. His hand lifted, his knuckles white as he pressed them against his temple, looking like a man driven half-mad by a thought he couldn’t kill.

​"For days, Olivia, I have not slept," he said, his voice dropping to a gravelly, resonant register that vibrated through the floorboards. "There is a riddle that has been tearing at my mind. A riddle concerning the sudden, inexplicable shift in the daughter standing before me."

​"I do not understand what you mean by your words," she replied, though a small, cold drop of sweat traced down her spine.

​Lucius turned around slowly. The sovereign aura he usually suppressed around her filled the chamber like heavy smoke. "Very well," he said. "Every soul born of our lineage inherits a distinct manifestation of ancestral power. Kyle showed his power at five. I held mine at four. But you... for years, you were utterly hollow. I assumed you were a tragic anomaly. A princess born without a legacy."

​He took a slow, deliberate step toward her. The floor didn’t creak, but the pressure in the air grew heavy.

​"But our bloodline does not produce blanks, Olivia. Our records go back a thousand years. A week ago, I sealed myself in the forbidden archives of the first Emperor, searching for an answer to your emptiness. And I found a single parchment, written in a script older than this empire, describing a power so rare it is feared as a curse."

​Olivia remained motionless, her hand tightening on the armrest until her fingernails dug into her dress. She wanted to interrupt him, to change the subject, but her throat felt entirely parched.

​The Emperor whispered, his eyes locking onto hers with a terrifying, unblinking intensity, "The texts call its bearer the Lady of Time. A birthright mana that remains completely dormant, entirely undetectable by any magical device or grand mage. It has no elements. It grants no strength. It sits inside the core, frozen... until one specific, gruesome catalyst shatters the vessel."

​Huh, and what does this have to do with me?

Well, it seems it has a lot to do with it.

​The room seemed to lose its warmth entirely. The delicate tarts and pastries on the table suddenly looked grotesque under the dimming light.

​She raised her eyebrow inquisitively. "I still don’t understand."

​He looked at her with sadness.

​"It activates only upon the host’s murder," her father said. "It is a regression taboo. It demands blood to spark, forcing time itself to rupture and bend backward to give the dead a second chance."

​Olivia’s heart struck against her ribs like a trapped bird. Her mind, usually a hyper-logical machine, stalled into a horrific, blinding silence. He knows. He actually knows.

​Lucius closed the distance between them. He didn’t drop to his knees in weak despair; he stood before her with the terrifying clarity of a ruler who had finally pieced together the impossible.

​"I asked myself... why did my daughter, who once offered blind, unyielding obedience to Roland, suddenly wake up one day with the eyes of a seasoned general?" Lucius murmured, his voice fracturing slightly under a layer of dark, psychological focus. "How did she learn to outmaneuver the entire court in a matter of weeks? How does a sheltered princess possess the chilling, calculated foresight to play a duke, a holy house, and an emperor like chess pieces?"

​He reached down, his large, scarred hands trembling with a raw, repressed fury as he firmly grasped her ice-cold fingers, lifting them between them.

​"You didn’t grow up over the months, Olivia," her father implored, his eyes burning into her very soul, demanding the one secret she had sworn to take to her grave. "Your soul awakened because your very being was broken. Speak the truth to me. Look into my eyes and tell me..."

​He swallowed hard, the final, agonizing piece of the tragedy locking into place behind his eyelids.

​"Olivia..." he whispered, his eyes locked onto hers, heavy with a dark, rising fury. "Tell me the truth. Have you already been killed before?"

If you find any errors ( Ads popup, ads redirect, broken links, non-standard content, etc.. ), Please let us know < report chapter > so we can fix it as soon as possible.

Tip: You can use left, right, A and D keyboard keys to browse between chapters.