Ch. 55.1 - The Idiot Who Chose Self-Sacrifice Pt1
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âHey! Hoshikawa, what the hell is wrong with you!?â
The moment lunch break began the next day, Harutaki found himself being half-dragged, half-hauled across the skywalk by Nogami under the eyes of the entire class, until the two finally disappeared into an unused classroom in another building.
But this time, unlike before, the glances thrown his way werenât just sympathetic; they carried a faint edge of hostility too.
[Second Year, Ranked Fourth? A Sudden Genius Emerges?]
âYou canât even keep yourself safe right now, can you?â
Nogamiâs voice was sharp with irritation as she shoved her phone screen at him.
The post in question described how some nobody, a student of average grades whoâd never made waves, had suddenly soared to the top ranks after the start-of-term exam, surpassing several well-known high achievers in their year.
And at the end of that post, the author attached a screenshot of an exam report card, one showing dismal scores across the board, claiming it was from that same studentâs first-year finals.
The post never mentioned Harutakiâs name, but since the top ten studentsâ results were already posted on the schoolâs main stairway and bulletin board, it didnât take much detective work to figure out who âthe mysterious fourth-place studentâ really was.
And in the replies, over seventy of them, many voices chimed in with agreement.
After all, every student in Nichiya High knew exactly how brutal the climb up the academic ranks was.
If you were working hard, didnât that mean everyone else was, too?
Most of them had been grinding for years with a single dream: Tokyo U, Keio, Teito, or some other elite school. Cram schools and private tutors were practically standard issue.
So how could an unknown face suddenly leap ahead in just one summer?
To believe that was to deny the brilliance of Tokyoâs top ten percent, or worse, to mock all their hard work.
âAhh, that thing.â
âYouâre even more at ease than I am, looking all laid-back like nothingâs wrong, what an irritating bastard.â
She kicked at his leg, fuming, scrolling through the comment section again.
Wasnât she supposed to feel a little happy that Harutaki was now in a mess just like her? Wasnât this the perfect time to gloat, to tell him âSee? You said walking by the riverbank, you were bound to get your shoes wet someday!â
Heâd gone and gotten himself dragged into the same trouble she was in, and somehow that made her even angrier.
Exactly!
Her frustration and anxiety werenât just about the rumors, they were because this idiot whoâd promised to help her couldnât even handle his own situation!
And⌠no way.
He didnât really cheat, did he?
Did this idiot seriously just beat her grades fair and square?
Nogamiâs thoughts tangled in a knot of contradiction.
Part of her wanted Harutaki to prove his strength, to show that his ranking was real, so he could deal with the bullying and online harassment that plagued them both.
But another part, petty, childish, proud, couldnât stand the idea of him actually being better than her.
If Harutaki really was the fourth-ranked genius, then what did Nogami Izumi have left to boast about?
Looks? They were on equal ground.
Athletics? Girls had a biological disadvantage.
Cunning? Maturity? Poise under pressure? He outclassed her in all of that.
And now, academics too?
âSay, Nogami-san. Why do you think this is a problem? Isnât it possible the person who posted that thread⌠was me?â
He logged into his account, turned his phone toward her, and showed the editing interface.
âSee?â
âYou, why would you do that!? Donât tell me your grand solution to my problem is to âshare the suffering,â so we both get roasted together!?â
Though⌠that idea didnât sound completely impossible.
They were the only two people in Nichiya High being ostracized. The schoolâs resident outcasts.
But still, no. Harutaki was not the kind of guy to be that considerate.
He was the type to mock her helplessness with a smirk while lending a hand, only to ruin the moment by saying something like, âIf youâre really grateful, flash me some cleavage,â or âA proper apology requires groveling, you know.â
Just picturing it made her fists clench tight.
âIf you think pulling this self-sacrificing nonsense is going to make me fall for you, youâre delusional. Not in a million years. I honestly donât get why you daydream so much, Hoshikawa.â
She tilted her chin up, giving him a sidelong glare brimming with scorn.
