Chapter 1017: Selfishness, Self-esteem, and Inferiority
Zong Haohao was a person with extreme self-esteem, which was equivalent to extreme inferiority. Such a person was not easy to love. Once he loved, it was easy to be extreme, especially when the woman just happened to poke the scar that he cared about the most.
Si Huang didn’t know if the girl who Zong Haohao had brought along to be destroyed in his previous life was the one in front of him. However, regardless of whether it was the case or not, the time had been brought forward, and things had still happened before his eyes.
He thought that in this life, without the cold violence in school, he would have a job that he loved, and he would be able to walk down the road smoothly. This would change Zong Haohao, but in the end, nothing changed. Just like what happened to Su Yueban, everything just took a turn, but it still pointed to the result.
Zong Haohao’s accusation and gaze made Si Huang feel disappointed and annoyed. The expression on his face became even more silent." Do you love her?"
"What?" Zong Haohao heard it clearly but didn’t know how to answer this question.
Si Huang had already gotten the answer from his hesitation." If you loved her, you wouldn’t have brought her here just because she was hurt. You didn’t try to woo her and use anything other than her looks to move her. So what you love is only her devotion and passion for you. In the end, the person you love the most is still yourself."
Zong Haohao wanted to retort, but he couldn’t complete his sentence. Si Huang didn’t try to interrupt him. He continued to speak in a calm and cold tone." You hate her and despise you. Then, have you been honest with her from the beginning?" You feel that you’re hurt, but you also wonder if she was hurt the moment she found out the truth. You can find excuses for losing control of your emotions, but you can’t allow others to do so. Therefore, you love yourself the most, and the person who despises you the most is also you."
" Now that you’ve come this far, the person who forced you to commit suicide was never someone else. It was you." As Si Huang spoke, he laughed mockingly," You made a mistake but you want so many people to take responsibility for you, making others feel guilty. How selfish is that?"
Zong Haohao’s face was ashen. He didn’t dare to look at Si Huang’s eyes. He was roaring in his heart, trying to refute," Don’t be suppressed by this person anymore. Do I have to be suppressed by him even if I die?" How could Si Huang, who had what she wanted the most, understand her pain? How could Si Huang know how much contempt and disgust he had suffered since he was young!