Chapter 354: No More Deception
Jiang Nanshu stood at the doorway in the nightlife, watching Yang Jiashu and Jiang Yunchuan take Lu Qingyan to the hospital.
Xu Xi shivered with cold next to her.
Jiang Nanshu looked at the gloomy sky and the tiny snowflakes that began to fall, and she paused.
It was snowing.
This was Beijing’s first snow.
"I’m not going to lie anymore," Jiang Nanshu said to Da Shachun. "I want to accumulate some virtue for myself, so death won’t look too ugly."
Da Shachun: [...]
"During this time, I’ve thought a lot. Within the calm of life, I’ve thought so much. Those who can hear their hearts are not wrong, and neither are those who changed their destinies. They just want to live, and I hope they would swiftly follow the plot. I, who want to return for revenge, am not wrong either. We are all just following our own goals. The mistake is that the timing of our meeting was wrong, the order of our appearances was wrong, and the timing for when you gave me love was wrong," said Jiang Nanshu, watching the snowflakes that melted upon hitting the ground, her voice very calm.
"The previous me lived every day in fear. When I was about to be sold by my parents, my heart finally died. Later, after meeting Zhou Yanxu, I learned many skills to help him. Anything a wealthy lady should learn, I went to learn. I feared embarrassing him. I wanted to make myself valuable, to be of help to him, so I was also very tired every day. After dying and coming to this world, I could not forget the pains I suffered. Everyone who participated in my torment should pay a price, so I lived in a rush. I never truly experienced life. I’m a bit tired now, I want to be lazy for a while."
Da Shachun miraculously saw Jiang Nanshu’s 100% blackening value drop to 90%.
"Jiangjiang, I’ve hailed a cab. Let’s go back," called out Xu Xi, running over from the side of the road and waving at Jiang Nanshu.
Jiang Nanshu came back to her senses and smiled at her: "Coming."