âWhen you end up where I am, donât expect sympathy. Iâll be the first to laugh my head off, you idiot!â
âYou really think too highly of yourself, Nogami-san. Iâve told you before, my type is Shihou-san. Not some foul-mouthed, ill-tempered delinquent like you.â
For someone like Nogami, pushovers never got anywhere. And Harutaki wasnât looking for a goddess to worship, he was looking for a girlfriend.
He could take a little embarrassment if it got him somewhere useful, but thisâŚ
âSorry, but Iâve gotta be honest,â he said, wearing that easy grin that only made her angrier. âWhoever ends up dating or marrying you, Nogami-san, is doomed for eight lifetimes straight.â
âHoshikawa, you absolute scumbag!â
âThanks. I do try to keep my good looks consistent with my villainy.â
This bastard, this infuriating bastard, he was the real tsundere here!
Nogami ground her teeth as she glared at his smug, self-satisfied face. She wanted nothing more than to throw him to the floor right then and there, to crush that handsome smirk beneath her heel and trample the arrogance right out of him.
âAnyway,â he said, steering the conversation back on track before it could explode again, âuse that brilliant brain of yours and think, why would I do this?â
As he spoke, Harutaki quietly confirmed a troubling suspicion.
This girl probably liked him.
Just a little. But compared to the way she viewed everyone else, mere âantsâ or âtoysâ, even that was extraordinary.
And getting tangled up with someone like Nogami Izumi? That was dangerous.
No matter how breathtaking she was, her looks, her figure, her family background, it didnât matter.
Liking her, or being liked by her, was nothing but trouble.
Prideful, arrogant, cutting, cold, always standing above others, and never once considering their feelings.
Even if heâd managed to soften that attitude a little, she was still far from âideal girlfriendâ material.
She only ever cared about herself.
Unless he had a secret masochistic streak, there was no way Harutaki would accept a girl like that.
A man should never live his life kneeling, he thought grimly.
Whatever stirrings of affection he felt, they were only for those rare, fleeting moments when her softer side peeked through.
Her personalityâs softness, of course. Not⌠anything else.
âWhy youâd do thisâŚâ Nogami murmured, scrolling back to the top of the thread, mind spinning.
She had to admit, as much as she wanted to hate him, Harutaki wasnât the type to cheat.
Assuming he hadnât, there were only two reasons to make a post like this himself.
Either he wanted to make people believe his grades were fake, which made no sense at all.
Or⌠he wanted to prove the post itself was fake.
Yes. That was it. Heâd created a false rumor to expose the nature of false rumors.
So then, why not just show proof directly? Why not reveal his method and clear her name?
After a pause, the answer came to her like a spark.
If a person under suspicion insists on their own innocence without any credible foundation, people rarely believe them.
In fact, the more they try to deny it, the guiltier they look.
People only believe what they want to believe. And once theyâve decided something is true, theyâll twist reality itself to keep believing it.
For example, even with countless pieces of evidence backing it up, there are still people who believe Americaâs moon landing was filmed on a Hollywood set.
And there are those whoâve never once left their hometown, yet firmly believe in the flat earth theory, insisting that the idea of a round planet is just another lie fabricated by those in powerâŚ
Not everyone was like that, of course, but what if?
What if Harutaki stepped forward as the ârumormonger,â and people thought sheâd bribed him? Or fabricated the evidence herself?
Then the only way left to prove her innocence was to prove the system itself couldnât be trusted.
âHoshikawa⌠youâre trying to use this post to prove that any anonymous accusation on the school forum could just as easily be fake, arenât you?â
But that still wasnât enough.
No, this much alone wouldnât convince the masses.
And why⌠why would he use himself as the tool to make that point?
Why stain his own name just to do it? Was it really⌠for her?
Ha. As if a few little acts of kindness could sway her heart.
What a naive idiot.
Dogs wag their tails to get pats on the head, not love letters!
Sheâd decided. Once this mess was over, sheâd give him some reward.
A pat on the head, maybe. Or⌠a lap pillow, if she was feeling generous.
