Chapter 11: Quadraligned Fabrisse Kestovar, Binder of Realms, Slayer of Paperwork
He tapped his fingers against the side of his knee, glancing again at the fire, then to the glyph logs he’d recorded from his earlier invocations. All four had one thing in common. They could manifest and interact. Maybe there was a linking element that allowed for this manifestation.
If the others existed out there, and were drawn in, then this last one could be something that he had to give up in exchange.
What’s the point of resonance if not to align something inside with something outside?
He opened his satchel and pulled out a fresh strip of rune-inked paper, one of the experimental diagnostic scrolls used for spellcasting feedback loops. He then pressed the edge of his palm to it and cast a basic trace: a null-imbue, designed to log magic.
The scroll glowed faintly. He spoke again, this time to himself, “Okay. Aetheric reaction comes from a cycle: intent, conduit, invocation, manifestation.”
The scroll didn’t register intent. Of course it didn’t. That wasn’t a measurable input.
He grabbed the scroll and wrote in the margin: New hypothesis: fifth element = conceptual root enabling intent-manifest conversion. Not emotion. Emotion is proof-of-contact, not mechanism.
He repeated the Veil of Shame again and watched it fade after sixty seconds.
Just like before.
Except this time, he didn’t look away.
He kept his eyes open as the memory bloomed behind his eyelids—kept his mind anchored in the moment of recollection. The wash of humiliation. The words Severa had said.
He saw the stone in her fingers and the shimmer of her robes. But more than that, he didn’t just remember his own thoughts at the time, but felt them. He could feel himself thinking, there and then, from that past self’s perspective.
Wait.
Fabrisse narrowed his gaze.
That shouldn’t happen. Not like this.
He’d recalled this memory a hundred times before. But now—it wasn’t just echo or playback. It had presence, like a room he could walk through.
He focused on the moment Severa had turned and walked away, stone in hand, her sparks trailing behind.
And instead of just remembering how it had hurt, he felt his younger self think: “That stone’s not yours.”
Fabrisse’s eyes widened. His lips parted.
He had never said that aloud. Not then. But he remembered thinking it—weakly, angrily, silently.
And now, the memory echoed back with shape, like he was standing in the same space as his past self.
“This isn’t just a memory,” he whispered. “It’s . . . a frame of mind.”
He let himself stay in it.
The sense of humiliation. The sharp sting of injustice. The impotent silence he’d wrapped around himself like armor. For so long, he’d believed he’d moved past it—outgrown it. But it had only curled inward, tight and quiet and unfinished.
His fingers burned. A thin line of crimson shimmered at the edge of his palm, bright as if drawn by a blade of light. Sparks of rage. He stared at the glowing thread, and for the first time in months—maybe longer—he felt anger. Then rage. Then clear.
So this is what Lorvan meant by interacting with the scenarios in your head.
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He felt a bit better now. He hadn’t even realized how bad he’d felt before.
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